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“但那个人不应该是你。”陆赫扬说，“有预想过我会受伤，想着醒来之后也能安慰你，或者就算没有解决家里的事，分开了也会去找你，只是没有想到会失忆。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ5Y206K+077ya4oCc5rKh5YWz57O755qE77yM546w5Zyo6KGl5LiK5LqG44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

许则却说：“没关系的，现在补上了。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6L+Y5pyJ5LmL5YmN44CC4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms5ZKM5LuW5YiG5byA5LiA5Lqb77yM5Lik5Lq66Z2i5a+56Z2i56uZ552A77yM6ZmG6LWr5oms57un57ut6K+077yM4oCc6Zeu5L2g5Li65LuA5LmI6K+05oiR5Lus5piv5LiN6YeN6KaB55qE5YWz57O777yM6Zeu5L2g5Li65LuA5LmI6KaB5oiR5b+Y5o6J5piT5oSf5pyf55qE5LqL77yM6YKj5Lqb6LSo6Zeu5ZKM5LiN56S86LKM77yM5oiR5ZCR5L2g6YGT5q2J44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“还有之前。”陆赫扬和他分开一些，两人面对面站着，陆赫扬继续说，“问你为什么说我们是不重要的关系，问你为什么要我忘掉易感期的事，那些质问和不礼貌，我向你道歉。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Zyo5ZCs5Yiw6JKL5paH57uZ55qE5b2V6Z+z5YmN77yM5LuW5bCG5LqL5oOF5oOz5b6X6L+H5LqO566A5Y2V77yM5Lul5Li65Y+q5piv57qv57K555qE5a625bqt6Zi75Yqb77yM5Lul5Li65Y+q5piv5a+75bi455qE5YiG5omL5ZKM5YaN6KeB77yM55u05Yiw56a755yf55u46LaK6L+R77yM5LuW5oSP6K+G5Yiw6Ieq5bex5a+56K645YiZ6K+055qE6K+d44CB5YGa55qE5LqL77yM5oiW6K645piv5Y+m5LiA56eN5b2i5byP55qE5Lyk5a6z77yM5Y2z5L6/6K645YiZ5LuO5LiN5LuL5oSP44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

在听到蒋文给的录音前，他将事情想得过于简单，以为只是纯粹的家庭阻力，以为只是寻常的分手和再见，直到离真相越近，他意识到自己对许则说的话、做的事，或许是另一种形式的伤害，即便许则从不介意。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuK5pma55qE5LqL5bey57uP6LaF5Ye65om/5Y+X6IyD5Zu077yM6K645YiZ5Y+N5bqU6Lef5LiN5LiK77yM5Y+q5pys6IO95Zyw5ZaD5ZaD6K+077ya4oCc5LiN6KaB6YGT5q2J5LqG44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

今晚的事已经超出承受范围，许则反应跟不上，只本能地喃喃说：“不要道歉了。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms5bCx56yR5LqG5LiA5LiL77ya4oCc5aW977yM5YWI5LiN6YGT5q2J5LqG44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

陆赫扬就笑了一下：“好，先不道歉了。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6KaB5bim55qE5Lic6KW/5b6I5bCR77yM5LiA54K55o2i5rSX6KGj54mp77yM5LiA54K55rSX5ryx55So5ZOB77yM6KGM5p2O566x5Y+q5aGe5LqG5Y2K5ruh77yM6KKr5ouO5Yiw6Zeo6L655pS+552A44CC6K645YiZ5byA5aeL5a+5552A6YKj5p2f5qCA5a2Q6Iqx6Zm35YWl6Ium5oG877yM5LuW5LiN6IiN5b6X5oqK6Iqx5pS+5Zyo5YWs5a+T6YeM562J5b6F5p6v6JCO77yM5L2G5aaC5p6c5bim5Y675oiY5Yy677yM5Y+I5LiN5aSq5ZCI6YCC44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

要带的东西很少，一点换洗衣物，一点洗漱用品，行李箱只塞了半满，被拎到门边放着。许则开始对着那束栀子花陷入苦恼，他不舍得把花放在公寓里等待枯萎，但如果带去战区，又不太合适。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Lul5ZCO6L+Y5Lya6YCB5L2g6Iqx77yM5LiN6KaB6KeJ5b6X5Y+v5oOc44CC4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms5a6M5YWo55yL5Ye66K645YiZ5Zyo5oOz5LuA5LmI77yM5LuO6Iqx5p2f6YeM5oq95LqG5LiA5pSv5qCA5a2Q6Iqx5Ye65p2l77yM4oCc6IiN5LiN5b6X55qE6K+d5bCx5bim5LiA5pSv6LWw5ZCn44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“以后还会送你花，不要觉得可惜。”陆赫扬完全看出许则在想什么，从花束里抽了一支栀子花出来，“舍不得的话就带一支走吧。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ6ams5LiK5oqK6YKj5pSv5qCA5a2Q6Iqx55So5oql57q45YyF6LW35p2l6KOF6L+b5LqG5Lmm5YyF44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

