第46章（2 / 2）

话音落下的同时，许则毫不犹豫、几乎孤注一掷地朝陆赫扬靠过去，在他的右脸上，接近嘴角的位置，轻轻亲了一下。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+54S25ZCO5LuW55yL552A6ZmG6LWr5oms77yM6IS45LiK5ZKM55y86YeM6YO95bim552A54K556yR77yM5piv6YKj56eN5Zad6YaJ55qE5Lq65bi45pyJ55qE77yM5b6I5Z2m6K+a5Y+I5pyJ54K55YK75rCU55qE56yR44CC5LuW55qE556z5a2U5bCR6KeB55qE5Lqu77yM5YiG5LiN5riF55y85bqV5piv5rC06L+Y5piv5rOq44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

然后他看着陆赫扬，脸上和眼里都带着点笑，是那种喝醉的人常有的，很坦诚又有点傻气的笑。他的瞳孔少见的亮，分不清眼底是水还是泪。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ5rC46L+c5LiN5Lya55+l6YGT77yM6L+Z5LiA56eS5LuW55qE55y856We5ZKM6KGo5oOF77yM5pep5bCx6IOc6L+H5LiA5YiH5Y+v5Lul55So6KiA6K+t6ZiQ6L+w55qE6KGo55m944CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

许则永远不会知道，这一秒他的眼神和表情，早就胜过一切可以用言语阐述的表白。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+56ysMzDnq6A8L3A+'));</script>

第30章<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5ZGo5YWt77yM6K645YiZ5LuO6YaS5p2l55qE6YKj5Yi75bCx5byA5aeL55qx55yJ77yM5a6/6YaJ55qE5oSf6KeJ5b6I5beu77yM5LuW5oWi5ZCe5ZCe5LuO5bqK5LiK54is6LW35p2l77yM5ou/5bmy5YeA55qE6KGj5pyN5rSX5r6h44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

周六，许则从醒来的那刻就开始皱眉，宿醉的感觉很差，他慢吞吞从床上爬起来，拿干净的衣服洗澡。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5oqK6Lqr5LiK55qE6YWS5rCU5rSX5o6J77yM6K645YiZ56uZ5Zyo6ZWc5a2Q5YmN5L2O5aS05Yi354mZ77yM5LiA6L655ou85YeR5pio5pma55qE6K6w5b+G44CC5Yi3552A5Yi3552A77yM6K645YiZ54yb5Zyw6aG/5L2P77yM54mZ5Yi35LuO5LuW5omL6YeM5o6J5LiL5Y6744CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

把身上的酒气洗掉，许则站在镜子前低头刷牙，一边拼凑昨晚的记忆。刷着刷着，许则猛地顿住，牙刷从他手里掉下去。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5aaC5p6c5rKh5pyJ6K6w6ZSZ77yM5LuW5pio5aSp5ruh6Lqr6YWS5rCU5Zyw5Lqy5LqG6ZmG6LWr5oms55qE6IS444CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

如果没有记错，他昨天满身酒气地亲了陆赫扬的脸。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ5ZGG56uL552A77yM55Sa6Iez5LiN5pWi5YaN5Zue5b+G5ZCO5p2l6ZmG6LWr5oms55qE6KGo5oOF77yM5oiW6ICF6K+05LqG5LuA5LmI77yM5LuW5a6B5oS/6Ieq5bex5b275bqV5pat54mH44CC5a+55LuW5p2l6K+077yM5rKh5pyJ5q+U6L+Z5pu05Yay5Yqo5pu057OK5raC55qE6Ieq54iG6KGM5Li65LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

许则呆立着，甚至不敢再回忆后来陆赫扬的表情，或者说了什么，他宁愿自己彻底断片。对他来说，没有比这更冲动更糊涂的自爆行为了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5L2G6ZmG6LWr5oms5Yiw5bqV5Li65LuA5LmI6KaB57uZ5LuW6YKj5qC355qE5py65Lya77yfPC9wPg=='));</script>

但陆赫扬到底为什么要给他那样的机会？<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ6K6k5Li66ZmG6LWr5oms5piv5LiN5Y+v6IO95pyJ5LuA5LmI5Z2P5b+D55y855qE77yM5LiN6Iez5LqO6Zey5b6X5peg6IGK55So6L+Z56eN5pa55byP5p2l5oiP5byE5LuW77yM5Y+v5LuW5Lmf55qE56Gu5b6I6Zq+5oOz6LGh6ZmG6LWr5oms5Lya5Ye65LqO5ZCM5oOF6ICM57uZ5LuW5LiJ5Liq5Li65omA5qyy5Li655qE5py65Lya77yM6L+Z5Liq6YC76L6R5piv5LiN5oiQ56uL55qE44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

许则认为陆赫扬是不可能有什么坏心眼的，不至于闲得无聊用这种方式来戏弄他，可他也的确很难想象陆赫扬会出于同情而给他三个为所欲为的机会，这个逻辑是不成立的。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5Zyo5Y6f5Zyw5L2O552A5aS05Y+R5LqG5b6I5LmF55qE5ZGG77yM5pyA5ZCO5oqK54mZ5Yi35o2h6LW35p2l77yM5Yay5rSX5bmy5YeA44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

他在原地低着头发了很久的呆，最后把牙刷捡起来，冲洗干净。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ5pS25ou+5aW95Ye66Zeo77yM5Y676Lev6L6555qE5pep6aSQ5bqX6YeM5Lmw5LqG5pep6aWt77yM5Zyo6LWw5Yiw5YWs5Lqk56uZ5LmL5YmN5ZCD5a6M44CC562J5LqG5aSn5qaC5LiD5YWr5YiG6ZKf77yM5YWs5Lqk5Yiw56uZ77yM6K645YiZ5LiK5LqG6L2m44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

