第148章（1 / 2）

<h3>第148章（第1页）</h3><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc566X5piv5pmu6YCa5pyL5Y+L77yM5LiA6LW35ZCD6L+H6aWt44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“算是普通朋友，一起吃过饭。”

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“还有呢。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5rKh5pyJ5LqG77yM5LiN5piv5b6I6YeN6KaB55qE5YWz57O777yM5bCx566X5LiN6K6w5b6X5LqG77yM5a+55oKo4oCU4oCU4oCd6K645YiZ5YGc6aG/54mH5Yi777yM5pS55Y+j77yM4oCc5a+55L2g5Lmf5rKh5pyJ5LuA5LmI5b2x5ZON55qE44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“没有了，不是很重要的关系，就算不记得了，对您——”许则停顿片刻，改口，“对你也没有什么影响的。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5aSx5Y676YKj5Lqb6K6w5b+G5bm25rKh5pyJ5aao56KN6ZmG6LWr5oms5Y+Y5b6X5pu05aW977yM6K+05piO5a6D5Lus5pys6Lqr5piv5rKh5pyJ5aSq5aSa5oSP5LmJ55qE77yM6K6w5b6X5LiO5LiN6K6w5b6X77yM6YO95LiN5piv6YKj5LmI6YeN6KaB44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

失去那些记忆并没有妨碍陆赫扬变得更好，说明它们本身是没有太多意义的，记得与不记得，都不是那么重要。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+55Sa6Iez5pyJ5pe25YCZ6K645YiZ5Lya5oCA55aR5a+56Ieq5bex5piv5LiN5piv5Lmf5pyJ5oSP5LmJ77yM5LuW6L+Z5Lqb5bm06L+H5b6X6L+Y5Y+v5Lul77yM5pyJ5Zyo5aW95aW96K+75Lmm77yM5aW95aW95bel5L2c77yM5aW95aW95oiQ6ZW/5Li65LiA5Liq5aSn5Lq64oCU4oCU6YO95piv5LuW5pu+57uP5ZCR5b6A55qE77yM5q2j5bi45Lq655qE55Sf5rS777yM5rKh5pyJ5Zug5Li66ZmG6LWr5oms5aSx5b+G6ICM5Y+X5b2x5ZON44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

甚至有时候许则会怀疑对自己是不是也有意义，他这些年过得还可以，有在好好读书，好好工作，好好成长为一个大人——都是他曾经向往的，正常人的生活，没有因为陆赫扬失忆而受影响。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5L2G57G75Ly855qE5oCA55aR5q+P5qyh6YO95Lya6KKr5b6I5b+r5Zyw5ZCm5a6a77yM6L+H5b6X5aW95LiN5aW977yM5LiO4oCY5oSP5LmJ4oCZ6L+Z56eN5Lic6KW/5LiN5a2Y5Zyo5aSq5aSn5YWz57O744CC5Yy65Yir5Zyo5LqO6K645YiZ5Y+q5bCG6L+Z5aWX6K6k55+l5pS+5Zyo6Ieq5bex6Lqr5LiK77yM6ICM5LiN5Lya5Y676K6+5oOz6ZmG6LWr5oms5piv5ZCm5Lmf5LiA5qC344CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

但类似的怀疑每次都会被很快地否定，过得好不好，与‘意义’这种东西不存在太大关系。区别在于许则只将这套认知放在自己身上，而不会去设想陆赫扬是否也一样。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5piv5a+55L2g5p2l6K+05LiN6YeN6KaB77yM6L+Y5piv5a+55oiR5p2l6K+05LiN6YeN6KaB77yf4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms5aW95YOP5a+56L+Z5Liq562U5qGI5LiN5oSP5aSW77yM5LiN5oCl5LiN6LqB5Zyw57un57ut6Zeu6YGT44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“是对你来说不重要，还是对我来说不重要？”陆赫扬好像对这个答案不意外，不急不躁地继续问道。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YW25a6e55uu5YmN55qE54q25oCB5LiN6YCC5ZCI6K6o6K666L+Z5Lqb77yM5L2G6K645YiZ5Y+I6KeJ5b6X77yM5Y+v6IO95LiN5Lya5pyJ5q+U546w5Zyo5pu05ZCI6YCC55qE5pe25YCZ5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

