83上 学成确诊自闭症 晓棠语惊局中人（2 / 2）

四点多检查终于做完了，晓星捧着检查报告再次见到了医生。医生翻看各项报告，思忖良久。晓星疑云重重，示意桂英将学成拉出去，自己想和医生单聊一会。桂英拉了几下学成的手拉不走，直接下蹲将学成抱了出去。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LuW6L+Z5Liq6Ieq6Zet55eH5Lil6YeN5ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“他这个自闭症严重吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5aSn6ISR5rKh5pyJ5o2f5Lyk77yM5LiN566X5aSq5Lil6YeN44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“大脑没有损伤，不算太严重。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6Ieq6Zet55eH5aW95rK75ZCX77yf6ZyA6KaB5LyR5a2m6L+Y5piv5LiA6L655LiK5a2m5LiA6L655rK755aX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“自闭症好治吗？需要休学还是一边上学一边治疗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LuW6L+Z5Liq5oOF5Ya15bey57uP5Yiw5Lit5bqm5LqG77yM55uu5YmN5piv5LiK5LiN5LqG5a2m55qE77yM5pyJ5Yeg6aG55qOA5p+l5LiN5aSq5aW944CC4oCd5Yy755Sf5LiA6L655Zue562U5LiA6L6555qx55yJ57+75qOA5p+l57uT5p6c44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“他这个情况已经到中度了，目前是上不了学的，有几项检查不太好。”医生一边回答一边皱眉翻检查结果。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

隔了会儿，医生放下报告，直面家长开口“你们不到两小时做完了各项检查，说明小孩在过程中还是比较配合的。人碰他他会打人，说明目前他是对抗的、抵触的，单怕时间长了他这种条件反射地对抗、打人会变成一种不自觉的、自然而然地行为反应。如果说他最开始被打了之后，你们家长第一时间沟通、疏导的话，他可能不会这么长时间不说话。现在是半个月不说话，长久不干涉，半年乃至数年不开口的话，他可能会丧失语言功能和社交功能，那时候再干涉已经来不及了。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6YKj546w5Zyo5oCO5LmI5rK755aX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“那现在怎么治疗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc54mp55CG5rK755aX44CB6KGM5Li66K6t57uD44CB5oSf57uf6K6t57uD6L+Y5pyJ6ZKI54G45ZKM56m05L2N5rK755aX77yM5b2T54S26L+Y5Lya5byA5pyN55So55qE6I2v54mp44CC55uu5YmN5Zu95YaF6ZKI5a+56Ieq6Zet55eH55qE5bq35aSN5rK755aX6YO95piv6L+Z5qC377yM6I2v54mp5Yqg5aSW5Zyo5bmy5raJ77yM5aSa566h6b2Q5LiL44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“物理治疗、行为训练、感统训练还有针灸和穴位治疗，当然还会开服用的药物。目前国内针对自闭症的康复治疗都是这样，药物加外在干涉，多管齐下。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5aSa5LmF6IO95aW977yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“多久能好？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

“轻症三个月，重症三五年。小孩现在所处的环境对治疗非常重要，如果环境不利，不仅不辅助治疗还会破坏治疗。在原来的环境中，如果孩子受到二次伤害、三次伤害，那情况更严重。总之，越早治疗越好。现在小孩才八岁，进行行为发育方面的矫正完全来得及，如果年龄大些治疗效果可能没那么好。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZOm4oCm4oCm4oCd5YyF5pmT5pif54mZ57yd6YeM6aKR6aKR6L+H5Ya35rCU44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“哦……”包晓星牙缝里频频过冷气。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiA5YiH5Y+R55Sf5b6X5aSq5b+r77yM5aW95Ly85qKm5aKD5Ly855qE44CC5YyF5pmT5pif5bmy5be05be05Z2Q5LqG6K645LmF77yM6Zeu6aKY5aSa5aaC54mb5q+b77yM5Yiw5LqG5Zi06L655Y205b+Y5b6X5LiA5bmy5LqM5YeA44CC5aWz5Lq65Yed6KeG5bm06L2755qE5Yy755Sf77yM5omT5b+D55y86YeM5aW55bm25LiN5piv5b6I5L+h5Lu76L+Z5Liq5Yy755Sf77yM5oiW6ICF6K+05aW55LiN55u45L+h6Ieq5bex55qE5YS/5a2Q5b6X5LqG5Lit5bqm6Ieq6Zet55eH44CC5aW56LCi5LqG5Yy755Sf77yM6KaB5Zue5qOA5p+l5oql5ZGK77yM6KGo5oOF5Ya35bO75Zyw5Ye65LqG6K+K5a6k44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

