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<h3>第193章（第1页）</h3><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6buE6Zq25bKt77ya5L2g5bCx5rCU5oiR5ZCnPC9wPg=='));</script>

黄隶岭：你就气我吧

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不等许则回复，十多秒后，黄隶岭又发来消息：注意安全，照顾好自己，平安回来<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ5pWy5LiL5Lik5Liq5a2X77ya5LiA5a6aPC9wPg=='));</script>

许则敲下两个字：一定<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Yiw5LqG5aSn6Zeo5aSW77yM6K645YiZ57uZ6ZmG6LWr5oms5omT55S16K+d44CC5b6I5b+r5o6l6YCa5LqG77yM5ZCM5pe26K645YiZ5ZCs5Yiw5LiA5aOw55+t5L+D55qE6bij56yb77yM5Lul5Y+K5omL5py66YKj5aS077yM6ZmG6LWr5oms5a+55LuW6K+077ya4oCc5oiR5Zyo6Zeo5Y+j44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

到了大门外，许则给陆赫扬打电话。很快接通了，同时许则听到一声短促的鸣笛，以及手机那头，陆赫扬对他说：“我在门口。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5oqs55y855yL5Y6777yM6K645YiZ5LiA55y85pyb6KeB6YKj6L6G5Yab55So6L2m77yM6L+e55S16K+d6YO95b+Y6K6w5oyC77yM5LuW6L+I5LiL5Y+w6Zi244CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

抬眼看去，许则一眼望见那辆军用车，连电话都忘记挂，他迈下台阶。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Y2B5Yeg5YiG6ZKf55qE6Lev56iL77yM6K645YiZ55qE6ISR6KKL5b6I5Lmx77yM5Y+I5b6I56m677yM55yL5Ly85Zyo5oOz5b6I5aSa5LqL5oOF77yM5L2G5YW25a6e5LuA5LmI57uT5p6c6YO95rKh5pyJ5oCd6ICD5Ye65p2l44CC6YKj5p2f55m96Imy55qE5qCA5a2Q6Iqx5LiA55u05Zyo6IeC5byv6YeM5a6J6Z2Z5Zyw6Lq6552A77yM55Sa6Iez6IGa6aSQ5pe26K645YiZ6YO95YWo56iL5oqx552A6L+Z5p2f6Iqx5LiN6IKv5pS+77yM5LuW5oOz5ZCM5LqL5Lus5LiA5a6a6KeJ5b6X5LuW57K+56We5Ye65LqG6Zeu6aKY44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

十几分钟的路程，许则的脑袋很乱，又很空，看似在想很多事情，但其实什么结果都没有思考出来。那束白色的栀子花一直在臂弯里安静地躺着，甚至聚餐时许则都全程抱着这束花不肯放，他想同事们一定觉得他精神出了问题。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms5Lmf5rKh5pyJ6K+06K+d77yM5bmz56iz5Zyw5byA552A6L2m44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

陆赫扬也没有说话，平稳地开着车。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Yiw5LqG5a6/6IiN6Zeo5aSW77yM6K645YiZ6Z2e5bi45Yqq5Yqb5Zyw6ZuG5Lit5rOo5oSP5Yqb77yM57uI5LqO5oOz6LW36Zeo6ZSB5a+G56CB44CC6ZmG6LWr5oms55yL552A5LuW6L6T5YWl5pWw5a2X77yM5ZKM5LmL5YmN5Yab5Yy75aSn56CU56m255Sf5a6/6IiN5piv5ZCM5LiA5Liq5a+G56CB77yM5pep55+l6YGT5LuW5p2l6L6T5bCx5Y+v5Lul77yM55yB5b6X6K645YiZ5oOz6YKj5LmI5LmF44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