其实目前的状态不适合讨论这些，但许则又觉得，可能不会有比现在更合适的时候了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5a+55L2g44CC4oCd6K645YiZ6K+044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“对你。”许则说。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms56We6Imy5bmz6Z2Z77ya4oCc5piv5oiR5Lqy5Y+j5ZGK6K+J5L2g55qE77yM6L+Y5piv5L2g6Ieq5bex55qE55CG6Kej77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

陆赫扬神色平静：“是我亲口告诉你的，还是你自己的理解？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZqQ57qm5pyJ6KKr57uV6L+b5Y6755qE6ZSZ6KeJ77yM5om+5LiN5Ye656Gu5YiH6K+B5o2u77yM6K645YiZ5oq/5LqG5oq/5Zi077yM5oSP6K+G5Yiw6Ieq5bex5b2T5LiL55qE5Y+N5bqU5Yqb5YW25a6e5LiN6Laz5Lul5bqU5LuY6L+Z5Lqb6Zeu6aKY44CC5LuW6K6w5b6X6ZmG6LWr5oms5Y+q5piv5p2l5Zad5Y+j5rC06ICM5bey77yM5Li65LuA5LmI5Lya5Y+Y5oiQ5a6h6K6v546w5Zy644CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

隐约有被绕进去的错觉，找不出确切证据，许则抿了抿嘴，意识到自己当下的反应力其实不足以应付这些问题。他记得陆赫扬只是来喝口水而已，为什么会变成审讯现场。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5b6I6Zq+5Zue562U5ZCX77yM6YKj5o2i5Liq6Zeu6aKY5aW95LqG44CC4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms5a695a655Zyw6K+077yM4oCc6YKj5bm05oiR5Ye66Zmi55qE5pe25YCZ77yM56uZ5Zyo5Yy76Zmi5aSW6Z2i55qE5Lq65piv5L2g5ZCX44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“很难回答吗，那换个问题好了。”陆赫扬宽容地说，“那年我出院的时候，站在医院外面的人是你吗。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ5pyJ5Lqb6ZSZ5oSV5Zyw6L2s6L+H5aS077yM5Zug5Li65rKh5pyJ5oOz5Yiw6ZmG6LWr5oms6L+Y6K6w5b6X44CC6YKj5piv6ZmG6LWr5oms5aSx5b+G5ZCO5LuW5Lus56ys5LiA5qyh6KeB6Z2i77yM5Lmf5piv5aSa5bm05p2l55qE5pyA5ZCO5LiA6Z2i77yM5b2T5pe26ZmG6LWr5oms6ZmM55Sf55qE55y856We6K6p6K645YiZ6K6w5b+G54q55paw77yM5LuW5Lul5Li66Ieq5bex5L2c5Li65LiA5Liq6Lev5Lq677yM5Lya6KKr5b6I6L275piT5Zyw5b+Y6K6w5o6J44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

许则有些错愕地转过头，因为没有想到陆赫扬还记得。那是陆赫扬失忆后他们第一次见面，也是多年来的最后一面，当时陆赫扬陌生的眼神让许则记忆犹新，他以为自己作为一个路人，会被很轻易地忘记掉。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5rKh5pyJ5oi055y86ZWc77yM6ZmG6LWr5oms55qE6L2u5buT5pi+5b6X5pyJ5LiA54K554K55qih57OK77yM6K645YiZ55qE5omL5oyH57ue5Zyo5LiA6LW377yM55yL552A5LuW5LiN55+l5aaC5L2V5L2c562U77yM6ICM6ZmG6LWr5oms6aKH5pyJ6ICQ5b+D5Zyw6Zmq552A6K645YiZ5rKJ6buY44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