一切发生得太快，好似梦境似的。包晓星干巴巴坐了许久，问题多如牛毛，到了嘴边却忘得一干二净。女人凝视年轻的医生，打心眼里她并不是很信任这个医生，或者说她不相信自己的儿子得了中度自闭症。她谢了医生，要回检查报告，表情冷峻地出了诊室。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oCO5LmI6K+077yf4oCd5qGC6Iux5pS+5LiL5oCA6YeM55qE5a2m5oiQ56uZ6LW35p2l5oCl552A6Zeu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“怎么说？”桂英放下怀里的学成站起来急着问。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5rKh5oCO5LmI6K+077yM5bCx5piv6Ieq6Zet55eH44CC4oCd5pmT5pif5LiN5oS/5aSa6K+05Lmf6K+05LiN5LqG5aSq5aSa77yM5aW55bCG5Lic6KW/6YCS57uZ5qGC6Iux77yM54S25ZCO6LWw5ZCR5YS/5a2Q5LiA5oqK5oqx5Zyo5oCA6YeM44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“没怎么说，就是自闭症。”晓星不愿多说也说不了太多，她将东西递给桂英，然后走向儿子一把抱在怀里。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6YKj546w5Zyo5ZGi77yf4oCd5qGC6Iux5pyJ5Lqb6Iyr54S277yM5oyJ54Wn5rWB56iL5piv6KaB5byA6I2v55qE44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“那现在呢？”桂英有些茫然，按照流程是要开药的。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5YaN5oOz5oOz77yM5YWI5Zue5ZCn44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我再想想，先回吧。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5aW95aW95aW944CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“好好好。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5qGC6Iux5pS25ou+5aW95Lic6KW/77yM5Lik5Lq65Ye65LqG5Yy76Zmi77yM5qGC6Iux6YCB5pmT5pif5Zue5a6244CC5p2l5pe25pmT5pif5LiA6Lev5rKJ6buY77yM5Zue5Y676L+Z6Laf5Y+I5piv5a+h6KiA44CC6ams5qGC6Iux6YCB5a6M5pmT5pif6Ieq5bex5Lmf5Zue5LqG5a6277yM5Yiw5a625ZCO5LiN5b+Y57uZ5pmT5qOg5Y+R5L+h5oGv77yM5Y+r5aW55aSa6Zmq6Zmq5aW55aeQ44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

桂英收拾好东西，两人出了医院，桂英送晓星回家。来时晓星一路沉默，回去这趟又是寡言。马桂英送完晓星自己也回了家，到家后不忘给晓棠发信息，叫她多陪陪她姐。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiL5Y2I5LiJ54K55Y2K77yM5rex5Zyz6I6r5a625pm65oWn5a625bGF77yM5Y2O6IGU5aSn5Y6m5LqU5qW86KW/5Y2X6KeS55qE6LSi5Yqh6YOo5b+954S25Zan5ZOX6LW35p2l44CC5Y6f5p2l5LuK5aSp5piv5bmz5a6J5aSc77yM5piO5pel5Zyj6K+e6IqC5YWs5Y+45YaF6YOo5Li+5Yqe6IGU6LCK5Lya77yM5L2c5Li66YOo6Zeo55qE5a+55aSW6IGU57uc5Lq65rGk5q2j5o+Q552A5LiA5aSn6KKL6Iu55p6c6L+b5p2l5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

