第92章（2 / 2）

‘那就好’——这句话许则没有说出口，但他整个人放松下来。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5piO5aSp5pep5LiK5oiR6KaB5Ye65Zu977yM5Y+C5Yqg56ys5LiA6Zi25q6155qE6K++56iL6K6t57uD77yM5aSn5qaC5LiA5Lik5Liq5pif5pyf44CC4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms5omj5L2P6K645YiZ55qE6IKp6K6p5LuW6L2s6L+H5p2l55yL552A6Ieq5bex77yM4oCc5LiN5q2i6L+Z5LiA5Lik5Liq5pif5pyf77yM5Lul5ZCO5Y+v6IO96L+Y6ZyA6KaB5pu06ZW/55qE5pe26Ze044CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“明天早上我要出国，参加第一阶段的课程训练，大概一两个星期。”陆赫扬扣住许则的肩让他转过来看着自己，“不止这一两个星期，以后可能还需要更长的时间。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiN5Y2V5oyH6ICD5Yab5qCh77yM6ICM5piv5ZCE5pa56Z2i77yM6YO96ZyA6KaB5b6I6ZW/55qE5pe26Ze077yM6KaB6LWw6L+H5b6I6ZW/55qE6Lev44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

不单指考军校，而是各方面，都需要很长的时间，要走过很长的路。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5rKh5YWz57O755qE44CC4oCd6K645YiZ6K+044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“没关系的。”许则说。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5Lus5pys5p2l5bCx5piv5Lik5p2h5LiN55u45Lqk55qE5bmz6KGM57q/77yM5ZCE6Ieq5pyJ5LqL6KaB5YGa44CB6KaB5a6M5oiQ77yM6ZmG6LWr5oms5oS/5oSP5Zyo5pyJ56m655qE5pe25YCZ5ouQ5Liq5byv77yM5oqY6L+H5p2l55yL5LuW5LiA55y877yM6L+Z5qC35bCx5aW95LqG77yM6K645YiZ5rKh5pyJ5Yir55qE6KaB5rGC44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

他们本来就是两条不相交的平行线，各自有事要做、要完成，陆赫扬愿意在有空的时候拐个弯，折过来看他一眼，这样就好了，许则没有别的要求。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCm4oCm5LiN77yM5pyJ6KaB5rGC55qE77yM5pyJ5LiA5Liq6KaB5rGC44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

……不，有要求的，有一个要求。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ5pG45Yiw6ZmG6LWr5oms55qE5omL6IWV77yM6Jma6Jma5o+h5Zyo5omL6YeM77yM5LuW5rKh5pyJ55yL6ZmG6LWr5oms55qE55y8552b77yM5LiN55+l6YGT55uv552A5LuA5LmI5Zyw5pa577yM5aOw6Z+z5Lmf5Y+Y5L2O77ya4oCc5aaC5p6c5pyJ5LiA5aSp77yM5L2g55yf55qE6KaB6LWw55qE5pe25YCZ77yM6IO95LiN6IO96Lef5oiR6K+05LiA5aOw5YaN6KeB44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

许则摸到陆赫扬的手腕，虚虚握在手里，他没有看陆赫扬的眼睛，不知道盯着什么地方，声音也变低：“如果有一天，你真的要走的时候，能不能跟我说一声再见。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiN566h6L+Z5q615YWz57O76IO95oyB57ut5aSa5LmF77yM5oC75LmL6K645YiZ6ZyA6KaB55Sx6ZmG6LWr5oms5p2l5Lqy5Y+j57uT5p2f6L+Z5Zy66L+H5LqO5LiN55yf5a6e55qE5qKm77yM5Y+q6KaB6ZmG6LWr5oms6K+05LqG77yM5LuW5LiA5a6a5Lya56uL5Yi76YaS5p2l55qE77yM5LiN5Lya6Zet552A55y8552b5YGH6KOF5rKh5pyJ5ZCs6KeB44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

不管这段关系能持续多久，总之许则需要由陆赫扬来亲口结束这场过于不真实的梦，只要陆赫扬说了，他一定会立刻醒来的，不会闭着眼睛假装没有听见。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YaN6KeB55qE5oSP5oCd5piv5q2j5byP6YGT5Yir77yM5LiN5piv6KaB6ZmG6LWr5oms5om/6K+65Lya6Lef5LuW5YaN5qyh6KeB6Z2i44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