许则收拾好出门，去路边的早餐店里买了早饭，在走到公交站之前吃完。等了大概七八分钟，公交到站，许则上了车。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Lit6YCU6L2s5LqG6L6G5qyh6L2m77yM5LiA5Liq5aSa5bCP5pe26L+H5ZCO77yM6K645YiZ5LiL6L2m77yM5q2l6KGM5Yeg5YiG6ZKf77yM5p2l5Yiw55aX5YW76Zmi6Zeo5Y+j44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

中途转了辆次车，一个多小时过后，许则下车，步行几分钟，来到疗养院门口。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5rK/552A5Li76Lev57uV6L+H5L2P6Zmi5aSn5qW877yM6K645YiZ5Yiw5LqG6Iqx5Zut5aSW77yM6L656LWw6L656ZqU552A5Zu05qCP5b6A6YeM6Z2i55yL44CC5LuW5Y675YWl5Y+j5aSE5YGa55m76K6w77yM5oqk5aOr5Li65LuW5oyH5LqG5Liq5pa55ZCR77ya4oCc5Zyo6YKj6YeM77yM6L+Z5Yeg5aSp5Y+I5LiN5oS/5oSP6LWw6Lev5LqG77yM6YO95Z2Q6L2u5qSF77yM5L2G6IW/6ISa5piv5rKh6Zeu6aKY55qE77yM5L2g5LiN55So5ouF5b+D44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

沿着主路绕过住院大楼，许则到了花园外，边走边隔着围栏往里面看。他去入口处做登记，护士为他指了个方向：“在那里，这几天又不愿意走路了，都坐轮椅，但腿脚是没问题的，你不用担心。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5aW977yM6LCi6LCi44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“好，谢谢。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6L+b5LqG6Iqx5Zut77yM5o6o6L2u5qSF55qE5oqk5aOr6KeB5Yiw6K645YiZ77yM5L6/5b6A5peB6L656K6p5LqG5LiA5q2l77yM6L275aOw6K+077ya4oCc5pyJ5LqL5Y+r5oiR44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

进了花园，推轮椅的护士见到许则，便往旁边让了一步，轻声说：“有事叫我。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5aW955qE44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“好的。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ6LWw5Yiw6L2u5qSF5YmN77yM5Zyo6ICB5Lq655qE6Iad5peB6Lmy5LiL5p2l77yM5Y+r5aW577ya4oCc5aSW5amG44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

许则走到轮椅前，在老人的膝旁蹲下来，叫她：“外婆。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Y+26Iq45Y2O5reh5ryg5Zyw55yL552A5Zu05qCP5peB6YKj5qO15Zyo5pmo6aOO6YeM5pmD5Yqo55qE5qCR77yM5bm25rKh5pyJ5L2c5Ye65Lu75L2V5Y+N5bqU44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

叶芸华淡漠地看着围栏旁那棵在晨风里晃动的树，并没有作出任何反应。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5b2T54S26L+Z5bey57uP566X5pyA5aW955qE5Y+N5bqU77yM6Iez5bCR5LiN5piv5q2H5pav5bqV6YeM5Zyw5bCW5Y+r5oiW5ouz5omT6ISa6Lii44CC6K645YiZ5peg5rOV6aKE5rWL5q+P5qyh5Y+26Iq45Y2O5Zyo6KeB5Yiw6Ieq5bex5pe25Lya56qB54S25Y+Y5oiQ5LuA5LmI54q25oCB77yM5LuW5Y+q6IO95bC96YeP5bCR5Ye6546w77yM5b6I5aSa5pe25YCZ6L+H5p2l5LqG5Y+q5piv6L+c6L+c5Zyw55yL5LiA55y844CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

当然这已经算最好的反应，至少不是歇斯底里地尖叫或拳打脚踢。许则无法预测每次叶芸华在见到自己时会突然变成什么状态，他只能尽量少出现，很多时候过来了只是远远地看一眼。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW55+l6YGT5Y+26Iq45Y2O5LiN5Lya5YaN6K6w6LW35LuW5LqG77yM6ICM6L+Z5Liq57uT5p6c5LuW5Lmf5pyJ6LSj5Lu744CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

他知道叶芸华不会再记起他了，而这个结果他也有责任。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Lik5bm05YmN6K645YiZ5Yia5byA5aeL5omT5ouz77yM5LiA5Zy65o6l552A5LiA5Zy677yM6Lqr5LiK55qE5Lyk5Z+65pys5rKh5pyJ5pat6L+H77yM5LuW5oCV5aSW5amG5ouF5b+D77yM5LuO5LiN5pWi5bim5Lyk6KeB5aW577yM5Y+q5piv5pyJ5qyh5Y+26Iq45Y2O5Zug5Li66K+V5Zu+6Ieq5p2A6ICM5YiS56C05LqG5omL6IeC77yM6K645YiZ6by76Z2S6IS46IK/5Zyw5YyG5YyG6LW25Yiw5Yy76Zmi77yM6L+Y5rKh5p2l5b6X5Y+K5ZCR5Yy755Sf6K+i6Zeu5oOF5Ya177yM5Y+26Iq45Y2O54yb5Zyw5bCx5LuO5qSF5a2Q5LiK56uZ6LW35p2l77yM6Zeu5LuW77ya4oCc5L2g5piv6LCB77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

两年前许则刚开始打拳，一场接着一场，身上的伤基本没有断过，他怕外婆担心，从不敢带伤见她，只是有次叶芸华因为试图自杀而划破了手臂，许则鼻青脸肿地匆匆赶到医院，还没来得及向医生询问情况，叶芸华猛地就从椅子上站起来，问他：“你是谁？”

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