下午三点半，深圳莫家智慧家居，华联大厦五楼西南角的财务部忽然喧哗起来。原来今天是平安夜，明日圣诞节公司内部举办联谊会，作为部门的对外联络人汤正提着一大袋苹果进来了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZOO5ZOO5ZOO77yB5aSn5a625LyR5oGv5Lya5YS/77yM5LuK5aSp5bmz5a6J5aSc77yM5YWs5Y+457uZ5ZKx5Lus5Y+R6Iu55p6c5LqG77yB4oCd5rGk5q2j5LiA6L656K+05LiA6L655YWI57uZ6aKG5a+85Lus5Yqe5YWs5qGM5LiK5pS+6Iu55p6c44CC5pS+5a6M5p6X5oC755uR44CB6IuP57uP55CG44CB6LS65aeQ6YKj5LiA5Z2X5Yqe5YWs5Yy677yM5rGk5q2j5p2l5Yiw5Lya6K6h6L+Z6L655o6l552A5Y+R44CC5p6X5oC755uR6KeB5Y+I5Yiw5LiL5Y2I6Iy25YWJ5pmv77yM6Ieq5bex5Ye65Y675oq954Of77yM57uZ5ZCM5LqL5Lus55WZ5Liq5a695p2+55qE5ZCD5Zad5rCb5Zu044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“哎哎哎！大家休息会儿，今天平安夜，公司给咱们发苹果了！”汤正一边说一边先给领导们办公桌上放苹果。放完林总监、苏经理、贺姐那一块办公区，汤正来到会计这边接着发。林总监见又到下午茶光景，自己出去抽烟，给同事们留个宽松的吃喝氛围。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZOO5ZOO5ZOO77yB5rGk5Li7566h77yM5oCO5LmI5L2g57uZ5pmT5qOg5Y+R55qE6Iu55p6c6YKj5LmI5aSn77yM57uZ5oiR5Lus6L+Z5Lqb5Y+R55qE6L+Z5LmI5bCP77yf5L2g55yL55yL5oCd6L2p55qE5aSa5bCP77yM5ZCV5aic55qE5aSa5bCP77yM6L+Y5pyJ5oiR55qE77yM5oCO5LmI5Yiw5LqG5pmT5qOg6L+Z6YeM6YKj5LmI5aSn5ZGi77yB4oCd6bqm5L6d5L6d5o2n552A6Iu55p6c5omT6Laj77yM5pyJ5Lqb5LiN5L6d5LiN6aW244CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“哎哎哎！汤主管，怎么你给晓棠发的苹果那么大，给我们这些发的这么小？你看看思轩的多小，吕娜的多小，还有我的，怎么到了晓棠这里那么大呢！”麦依依捧着苹果打趣，有些不依不饶。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5oCO5LmI6L+Z5LmI6K+077yf6YKj6Iu55p6c6ZW/5Zyo5qCR5LiK77yM5pys5p2l5aSn5bCP5LiN5LiA77yM6L+Z5LiN5piv5oiR6IO95Yaz5a6a55qE77yB5oiR5Y+q6LSf6LSj5oyo5Liq5Y+R6Iu55p6c77yM6LCB5aSn6LCB5bCP5oiR5oCO5LmI55+l6YGT77yB5oiR6KaB55yL5Lq65oyR55qE6K+d5aSa57Sv5ZGA77yB5oGQ5oCV546w5Zyo6L+Y5Y+R5LiN5Yiw6L+Z6YeM5ZGi77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你怎么这么说？那苹果长在树上，本来大小不一，这不是我能决定的！我只负责挨个发苹果，谁大谁小我怎么知道！我要看人挑的话多累呀！恐怕现在还发不到这里呢！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5rGk5q2j5o+j552A5piO55m96KOF57OK5raC77yM5LuW5YGP54ix5pmT5qOg77yM6L+b5Yqe5YWs5a6k5Lul5YmN5oqK6YKj5Liq5aS05aSn55qE6Iu55p6c5YWI5pS+5LiK6Z2i55WZ57uZ6aKG5a+877yM5YaN5aGe5LiL6Z2i55WZ57uZ5pmT5qOg44CC6bqm5L6d5L6d5rK55ruR77yM6ICB5pep55yL5Ye65p2l5LuW5a+55pmT5qOg55qE5b+D5oCd5LqG44CC5Y2V6Lqr5aSn6b6E55S36Z2S5bm055qE5b6I5aSa5rGC54ix6KGM5Yqo77yM5aSa5Zug54Sm6JmR6ICM5Y+R4oCU4oCU5p2l6Ieq5bm06b6E55qE54Sm6JmR44CB56S+5Lya55qE54Sm6JmR44CB5pys6IO955qE54Sm6JmR77yM6L+95rGC5aWz5a2p55qE6KiA6KGM5ZKM5LyO5L+p55yL6LW35p2l56ym5ZCI5rWB56iL44CB6L+O5ZCI5LiW5L+X77yM54us54us5bCR5LqG5LiA6aKX5b+D572i5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