到了宿舍门外，许则非常努力地集中注意力，终于想起门锁密码。陆赫扬看着他输入数字，和之前军医大研究生宿舍是同一个密码，早知道他来输就可以，省得许则想那么久。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6L+b6Zeo5ZCO6K645YiZ5oqK5qCA5a2Q6Iqx5aal5ZaE5Zyw5pS+5Zyo6Iy25Yeg5LiK77yM54S25ZCO5LuW5Y+I5Y6755yL6ZmG6LWr5oms55qE55y8552b77yM5a6i5Y6F55qE54Gv6L+H5LqO5Lqu77yM6K645YiZ55yL5LqG54mH5Yi75bCx5oqK55uu5YWJ56e75byA77yM55u05Yiw6ZmG6LWr5oms6Zeu5LuW77ya4oCc5Lic6KW/5pS25ou+5LqG5ZCX44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

进门后许则把栀子花妥善地放在茶几上，然后他又去看陆赫扬的眼睛，客厅的灯过于亮，许则看了片刻就把目光移开，直到陆赫扬问他：“东西收拾了吗。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5aW95YOP5rKh5pyJ44CC4oCd6K645YiZ5LiA5Y+M5omL5LiN55+l6YGT6K+l5oCO5LmI5pS+77yM5LuW6K+077yM4oCc5oiR546w5Zyo5pS25ou+44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“好像没有。”许则一双手不知道该怎么放，他说，“我现在收拾。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5Y675LqG5Y2n5a6k77yM5ouJ5byA6KGM5p2O566x77yM5b6A6YeM6Z2i5pS+5LiA5Lqb566A5Y2V55qE6KGj54mp77yM5LiN5bCP5b+D5bim5Ye65LiA5Lu25LiN5bqU5a2j55qE55+t6KKW77yM6K645YiZ5oqK5a6D5pS+5Zue6KGj5p+c77yM54S26ICM57+75LqG5Lik5LiL77yM55+t6KKW5YaN5qyh6KKr5bim5Ye65p2l77yM6K645YiZ5Y+I5oqK5a6D5pS+5Zue5Y6744CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

他去了卧室，拉开行李箱，往里面放一些简单的衣物，不小心带出一件不应季的短袖，许则把它放回衣柜，然而翻了两下，短袖再次被带出来，许则又把它放回去。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Zyo6YKj5Lu255+t6KKW56ys5Zub5qyh6KKr57+75Ye65p2l55qE5pe25YCZ77yM5LiA5peB55qE6ZmG6LWr5oms5ouJ5L2P6K645YiZ55qE5omL6IeC77ya4oCc5Ya36Z2Z5LiA5LiL5YaN5pW055CG5ZCn44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

在那件短袖第四次被翻出来的时候，一旁的陆赫扬拉住许则的手臂：“冷静一下再整理吧。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5rKh6IO95Ya36Z2Z5LiL5p2l77yM6K645YiZ5Y+N6ICM5Zyo6L+Z5LiA5Yi75aSx6a2C6JC96a2E5Yiw5LqG5p6B54K577yM5ZG85ZC46YO95Y+Y5Lmx44CC6ZmG6LWr5oms5omj5L2P6K645YiZ55qE5L6n6aKI77yM5aSn5ouH5oyH5Zyo5LuW55qE5LiL6aKa6Lmt6Lmt77yM6Zeu5LuW77ya4oCc5ZCT5Yiw5L2g5LqG77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

没能冷静下来，许则反而在这一刻失魂落魄到了极点，呼吸都变乱。陆赫扬扣住许则的侧颈，大拇指在他的下颚蹭蹭，问他：“吓到你了？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5rKh5pyJ44CC4oCd6K645YiZ55qE5aOw6Z+z5pyJ5Lqb6aKk5oqW77yM4oCc5oiR5Lul5Li65piv5YGa5qKm44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“没有。”许则的声音有些颤抖，“我以为是做梦。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms55yL552A5LuW77yM5pyA5ZCO5bCG5LuW5oqx6L+b5oCA6YeM77yM6K+077ya4oCc5a+55LiN6LW344CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

