第204章（1 / 2）

<h3>第204章（第1页）</h3><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICz6L655Lyg5p2l6L+e57u155qE5rWq5r2u5aOw5LiO5qCR5Y+255qE5rKZ5rKZ5ZON77yM6K645YiZ6L+O552A6aOO5pyb5Ye65Y6777yM55yL5Yiw5rKZ5rup44CB54Gv5aGU5ZKM6YGl6L+c55qE5bKb5bG/44CC6Ziz5YWJ5bCG5rW36Z2i54Wn5oiQ5rOi5YWJ57K857K855qE5LiA54mH77yM5rW36aOO5YOP5piv5pyJ6aKc6Imy77yM5oqK5ZC55ouC6L+H55qE5LiA5YiH6YO95p+T5oiQ5reh6JOd44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

耳边传来连绵的浪潮声与树叶的沙沙响，许则迎着风望出去，看到沙滩、灯塔和遥远的岛屿。阳光将海面照成波光粼粼的一片，海风像是有颜色，把吹拂过的一切都染成淡蓝。

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“看了会觉得心情好吗。”陆赫扬问。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Lya44CC4oCd6K645YiZ56yo5ouZ5Zyw6L+b6KGM6KGo6L6+77yM4oCc5aW955yL77yM5byA5b+D44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“会。”许则笨拙地进行表达，“好看，开心。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Zev44CC4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms5bCG5LiA5Y+q5rex6JOd6Imy55qE5Lid57uS56S855uS6YCS57uZ5LuW44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“嗯。”陆赫扬将一只深蓝色的丝绒礼盒递给他。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5piv6YKj5p6a6I2j6KqJ5b6956ug77yM6K645YiZ5oCU5LqG5oCU77yM5o6l6L+H5p2l44CC5LuW5LmL5YmN5bey57uP5LuU57uG6KeC5a+f6L+H5b6956ug5peg5pWw5qyh77yM5pep5bCx6K6w5L2P5LqG5a6D55qE5qC35a2Q77yM5L2G546w5Zyo6L+Y5piv5oOz5YaN55yL5LiA55yL44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

是那枚荣誉徽章，许则怔了怔，接过来。他之前已经仔细观察过徽章无数次，早就记住了它的样子，但现在还是想再看一看。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5omT5byA55uS5a2Q77yM6Ziz5YWJ6YCP6L+H5p6d5Y+25Zyo6YeR6Imy55qE5b6956ug5LiK5Y2w5Ye65paR6amz57uG56KO55qE5YWJ5b2x77yM6L+e5ZCM5peB6L656YKj5p6a5YWJ6IqS6Zeq54OB55qE5oiS5oyH44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

打开盒子，阳光透过枝叶在金色的徽章上印出斑驳细碎的光影，连同旁边那枚光芒闪烁的戒指。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+54yb54S255qE77yM6K645YiZ5oOz5Yiw6ZmG6LWr5oms5pio5pma6K+055qE4oCY6YKj5Liq5bey57uP5LiN5aSf6LS16YeN5LqG4oCZ44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