汤正揣着明白装糊涂，他偏爱晓棠，进办公室以前把那个头大的苹果先放上面留给领导，再塞下面留给晓棠。麦依依油滑，老早看出来他对晓棠的心思了。单身大龄男青年的很多求爱行动，多因焦虑而发——来自年龄的焦虑、社会的焦虑、本能的焦虑，追求女孩的言行和伎俩看起来符合流程、迎合世俗，独独少了一颗心罢了。<h3>83上 学成确诊自闭症 晓棠语惊局中人（第3页）</h3><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR55yL55yL77yB4oCd5ZCV5aic56uZ6LW35p2l5q+U6L6D44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我看看！”吕娜站起来比较。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pmT5qOg5LiN5aW95oSP5oCd77yM5o2n552A6Iu55p6c6K+04oCc6LCB5oS/5oSP5o2i5oiR5o2i77yf5oiR6ICB5a6256eN5LqG5aW95Yeg5Lqp55qE6Iu55p6c77yM5a626YeM5Lq66KaB5a+E5oiR6YO95LiN6KaB5ZGi44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

晓棠不好意思，捧着苹果说“谁愿意换我换？我老家种了好几亩的苹果，家里人要寄我都不要呢。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5o2i5ZCX77yf4oCd5rGk5q2j56yR55yv55yv5Zyw6Zeu6bqm5L6d5L6d44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你换吗？”汤正笑眯眯地问麦依依。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc566X5ZWm77yB6YCX5L2g5ZGi77yB5LiA5Liq6Iu55p6c6ICM5bey77yM5bmz5a6J5aSc5b+r5LmQ77yB4oCd6bqm5L6d5L6d6K+05a6M5YGa5LqG5Liq54uh54y+55qE6KGo5oOF44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“算啦！逗你呢！一个苹果而已，平安夜快乐！”麦依依说完做了个狡猾的表情。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5aW95ZCn5aW95ZCn77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“好吧好吧！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5rGk5q2j6KeB5piv546p56yR54K55aS05ZOI6IWw77yM5o+Q552A6Iu55p6c5Y675LqG5Ye657qz6YKj6L655o6l552A5Y+R44CC5Y+R5a6M5Lul5ZCO5LuW5LiA6L655ZWD552A6Iu55p6c5LiA6L655pyd5LyX5Lq65ZG85ZaK4oCc5piO5aSp5Zyj6K+e6IqC77yM5YWs5Y+457uE57uH6IGU6LCK5Lya77yM5Zyw54K55Zyo5rC45ZKM6YWS5bqX5LiJ5qW85aSn5Y6F77yM5YW35L2T5rWB56iL5bey57uP5Y+R5Yiw5YWs5Y+4576k6YeM5LqG77yM5aSn5a625oSf5YW06Laj55qE55yL5LiA55yL44CCaHLorqnnu5/orqHlkITpg6jpl6jlj4LliqDnmoTkurrvvIzlpKflrrbmg7PljrvnmoTlkYror4nmiJHkuIDkuIvvvIHigJ08L3A+'));</script>