再见的意思是正式道别，不是要陆赫扬承诺会跟他再次见面。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+56qX5aSW55qE6aOO6L+Y5Zyo5ZC577yM6ZmG6LWr5oms5LiA5Y+q5omL5oyJ5Zyo6K645YiZ55qE5ZCO6IWw5LiK77yM56Gu5a6a6L+Z5Liq5YOP6JKy5YWs6Iux5LiA5qC355qEYWxwaGHmsqHmnInooqvlkLnotbDjgILku5bor7TvvJrigJzmiJHkvJrnmoTjgILigJ08L3A+'));</script>

窗外的风还在吹，陆赫扬一只手按在许则的后腰上，确定这个像蒲公英一样的alpha没有被吹走。他说：“我会的。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiN5q2i5LiA5qyh55qE77yM6ZmG6LWr5oms6IO95oSf5Y+X5Yiw6K645YiZ6Lqr5LiK55qE5oKy6KeC77yM5oiW6K646K645YiZ6Ieq5bex6YO95oSP6K+G5LiN5Yiw4oCU4oCU5pyJ6L+b5q2l55qE5piv6K645YiZ6L+Z5qyh5rKh5pyJ6buY6buY5oKy6KeC77yM6Iez5bCR6IO96K+05Ye65p2l5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

不止一次的，陆赫扬能感受到许则身上的悲观，或许许则自己都意识不到——有进步的是许则这次没有默默悲观，至少能说出来了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms5rKh5b6F5aSq5LmF77yM5LuW6KaB6LWw55qE5pe25YCZ6K645YiZ6L+Y5ou/552A57q45be+56uZ5Zyo5Lmm5qGM6L6577yM5L2O5aS05LuU57uG5Zyw55yL44CC6ZmG6LWr5oms5Yqd5LuW77ya4oCc5bqU6K+l5rKh5pyJ5byE5Yiw6YKj5Lqb5Zyw5pa55ZCn44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

陆赫扬没待太久，他要走的时候许则还拿着纸巾站在书桌边，低头仔细地看。陆赫扬劝他：“应该没有弄到那些地方吧。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc4oCm4oCm4oCd6K645YiZ5pS+5LiL57q45be+77yM5oqs6LW35aS077yM6IS45ZKM5Zi05ZSH6YO95pyJ54K557qi77yM556z5a2U5Y205oSP5aSW55qE5rC05Lqu44CC5LuW5ouJ5LqG5LiA5LiL6KKr5byE55qx55qEdOaBpO+8jOi3n+WIsOmZhui1q+aJrOi6q+WQjuOAgjwvcD4='));</script>

“……”许则放下纸巾，抬起头，脸和嘴唇都有点红，瞳孔却意外的水亮。他拉了一下被弄皱的t恤，跟到陆赫扬身后。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Zyo5byA6Zeo5LmL5YmN77yM6ZmG6LWr5oms5Zue5aS055yL6K645YiZ44CC6K645YiZ55qE5Y+N5bCE5byn55u45b2T6ZW/77yM5Y+I5oiW5piv5Zyo6Zq+5Lul572u5L+h5ZKM5b+n6JmR5oKy6KeC6L+H5ZCO57uI5LqO6L+Y5piv5oSf5Yiw6auY5YW077yM5omA5Lul6IS45LiK5aW95YOP6ZqQ6ZqQ5pyJ56yR5oSP77yM6YKj56eN6K+05LiN5Ye65p2l44CB5Y+q5Lya5LiA5Liq5Lq65YK75YK75byA5b+D55qE5qC35a2Q44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

在开门之前，陆赫扬回头看许则。许则的反射弧相当长，又或是在难以置信和忧虑悲观过后终于还是感到高兴，所以脸上好像隐隐有笑意，那种说不出来、只会一个人傻傻开心的样子。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5aW95ZGG5ZWK5L2g44CC4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms56yR77yM5oyJ552A6K645YiZ55qE6IKp77yM5Zyo5LuW5Zi05be05LiK5Lqy5LqG5LiA5LiL44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“好呆啊你。”陆赫扬笑，按着许则的肩，在他嘴巴上亲了一下。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ6L+Y5piv5Lqu5Lqu55qE55y856We77yM5LuW54m15L2P6ZmG6LWr5oms55qE5omL77yM5Yeg56eS5ZCO5bCx5p2+5byA77yM5LiN6L+H5YiG6IC96K+v6ZmG6LWr5oms55qE5pe26Ze044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