许则马上把那支栀子花用报纸包起来装进了书包。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5Y+I5Zyo5Lmm5YyF6YeM6Z2i5om+5LqG5om+77yM5omL6L+f6L+f5rKh5pyJ5ou/5Ye65p2l77yM6ZmG6LWr5oms5Z2Q5Zyo5rKZ5Y+R5LiK77yM55yL552A5LuW55qE5Yqo5L2c77yM6Zeu77ya4oCc5oCO5LmI5LqG77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

他又在书包里面找了找，手迟迟没有拿出来，陆赫扬坐在沙发上，看着他的动作，问：“怎么了？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+54q56LGr6L+H5ZCO77yM6K645YiZ5ou/5Ye65LiA5Y+q6buR6Imy5Lid57uS55uS44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

犹豫过后，许则拿出一只黑色丝绒盒。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms5omr5LqG5LiA55y877yM5ouJ6L+H6K645YiZ55qE5omL77yM5bim552A5LuW5L6n5Z2Q5Yiw6Ieq5bex6IW/5LiK44CC6K645YiZ5L6d5pen5a+56L+Z5Liq5ae/5Yq/5oSf5Yiw57Sn5byg77yM5LuW5YO156Gs5Zyw5omT5byA55uS5a2Q77yM6YKj5p6a5bSt5paw55qE6ZO26JOd6Imy5b6956ug6Lq65Zyo6YeM6Z2i77yM5bmy5YeA6Zeq5Lqu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

陆赫扬扫了一眼，拉过许则的手，带着他侧坐到自己腿上。许则依旧对这个姿势感到紧张，他僵硬地打开盒子，那枚崭新的银蓝色徽章躺在里面，干净闪亮。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YGa5LiN5Yiw5YOP6ZmG6LWr5oms6YCB5b6956ug5pe26YKj5qC35aSn5pa56Ieq54S277yM6K645YiZ5Y+q5piv5rKh5pyJ5LuA5LmI5bqV5rCU5Zyw6Zeu77ya4oCc5L2g6KaB5ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

做不到像陆赫扬送徽章时那样大方自然，许则只是没有什么底气地问：“你要吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5ouF5b+D6L+Z5qC35Lya5LiN5Lya5aSq5oCl77yM5Lmf6K64562J5aSa6KeB5Yeg5qyh6Z2i5YaN6YCB5Lya5q+U6L6D5aW977yM5Y+v5piv6ams5LiK6KaB5Y675oiY5Yy65LqG77yM5LiL5LiA5qyh6KeB6Z2i5LiN55+l6YGT5Lya5Zyo5ZOq5aSp77yM6K645YiZ562J5LiN5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

他担心这样会不会太急，也许等多见几次面再送会比较好，可是马上要去战区了，下一次见面不知道会在哪天，许则等不了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Yia5ou/5Yiw5bCx6KaB6YCB57uZ5oiR5ZCX77yf4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms5b6u5b6u5oqs5aS055yL5LuW44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“刚拿到就要送给我吗？”陆赫扬微微抬头看他。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Zev44CC4oCd6K645YiZ56Gu5a6a5Zyw54K554K55aS077yM4oCc5aSn5qaC6KaB562J5Y2a5aOr5q+V5Lia55qE5pe25YCZ5omN5Lya55So5Yiw44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“嗯。”许则确定地点点头，“大概要等博士毕业的时候才会用到。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5YW25a6e5oOz5oqK5aWW5p2v5Lmf6YCB57uZ6ZmG6LWr5oms77yM5L2G6YKj5Liq5aSq5aSn5Liq5LqG77yM5LiN5pa55L6/6ZmG6LWr5oms5pC65bim44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

他其实想把奖杯也送给陆赫扬，但那个太大个了，不方便陆赫扬携带。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms5LuO6K645YiZ5omL6YeM5o6l6L+H55uS5a2Q77yM6aOf5oyH5Y6L5L2P55uW5a2Q5ZCI5LiK77yM54S25ZCO6K+077ya4oCc5oCO5LmI5Yqe77yM5oiR55qE5b6956ug5rKh5pyJ5bim6L+H5p2l44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

陆赫扬从许则手里接过盒子，食指压住盖子合上，然后说：“怎么办，我的徽章没有带过来。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc562J5oiR5LuO5oiY5Yy65Zue5p2l77yM5YaN57uZ5oiR44CC4oCd6K645YiZ5YGc5LqG5YGc77yM6Zeu77yM4oCc5aW95ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“等我从战区回来，再给我。”许则停了停，问，“好吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5rKh5pyJ5Zue562U77yM6ZmG6LWr5oms5pGY5o6J6K645YiZ55qE55y86ZWc77yM5oyJ552A5LuW55qE5ZCO6aKI5bCG5LuW5Y6L5LiL5p2l5LiA54K577yM5ZKM5LuW5o6l5ZC744CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

没有回答，陆赫扬摘掉许则的眼镜，按着他的后颈将他压下来一点，和他接吻。

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