汤正见是玩笑点头哈腰，提着苹果去了出纳那边接着发。发完以后他一边啃着苹果一边朝众人呼喊“明天圣诞节，公司组织联谊会，地点在永和酒店三楼大厅，具体流程已经发到公司群里了，大家感兴趣的看一看。hr让统计各部门参加的人，大家想去的告诉我一下！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5aW977yB5aW95ZOS77yBb2vvvIHmiJHopoHljrvvvIHigJ3lkIzkuovku6zovrnlkIPovrnlm57nrZTjgII8L3A+'));</script>

“好！好哒！ok！我要去！”同事们边吃边回答。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5pyJ5a+56LGh55qE5Y+v5Lul5Y675ZCX77yf4oCd6bqm5L6d5L6d6Zeu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“有对象的可以去吗？”麦依依问。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Y+v5Lul5ZWK77yM5rKh6KaB5rGC5piv5Y2V6Lqr55qE77yB4oCd5rGk5q2j5Zue5aSN44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“可以啊，没要求是单身的！”汤正回复。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc57uT5ama55qE5ZGi77yf4oCd6IuP5Y+M57qi56yR552A6LW35ZOE44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“结婚的呢？”苏双红笑着起哄。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Y+v5Lul55qE6IuP5aeQ77yM5oiR5ZCs6K+06L+Y5Y+v5Lul5bim5a2p5a2Q55qE77yM5pyJ5Yeg5Liq6Laj5ZGz6L+Q5Yqo5Lya55qE546v6IqC5Y+v5Lul6LWi56S854mp55qE44CC4oCd5rGk5q2j5LiA6IS454G/54OC44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“可以的苏姐，我听说还可以带孩子的，有几个趣味运动会的环节可以赢礼物的。”汤正一脸灿烂。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LuA5LmI5pe26Ze05ZGi77yf4oCd5YyF5pmT5qOg6Zeu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“什么时间呢？”包晓棠问。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LiL5Y2I5LqU54K55Yiw5pma5LiK5Lmd54K577yM5Zub54K55aSa5Y+v5Lul5Ye65Y+R44CC5rKh5YW25a6D5LqL5oOF55qE6K+d5bC96YeP5Y+C5Yqg77yM5ZKx5Lus6LSi5Yqh6YOo55qE6Zeo6Z2i5LiN6IO95bCR5ZGA77yB5ZOI5ZOI5ZOI4oCm4oCm4oCd5rGk5q2j6Z2i5pyd5pmT5qOg5aSn56yR44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“下午五点到晚上九点，四点多可以出发。没其它事情的话尽量参加，咱们财务部的门面不能少呀！哈哈哈……”汤正面朝晓棠大笑。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5ZCM5LqL5Lus6Zey6IGK5LqG5LiA6Zi157un57ut5b+Z5bel5L2c77yM5pmT5qOg5q2j5oCd6ICD6KaB5LiN6KaB5Y+C5Yqg6IGU6LCK5Lya77yM5aW56KeJ5b6X5Zyo5aeQ5aeQ5ZKM5a2m5oiQ6L+Z56eN5oOF5Ya15LiL6Ieq5bex5Ye65Y67546p5LqO5b+D5LiN5b+N44CC5q2j5oOz552A77yM55S16ISR5LiK55qE5a+56K+d5qGG5bCP5qCH5b+X5Zyo6Zeq54OB6Lez5Yqo44CC5aW554K55byA5LiA55yL77yM5Y6f5p2l5piv5ZCM5LqL6bqm5L6d5L6d5Y+R6LW355qE5a+56K+d44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

同事们闲聊了一阵继续忙工作，晓棠正思考要不要参加联谊会，她觉得在姐姐和学成这种情况下自己出去玩于心不忍。正想着，电脑上的对话框小标志在闪烁跳动。她点开一看，原来是同事麦依依发起的对话。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5pyJ5Lq65Zac5qyi5L2g5ZOm77yB4oCd6L+Z5Y+l6K+d5ZCO6Z2i6ZmE5LqG5LiJ5Liq5Y+v54ix55qE6KGo5oOF5Zu+44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“有人喜欢你哦！”这句话后面附了三个可爱的表情图。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pmT5qOg5pWF5L2c5LiN6Kej77yM5Y+R5LqG5Liq6Zeu5Y+355qE6KGo5oOF44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