许则还是亮亮的眼神，他牵住陆赫扬的手，几秒后就松开，不过分耽误陆赫扬的时间。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR6LWw5LqG44CC4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms6K+044CC5LuW5YWz5LiK6Zeo6LWw5Yiw5qW85qKv6Ze077yM5LiL5LqG5rKh5Yeg57qn5Y+w6Zi277yM5ZCs6KeB5b6I6L2755qE5byA6Zeo5aOw77yM5LiA5Zue5aS05bCx55yL6KeB6K645YiZ5q2j5LuO6Zeo57yd6YeM77yM6ZqU552A6Ziy55uX6Zeo5Zyo55yL5LuW77yM6ZmG6LWr5oms5LqO5piv5pyd5LuW5oyl5LqG5oyl5omL44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我走了。”陆赫扬说。他关上门走到楼梯间，下了没几级台阶，听见很轻的开门声，一回头就看见许则正从门缝里，隔着防盗门在看他，陆赫扬于是朝他挥了挥手。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiL5LqG5LiA5bGC5qW877yM6ZmG6LWr5oms56qB54S25oSP6K+G5Yiw55ub5aSP5bey57uP6L+H5Y6777yM5bCP5Yy66YeM55qE5qCA5a2Q6Iqx5rKh5pyJ5Zyo5byA5LqG77yM5Y+q6IO96Ze75Yiw5qCR5ZKM6aOO55qE5ZGz6YGT44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

下了一层楼，陆赫扬突然意识到盛夏已经过去，小区里的栀子花没有在开了，只能闻到树和风的味道。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+562J6ZmG6LWr5oms5raI5aSx5Zyo5qW86YGT6YeM77yM6K645YiZ5YWz5LiK6Zeo77yM5Zue5oi/6Ze05ouJ5byA56qX5biY77yM5omT5byA56qX5oi377yM5omL5pKR5Zyo56qX5Y+w5LiK5b6A5LiL55yL44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

等陆赫扬消失在楼道里，许则关上门，回房间拉开窗帘，打开窗户，手撑在窗台上往下看。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5aSn5qaC5Y2K5YiG6ZKf77yM5LuW55yL5Yiw6ZmG6LWr5oms6L+I5Ye65qW86YGT44CC6LWw5LqG5Yeg5q2l5LmL5ZCO6ZmG6LWr5oms6L2s6L+H6Lqr77yM5LuO5pGH5puz55qE5p6d5Y+26Ze05oqs6LW35aS044CC5paR6amz55qE5YWJ5b2x5rSS5LqG5LuW5LiA6Lqr77yM5qCR5Y+25pmD5Yqo77yM5rW35rWq5LiA5qC377yM6ZmG6LWr5oms56uZ5Zyo5aSc6Imy5qCR5LiL77yM5bCx5YOP56uZ5Zyo5rex6JOd55qE5rW35bqV44CC5LuK5pma55qE5pyI5Lqu5YW25a6e5b6I5ryC5Lqu77yM5L2G6K645YiZ5rKh5pyJ5oqs5aS055yL77yM5Y+q6L+c6L+c5Zyw5LuO56qX5Y+w5L+v5pyb77yM5L+v5pyb5rW36YeM55qE5pyI5Lqu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

大概半分钟，他看到陆赫扬迈出楼道。走了几步之后陆赫扬转过身，从摇曳的枝叶间抬起头。斑驳的光影洒了他一身，树叶晃动，海浪一样，陆赫扬站在夜色树下，就像站在深蓝的海底。今晚的月亮其实很漂亮，但许则没有抬头看，只远远地从窗台俯望，俯望海里的月亮。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ5LuK5aSp5peg5rOV5pep552h77yM5YGa6K+V5Y235YGa5Yiw5Y2K5aSc77yM5Zyo5Y675bqK5LiK552h6KeJ5LmL5YmN77yM5LuW5ouJ5byA5oq95bGJ77yM5ou/5Ye66YKj5pys5bCP5pys5a2Q77yM57+75Yiw55S75LqG5Y2B5LqM5Liq5ZyI5ZyI55qE6YKj6aG177yM5Y+I5YaN57+75LiA6aG177yM55So56yU5Zyo56ys5LiA6KGM55qE5byA5aS05YaZ5LiL5LuK5aSp55qE5pel5pyf77yM54S25ZCO55S75LqG5LiA5qiq44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

许则今天无法早睡，做试卷做到半夜，在去床上睡觉之前，他拉开抽屉，拿出那本小本子，翻到画了十二个圈圈的那页，又再翻一页，用笔在第一行的开头写下今天的日期，然后画了一横。

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