猛然的，许则想到陆赫扬昨晚说的‘那个已经不够贵重了’。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LmL5YmN5ZKM5L2g5o+Q5LqG5LiA5qyh57uT5ama55qE5LqL77yM5L2G5L2g55qE5aSn6ISR5aW95YOP5oqK6L+Z5Lik5Liq5a2X6Ieq5Yqo5bGP6JS95o6J5LqG44CC4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms5oWi5oWi5Zyw6K+077yM4oCc5pyJ5pe25YCZ5Lya5biM5pyb5L2g5Y+v5Lul5aSa5oOz5LiA54K577yM5a+55LqO5oiR5Lus5LmL6Ze044CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“之前和你提了一次结婚的事，但你的大脑好像把这两个字自动屏蔽掉了。”陆赫扬慢慢地说，“有时候会希望你可以多想一点，对于我们之间。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5aaC5p6c5Y675bm05Zue5Zu95rKh5pyJ6YGH5Yiw5L2g77yM5oiR5bqU6K+l5Lya5bim552A5Y2B5YWr5bm055qE56m655m96K6w5b+G57un57ut6L+H5o6l5LiL5Y6755qE5Lq655Sf77yM5pe26Ze05LmF5LqG77yM5Lmf6K645bCx5LiN5Lya5Zyo5oSP77yM5LiN6KeJ5b6X55eb6Ium5LqG44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“如果去年回国没有遇到你，我应该会带着十八年的空白记忆继续过接下去的人生，时间久了，也许就不会在意，不觉得痛苦了。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5q+P6KeB5L2g5LiA5qyh77yM5bCx5Lya5aW95aWH5ZKM6YGX5oa+5LiA5qyh77yM5piO5piO55+l6YGT5L2g5piv54m55Yir55qE5Lq677yM5Y+v5piv5oOz5LiN6LW35p2l44CC5LiN5pat5oSP6K+G5Yiw5aaC5p6c5oiR55yf55qE5pS+5byD6YKj5q616K6w5b+G77yM5o2f5aSx55qE5Yiw5bqV5Lya5piv5LuA5LmI77yM5omA5Lul57uI5LqO5Yaz5a6a5o6l5Y+X5rK755aX44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“每见你一次，就会好奇和遗憾一次，明明知道你是特别的人，可是想不起来。不断意识到如果我真的放弃那段记忆，损失的到底会是什么，所以终于决定接受治疗。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ6KeJ5b6X6Ieq5bex5YOP5LiA5Y+w6ICB5pen55qE5py65Zmo77yM6KaB6Iqx5b6I5aSn55qE5Yqb5rCU5omN6IO95bCG6ZmG6LWr5oms55qE6K+d6YCQ5a2X6YCQ5Y+l5Zyw5ZCs6L+b5Y6777yM5bm25L2c5Ye655CG6Kej4oCU4oCU6Ieq5bex5q2j5Zyo6KKr5piO56Gu5Zyw5ZGK55+l5L2g5piv5oiR5oOz6KaB5om+5Zue6K6w5b+G55qE5pyA6YeN6KaB5aWR5py644CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

许则觉得自己像一台老旧的机器，要花很大的力气才能将陆赫扬的话逐字逐句地听进去，并作出理解——自己正在被明确地告知你是我想要找回记忆的最重要契机。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LiK5qyh5Y676KW/5oiY5Yy65om+5L2g55qE5pe25YCZ77yM5Zyo6Lev5LiK5b+954S25oOz5Yiw77yM6YKj5Lqb5ouF5b+D5ZKM56WI56W377yM6L+H5Y6755qE6L+Z5Lqb5bm06YeM77yM5L2g5bqU6K+l5L2T5Lya6L+H5b6I5aSa6YGN77yM5Y+v5oOc5oiR6YO95LiN55+l6YGT44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“上次去西战区找你的时候，在路上忽然想到，那些担心和祈祷，过去的这些年里，你应该体会过很多遍，可惜我都不知道。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LiN5oOz5YaN5pyJ6L+Z56eN5Y+v5oOc5LqG77yM5bey57uP6ZSZ6L+H5LqG5aSq6ZW/55qE5pe26Ze044CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“不想再有这种可惜了，已经错过了太长的时间。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms5ou/6LW35b6956ug5peB55qE5oiS5oyH77yM5oiS5omY5piv5LuW5Zyo5aSn5a2m5pyf6Ze056ys5LiA5qyh6am+6am25oiY5paX5py66L+b6KGM5a6e5oiY5ZCO5ou/5Yiw55qE56ys5LiA5p6a5aWW56ug54aU5YyW5YGa5oiQ55qE77yM6ZK755+z5piv54m55oSP5omY5p6X6ZqF55yg5Zyo5ouN5Y2W5Lya5LiK5ouN5LiL55qE77yM5Y2B5YiG572V6KeB55qE5rex54Gw6JOd6ZK777yM5YOP5rmW77yM5YOP5rW377yM5YOP6K645YiZ55qE55y8552b44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

陆赫扬拿起徽章旁的戒指，戒托是他在大学期间第一次驾驶战斗机进行实战后拿到的第一枚奖章熔化做成的，钻石是特意托林隅眠在拍卖会上拍下的，十分罕见的深灰蓝钻，像湖，像海，像许则的眼睛。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5q+U6LW35Y2B5YWr5bKB5pe26aKE5aSH5qCh5ri45rOz6aaG55qE5reL5rW06Ze077yM6YKj5q615Y+X5Yi25LqO5ZCE5pa555qE5bm05bCR5bKB5pyI77yM546w5Zyo57uI5LqO5piv5pyA5aW95pyA5ZCI6YCC55qE5pe26Ze044CB5Zyw54K577yM5LiA56eS6YO95LiN6K+l6L+f55aR44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