晓棠故作不解，发了个问号的表情。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6K+35Y+C6ICD6Iu55p6c5LqL5Lu277yB4oCd5q2k5Y+l5ZCO57yA5LiA5Liy5aSn56yR55qE6KGo5oOF44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“请参考苹果事件！”此句后缀一串大笑的表情。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6I6r6aG75pyJ77yB5Yqe5YWs5a6k5piO5Luk56aB5q2i5YaF6YOo5oGL54ix77yM5L2g5oOz5aSa5LqG5ZCn44CC4oCd5pmT5qOg5Zue5aSN44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“莫须有！办公室明令禁止内部恋爱，你想多了吧。”晓棠回复。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

“有前例哦！之前有个同事，是行政部的小姑娘，跟我关系很好。他先喜欢人家，追了大半年，两人确定关系后那姑娘为他辞职了，辞职的最后一天他买了九十九朵玫瑰花在办公室里公然求婚，女孩答应了，结果！因为他不愿意出十万元的彩礼，两人闹掰了！那姑娘白白在他身上耽搁了两年半！九月份才分手，现在又开始追你！又是办公室恋情！”麦依依发了好大一段话，后附各种惊悚的表情。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZOH77yB5aW95puy5oqY77yB5YW25a6e5rKh5pyJ6L+955qE77yM5rGk5Li7566h5Y+q5piv54Wn6aG+5oiR6L+Z5Liq5paw5Lq66ICM5bey77yB5oOz5aSa5ZWm5oOz5aSa5ZWm77yB4oCd5pmT5qOg5omT5a6M5a2X5Lmf5Y+R5LqG5LiA5Liy5L2c5oCq55qE5Yqo5Zu+44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“哇！好曲折！其实没有追的，汤主管只是照顾我这个新人而已！想多啦想多啦！”晓棠打完字也发了一串作怪的动图。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5piO55m955qE77yM5Y2V57qv5Y+L5oOF5o+Q56S677yM5oGL54ix6ZyA6LCo5oWO77yB4oCd6bqm5L6d5L6d5Y2V5YiA55u05YWl77yM5Y+k6YGT54Ot6IKg44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“明白的，单纯友情提示，恋爱需谨慎！”麦依依单刀直入，古道热肠。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5peg6K665aaC5L2V77yM6LCi6LCi5L2g5Lqy54ix55qE77yB4oCd5pmT5qOg5oSf5r+A6bqm5L6d5L6d55qE5o+Q6YaS77yM5omT5a6M6L+Z5Y+l6K+d77yM5Zyo5pS26JeP55qE6KGo5oOF5Lit6YCJ5LqG5LiA5Liq5pyA5Y+v54ix55qE6KGo5oOF5Zu+5Lul6KGo5oSf6LCi44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“无论如何，谢谢你亲爱的！”晓棠感激麦依依的提醒，打完这句话，在收藏的表情中选了一个最可爱的表情图以表感谢。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiL5Y2I5LqU54K55aSa5YyF5pmT5qOg5pS25Yiw5LqG6Iux6Iux5aeQ55qE5L+h5oGv77yM5b6X55+l5a2m5oiQ6KKr5a6a5oCn5Li65Lit5bqm6Ieq6Zet55eH77yM5aW56L+Z5Liq5bCP5aeo56uL6ams5rKJ5LqG5LiA6aKX5b+D44CC5LiL54+t5ZCO5aW55pKC5LiL5Yeg5qC355CQ56KO55qE5bel5L2c6LW257Sn5Zue5a6277yM5Lmw5LqG5aW96I+c6LW25Y675YGa6aWt77yM6aWt5ZCO6aG/5LqG5LiA6ZSF6I6y5a2Q55m+5ZCI6ICB6bit5rGk77yM57uZ5aeQ5aeQ5ZKM5a2m5oiQ5a6J56We44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

