第154章（1 / 2）

<h3>第154章（第1页）</h3><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc4oCm4oCm566X5LqG44CC4oCd5rGg5ZiJ5a+S5L2O5aOw6K+077yM4oCc6Lef5L2g6K+06L+Z5Lqb5pyJ5LuA5LmI55So5ZGi77yM5L2g5b+D6YeM5YW25a6e6YO95riF5qWa44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“……算了。”池嘉寒低声说，“跟你说这些有什么用呢，你心里其实都清楚。”

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池嘉寒不理解为什么会有许则这么笨这么固执的人，像机器，被输入一道等待陆赫扬的指令，然后就可以一句话都不说，沉默地等很多年，等不到也没关系。就是这样。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YW25a6e55So4oCY562J4oCZ5p2l5b2i5a655oiW6K645LiN5aSq5oGw5b2T77yM5q+V56uf6K645YiZ5rKh5pyJ5oCA5o+j6L+H5Lu75L2V5pyf5pyb77yM5Lmf5rKh5pyJ6Z2e6KaB5b6X5Ye65LiA5Liq57uT5p6c44CC5rGg5ZiJ5a+S5oOz77yM5oCO5LmI5Lya5pyJ5Lq65LiN5oqx5Lu75L2V55uu55qE44CB5oOz5rOV44CB5oS/5pyb5Zyw5Y675Zac5qyi5Y+m5LiA5Liq5Lq65ZGi44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

其实用‘等’来形容或许不太恰当，毕竟许则没有怀揣过任何期望，也没有非要得出一个结果。池嘉寒想，怎么会有人不抱任何目的、想法、愿望地去喜欢另一个人呢。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LiN6KaB5ouF5b+D5oiR77yM5rKh5YWz57O755qE44CC4oCd6K645YiZ5a+55LuW6K+044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“不要担心我，没关系的。”许则对他说。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ5oOz5b6X5LiA54K56YO95LiN5aSa77yM5LuW5LiN6ZyA6KaB6ZmG6LWr5oms55+l6YGT6L+H5Y6755qE5LqL77yM5LiN6ZyA6KaB5LuW5oGi5aSN6K6w5b+G4oCU4oCU5a6M5YWo5rKh5pyJ5bm75oOz6L+H6L+Z5Lqb44CC5LuF5LuF5piv6ZmG6LWr5oms6KaB5LuW6K+35LiA6aG/6aWt77yM6K645YiZ5bCx6K+377yM54S25ZCO5oqK5q+P5qyh6KeB6Z2i6YO95b2T5YGa5pyA5ZCO5LiA5qyh44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

许则想得一点都不多，他不需要陆赫扬知道过去的事，不需要他恢复记忆——完全没有幻想过这些。仅仅是陆赫扬要他请一顿饭，许则就请，然后把每次见面都当做最后一次。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6L+Z5aSn5qaC5bey57uP5piv6K645YiZ6IO957uZ5Ye655qE5pyA5Yqq5Yqb55qE5a6J5oWw5LqG77yM5rGg5ZiJ5a+S6KKr5rCU56yR77ya4oCc5piv5ZOm77yM5pat5aS06aWt5Lul5YmN5bCx5ZCD5Lmg5oOv5LqG77yM5LiN5beu6L+Z5LiA5qyh5piv5ZCn44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

这大概已经是许则能给出的最努力的安慰了，池嘉寒被气笑：“是哦，断头饭以前就吃习惯了，不差这一次是吧。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6L+Z5Liq5q+U5Za757y65b636ICM5b2i6LGh77yM6K645YiZ5LiN55+l6YGT5oCO5LmI5Zue5aSN77yM5Y+q6K+077ya4oCc5L2g5Zue5a625LqG5ZCX77yM5pep54K55LyR5oGv44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

这个比喻缺德而形象，许则不知道怎么回复，只说：“你回家了吗，早点休息。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5rKh5ZGi77yM6L+Y5Zyo6Zmi6YeM55qE5YGc6L2m5Zy677yM5YeG5aSH5Zue5Y675LqG44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“没呢，还在院里的停车场，准备回去了。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5aW977yM6Lev5LiK5bCP5b+D44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“好，路上小心。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc55+l6YGT5LqG44CC4oCd5oyC5pat55S16K+d5YmN77yM5rGg5ZiJ5a+S6K+077yM4oCc56ys5LiJ5a6277yM5ZGz6YGT6L+Y5LiN6ZSZ77yM56iN5b6u5pyJ54K56LS177yM5LiN6L+H5Y+N5q2j5piv6K+36ZmG6LWr5oms5ZCD6aWt77yM5L2g5Lmf5LiN5Zyo5LmO5Lu35qC844CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“知道了。”挂断电话前，池嘉寒说，“第三家，味道还不错，稍微有点贵，不过反正是请陆赫扬吃饭，你也不在乎价格。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5aW955qE77yM6LCi6LCi44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“好的，谢谢。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6YCa6K+d57uT5p2f5ZCO77yM6K645YiZ5Zyo6KGo5qC85Lit55qE56ys5LiJ5a626aSQ5Y6F5LiK55S75LqG5LiA5Liq5ZyI5ZyI44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