比起十八岁时预备校游泳馆的淋浴间，那段受制于各方的年少岁月，现在终于是最好最合适的时间、地点，一秒都不该迟疑。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZK755+z55qE54Gr5b2p57ua54OC5Zyw5YCS5pig5Zyo6K645YiZ55y85bqV77yM6ZmG6LWr5oms55yL552A5LuW77yM6Zeu77ya4oCc6K645YiZ77yM5pyJ6ICD6JmR6L+H5ZKM5oiR57uT5ama5ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

钻石的火彩绚烂地倒映在许则眼底，陆赫扬看着他，问：“许则，有考虑过和我结婚吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5bC9566h5bey57uP57uZ5LqG6Laz5aSf55qE6ZO65Z6r77yM6K645YiZ6L+Y5piv5peg5rOV5om/5Y+X6L+Z5Liq6Zeu6aKY77yM5LuW55qE6KGo5oOF566A55u05YOP5LiL5LiA56eS5bCx5Lya6YCD4oCU4oCU6ZmG6LWr5oms6K+077ya4oCc5LiN5Y+v5Lul6LeR77yM6KaB5YWI57uZ5oiR562U5qGI77yM5aW95oiW6ICF5LiN5aW944CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

尽管已经给了足够的铺垫，许则还是无法承受这个问题，他的表情简直像下一秒就会逃——陆赫扬说：“不可以跑，要先给我答案，好或者不好。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5piv5aSq6YOR6YeN55qE5LqL77yM5Zug5q2k6K645YiZ5Zyo6L+Z56eN5pe25Yi76L+Y6IO95aSf6ICD6JmR5Yiw546w5a6e6Zeu6aKY77yM5LuW5Y2K5Zue6L+H56We77yM5aOw6Z+z55Sx5LqO5oCd57u05re35Lmx6ICM5Y+Y5b6X6Z2e5bi46L2777ya4oCc5Yab6YOo4oCm4oCm5Lya5ZCM5oSP5Lik5LiqYWxwaGHvvIznu5PlqZrlkJfvvJ/igJ08L3A+'));</script>

是太郑重的事，因此许则在这种时刻还能够考虑到现实问题，他半回过神，声音由于思维混乱而变得非常轻：“军部……会同意两个alpha，结婚吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5bey57uP6YCS5Lqk5LqG55Sz6K+377yM5Yab6YOo55qE5a6h5qC45rWB56iL5q+U6L6D5oWi77yM6ZyA6KaB562J44CC4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms5ou/5Ye65omL5py677yM5LuO6YCa6K6v5b2V5Lit5om+5Yiw5LiA5Liq5Y+356CB77yM54S25ZCO5bCG5omL5py66YCS5Yiw6K645YiZ6Z2i5YmN77yM4oCc5aaC5p6c5L2g5LiN5ZCM5oSP57uT5ama77yM546w5Zyo5omT6L+Z5Liq55S16K+d77yM5oum5oiq55Sz6K+344CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我已经递交了申请，军部的审核流程比较慢，需要等。”陆赫扬拿出手机，从通讯录中找到一个号码，然后将手机递到许则面前，“如果你不同意结婚，现在打这个电话，拦截申请。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ556q552A5omL5py655WM6Z2i55yL5LqG5Yeg56eS77yM5Ly45omL77yM5oyJ5LiL6ZSB5bGP6ZSu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

许则瞪着手机界面看了几秒，伸手，按下锁屏键。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5o6l552A5LuW5bC95Y+v6IO95riF5pmw5Zyw57uE57uH6K+t6KiA77ya4oCc5oiR4oCm4oCm5oiR5LmL5YmN5bCx5omT566X77yM5oqK56CU56m26Zmi55qE6L+Z5Liq6aG555uu5YGa5a6M5LmL5ZCO77yM5bCx55Sz6K+35ZueMTk16Zmi77yM5beu5LiN5aSa6L+Y6KaB5Y2K5bm055qE5pe26Ze044CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

接着他尽可能清晰地组织语言：“我……我之前就打算，把研究院的这个项目做完之后，就申请回195院，差不多还要半年的时间。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc56CU56m255Sf5YWs5a+T5aSq5bCP5LqG77yM6KaB56ef5LiA5Liq5pu05aSn55qE5oi/5a2Q4oCm4oCm56ef5Zyo56a756m65Yab5Z+65Zyw6L+R5LiA54K555qE5Zyw5pa544CC54S25ZCO77yM5oiR5Lmw5LiA6L6G6L2m77yM5bCx5Y+v5Lul5Y675o6l5L2g44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>