陆赫扬看着他，最后将他抱进怀里，说：“对不起。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6YKj5pe25YCZ5bqU6K+l5YaN5aSa6ICD6JmR5LiA5Lqb55qE44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“那时候应该再多考虑一些的。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Y2B5YWr5bKB55qE5LuW5Lul5Li65Y+q6KaB6Ieq5bex5pyJ6IO95Yqb5om/5Y+X5ZCO5p6c77yM5bCx5LiN5b+F6ICD6JmR6YCJ5oup55qE5q2j56Gu5LiO5ZCm77yM57uT5p6c5oiQ5Yqf5bCx5Y+v5Lul77yM5L2G5Y6f5p2l5LiN5piv6L+Z5qC344CC5Lul6Iez5LqO5LiA54K554K55oOz6LW35p2l55qE5pe25YCZ77yM6ZmG6LWr5oms5rKh5pyJ5oSf5Yiw5Lu75L2V5qyj5Zac44CB5bqG5bm45oiW5ruh6Laz77yM56ys5LiA56eN5Ye6546w55qE5oOF57uq5piv5ZCO5oKU77yM5LuW5b6I5bCR5Li65LiA5Lu25LqL5oOF5ZCO5oKU44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

十八岁的他以为只要自己有能力承受后果，就不必考虑选择的正确与否，结果成功就可以，但原来不是这样。以至于一点点想起来的时候，陆赫扬没有感到任何欣喜、庆幸或满足，第一种出现的情绪是后悔，他很少为一件事情后悔。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms5oOz6LW35YWr5bm05YmN5Ye66Zmi5pe26ZqU552A5qCP5p2G5LiO6K645YiZ55+t5pqC6ICM6ZmM55Sf55qE5a+56KeG77yM5Yiw5YaN5qyh55u46YGH5ZCO6K645YiZ5q+P5LiA5Liq5qyy6KiA5Y+I5q2i55qE6KGo5oOF44CB55y856We44CC6L+Z5Liq5YOP6JKy5YWs6Iux5LiA5qC355qEYWxwaGHvvIzpo5jpm7bnmoTvvIzmsonpu5jlj4jkuI3msYLlm57miqXvvIzku4DkuYjpg73lvpfkuI3liLDkuZ/msqHlhbPns7vvvIzkuIDngrnpg73kuI3kvJrlm6DmraTln4vmgKjjgII8L3A+'));</script>

陆赫扬想起八年前出院时隔着栏杆与许则短暂而陌生的对视，到再次相遇后许则每一个欲言又止的表情、眼神。这个像蒲公英一样的alpha，飘零的，沉默又不求回报，什么都得不到也没关系，一点都不会因此埋怨。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiN6ZyA6KaB6ZmG6LWr5oms55qE6YGT5q2J77yM6ZmG6LWr5oms5Lmf5LiN6K+l5Li65q2k6YGT5q2J44CC6K645YiZ5pGH5pGH5aS077ya4oCc5q+P5Liq5Lq66YO96KaB6aG+5Y+K5Yiw77yM5pys5p2l5bCx5piv5b6I6Zq+55qE44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

不需要陆赫扬的道歉，陆赫扬也不该为此道歉。许则摇摇头：“每个人都要顾及到，本来就是很难的。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2G6YKj5Liq5Lq65LiN5bqU6K+l5piv5L2g44CC4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms6K+077yM4oCc5pyJ6aKE5oOz6L+H5oiR5Lya5Y+X5Lyk77yM5oOz552A6YaS5p2l5LmL5ZCO5Lmf6IO95a6J5oWw5L2g77yM5oiW6ICF5bCx566X5rKh5pyJ6Kej5Yaz5a626YeM55qE5LqL77yM5YiG5byA5LqG5Lmf5Lya5Y675om+5L2g77yM5Y+q5piv5rKh5pyJ5oOz5Yiw5Lya5aSx5b+G44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>