没有戴眼镜，陆赫扬的轮廓显得有一点点模糊，许则的手指绞在一起，看着他不知如何作答，而陆赫扬颇有耐心地陪着许则沉默。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5piv5oiR44CC4oCd6Imv5LmF77yM6K645YiZ562U6YGT44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“是我。”良久，许则答道。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Y6f5p2l5oiR5rKh5pyJ6K6w6ZSZ44CC4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms5oWi5oWi6K+077yM4oCc5L2g55yL6LW35p2l5rKh5Y+Y44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“原来我没有记错。”陆赫扬慢慢说，“你看起来没变。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ5oOz56yR5LiA5LiL77yM5Y+v5oOc5rKh6IO95YGa5Yiw44CC5LuW546w5Zyo5bel5L2c5Lit57uP5bi45Lya6YGH5Yiw5LiA5Lqb6auY5Lit5qCh5Y+L77yM5Lmf5Lya6KeJ5b6X5LuW5Lus5rKh5oCO5LmI5Y+Y4oCU4oCU5Zug5Li65a6M5YWo5LiN54af5oKJ77yM5LiN5LqG6Kej44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

许则想笑一下，可惜没能做到。他现在工作中经常会遇到一些高中校友，也会觉得他们没怎么变——因为完全不熟悉，不了解。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Y+u5ZKa4oCU4oCU6Zeo6ZOD5ZON5LqG77yM5pyJ5Lq65Zyo6Zeo5aSW5Y+r6K645YiZ55qE5ZCN5a2X44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

叮咚——门铃响了，有人在门外叫许则的名字。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6K645YiZ77yM5Zue5p2l5LqG5ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“许则，回来了吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5omN5oOz5Yiw5omL5py65Zyo6aKB5aWW5pe26KKr6LCD5oiQ5LqG6Z2Z6Z+z77yM6K645YiZ5YOP5riF6YaS6L+H5p2l77yM5LiA6L656LW36Lqr5LiA6L655Zue5bqU77ya4oCc5Zue5p2l5LqG77yM562J5LiA5LiL44CC4oCd5LuW5Y+I5a+56ZmG6LWr5oms6K+077yM4oCc5piv5oiR5Lus57uE55qE57uE5ZGY77yM5oiR5Y675byA5LiA5LiL6Zeo44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

才想到手机在颁奖时被调成了静音，许则像清醒过来，一边起身一边回应：“回来了，等一下。”他又对陆赫扬说，“是我们组的组员，我去开一下门。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5rKh5LqL77yM5oiR5YWI5Zue5Y675LqG44CC4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms6Lef552A56uZ6LW35p2l44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“没事，我先回去了。”陆赫扬跟着站起来。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc4oCm4oCm5aW944CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“……好。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6Zeo5omT5byA77yM6K645YiZ5omN5Yia6Zyy6IS477yM6YKx6K+a5bCx54af56iU5Zyw5b6A5LuW6ICz5py15LiK5pG45LqG5LiA5LiL77yM56yR552A6K+077ya4oCc57uZ5L2g5omT55S16K+d5LiN5o6l77yM5aSn5a625Lmf5LiN55+l6YGT5L2g5Zue5p2l5rKh5pyJ77yM5omA5Lul5oiR5p2l55yL55yL44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

门打开，许则才刚露脸，邱诚就熟稔地往他耳朵上摸了一下，笑着说：“给你打电话不接，大家也不知道你回来没有，所以我来看看。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K+d6Z+z5omN6JC977yM5LuW55yL5Yiw6K645YiZ6IWw5L6n5Ly45Ye65LiA5Y+q5omL77yM5LqU5oyH5L+u6ZW/5pyJ5Yqb77yM5oyJ552A6Zeo5rK/5bCG6Zeo5b275bqV5ouJ5byA77yM6auY5aSn55qEYWxwaGHnq5nlnKjorrjliJnouqvlkI7vvIznqb/nnYDmtZPnu4DoibLnmoTnqbrlhpvorq3nu4PmnI3jgII8L3A+'));</script>