通话结束后，许则在表格中的第三家餐厅上画了一个圈圈。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6ZmG5LiK5qCh44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“陆上校。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Yqe5YWs5a6k6Zeo6KKr5o6o5byA77yM6IuP5Yip5a6J56uZ6LW36Lqr77yM5a+5YWxwaGHmiZPmi5vlkbzjgII8L3A+'));</script>

办公室门被推开，苏利安站起身，对alpha打招呼。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5aW95LmF5LiN6KeB77yM6IuP5Yy755Sf44CC4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms6LWw6L+b5p2l77yM6ZqU552A5Yqe5YWs5qGM5LiO6IuP5Yip5a6J5o+h5LqG5LiA5LiL5omL44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“好久不见，苏医生。”陆赫扬走进来，隔着办公桌与苏利安握了一下手。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oKo5LiA5YiH6YO96L+Y5aW95ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“您一切都还好吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms5Zyo5qSF5a2Q5LiK5Z2Q5LiL77ya4oCc5piv55qE77yM6L+Y5aW944CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

陆赫扬在椅子上坐下：“是的，还好。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6IuP5Yip5a6J55yL552A55y85YmN6L+Z5L2N5bm06L2755qE5LiK5qCh77yM5aW55LuO6ZmG6LWr5oms6L+b6KGM6aOe6KGM5a6e5oiY5Lu75Yqh5byA5aeL5bCx5piv5LuW55qE5b+D55CG6aG+6Zeu77yM5YeG56Gu5Zyw5p2l6K6y77yM5aW55piv6YKj5LiA5bGK6IGU55uf56m65Yab6Iiq56m65aSn5a2m6YeM5b6I5aSa6aOe6KGM5ZGY55qE5b+D55CG6aG+6Zeu77yM6ICM6ZmG6LWr5oms5piv5YW25Lit5q+U6L6D54m55q6K55qE5LiA5L2N4oCU4oCU5LuW5Zyo6L+b5YWl5Yab5qCh5YmN5aSx5Y675LqG5aSn6YOo5YiG55qE6K6w5b+G44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

苏利安看着眼前这位年轻的上校，她从陆赫扬进行飞行实战任务开始就是他的心理顾问，准确地来讲，她是那一届联盟空军航空大学里很多飞行员的心理顾问，而陆赫扬是其中比较特殊的一位——他在进入军校前失去了大部分的记忆。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Y+M5pa555qE5Yid5qyh6KeB6Z2i77yM6YKj5bm06ZmG6LWr5oms5aSn5LqM77yM5Zyo5LiA5qyh56m65oiY6L+H5ZCO77yM5LuW5Li75Yqo5om+5Yiw6IuP5Yip5a6J6L+b6KGM5b+D55CG55aP5a+844CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

双方的初次见面，那年陆赫扬大二，在一次空战过后，他主动找到苏利安进行心理疏导。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g55yL5Yiw5LqG5LuA5LmI77yf4oCd6IuP5Yip5a6J6Zeu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你看到了什么？”苏利安问。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc55yL5Yiw5ZCM54+t5Lik5bm05aSa55qE5ZCM5a2m44CC4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms5b6u55qx552A55yJ77yM4oCc5LuW6am+6am255qE5oiY5paX5py65Zyo56a75oiR5LqU5Y2B57Gz6L+c55qE5L2N572u6KKr5Ye75Lit77yM54S25ZCO5Z2g5q+B44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“看到同班两年多的同学。”陆赫扬微皱着眉，“他驾驶的战斗机在离我五十米远的位置被击中，然后坠毁。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5piv5YW45Z6L55qE5oiY5ZCO5Yib5Lyk5bqU5r+A57u85ZCI55eH77yM5pyA5a655piT5Ye6546w5Zyo5Yia5o6l6Kem5oiY5LqJ5LiO6ZW/5pyf5aSE5LqO5oiY5LqJ546v5aKD55qE5oKj6ICF6Lqr5LiK77yM6ZmG6LWr5oms55qE5Y+N5bqU5bey57uP566X5pyA6L275b6u55qE5LiA57G744CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

是典型的战后创伤应激综合症，最容易出现在刚接触战争与长期处于战争环境的患者身上，陆赫扬的反应已经算最轻微的一类。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6YKj5Zy65b+D55CG5ZKo6K+i5rKh5pyJ5oyB57ut5aSq5LmF77yM5aSn5qaC5LiN5Yiw5Y2B5LqU5YiG6ZKf5bCx57uT5p2f5LqG77yM5Zug5Li66ZmG6LWr5oms5Lit6YCU5o6l5Yiw5Lu75Yqh5raI5oGv77yM56uL5Y2z6LW36Lqr5Y675b6A5py65Zy644CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

那场心理咨询没有持续太久，大概不到十五分钟就结束了，因为陆赫扬中途接到任务消息，立即起身去往机场。