下午五点多包晓棠收到了英英姐的信息，得知学成被定性为中度自闭症，她这个小姨立马沉了一颗心。下班后她撂下几样琐碎的工作赶紧回家，买了好菜赶去做饭，饭后顿了一锅莲子百合老鸭汤，给姐姐和学成安神。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pma5LiK5Lmd54K577yM5aeQ5Lik5Liq5Zad5rGk5pe277yM5pmT5pif5Y+M6aKK57qi6IK/5rOb5YWJ77yM5Zi06YeM6L+b5LiA5Y+j54Ot5rGk5ZCQ5LiA5Y+j5Ya35rCU77yM5pW05Liq5Lq66Z2i6Imy6KGw6LSl5rWR6Lqr5p6v6JCO5pS257yp44CC5pmT5qOg5oOz5a6J5oWw77yM5LiA5pe25om+5LiN5Yiw6K+d5aS077yM55m95aSp5Y675Yy76Zmi55qE5LqL5oOF5aW55LiN5oOz6YeN5o+Q44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

晚上九点，姐两个喝汤时，晓星双颊红肿泛光，嘴里进一口热汤吐一口冷气，整个人面色衰败浑身枯萎收缩。晓棠想安慰，一时找不到话头，白天去医院的事情她不想重提。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6K+25aeQ77yM5YmN5q615YS/5L2g5LiN5piv5oOz5Zue5YyF5a625Z6j5ZCX77yf5L2g6KeJ5b6X546w5Zyo5pe25py65oCO5LmI5qC377yf5L2g6L6e5LqG5bel5L2c77yM5a2m5oiQ5LyR5LqG5a2m77yM5Yia5aW95Zue5a625pS+5p2+5Yeg5aSp77yM5bCx5b2T5piv5peF5ri45LqG44CC4oCd5YyF5pmT5qOg55+l5YmN5q615YS/5aeQ5aeQ5bi45Li65Zue5a6255qE5LqL5Ye656We77yM546w5Zyo5pen6K+d6YeN5o+Q77yM5Y+q5Li66L2s56e75rOo5oSP5Yqb44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“诶姐，前段儿你不是想回包家垣吗？你觉得现在时机怎么样？你辞了工作，学成休了学，刚好回家放松几天，就当是旅游了。”包晓棠知前段儿姐姐常为回家的事出神，现在旧话重提，只为转移注意力。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Zev77yf4oCd5pmT5pif6L+Z5LiA5aSp6Zq+6L+H5Y+I55ay57Sv77yM5ZCs6L+Z6K+d5LiA5oOK77yM5oSj5LqG5Y2K5pmM77yM5aaC6ISR6Zeo5LiK5byA5LqG5aSp56qX77yM5LiA5pe25pyJ5Lqb5Y+N5bqU5LiN6L+H5p2l44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“嗯？”晓星这一天难过又疲累，听这话一惊，愣了半晌，如脑门上开了天窗，一时有些反应不过来。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

“学成长这么大还没回过咱老家呢！反正这学期快完了，你带着她回家住一段时间，说不定他喜欢村子里呢，还想在村里过年呢！你俩待在咱姑家，你不是说姑家还有个小麦吗？你们住一屋，到时候一起忙活过年，年后带孩子走亲戚、看庙会、去地里玩。等开春家里要忙了，你过了正月十五元宵节，刚好回深圳！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiA6K+t5oOK6YaS5qKm5Lit5Lq677yM5pmT5pif56We6Imy5Ymn5Y+Y77yM55y86YeM5pyJ5LqG5YWJ6IqS77yM5Y+v5Y+I54q555aR77yM5Lmf5LiN55+l5Li65L2V54q555aR77yM5LiA5byA5Y+j5Y+q6YGT4oCc6bq76L6j54Or55qE5bel5L2c5oiR5rKh6L6e77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

一语惊醒梦中人，晓星神色剧变，眼里有了光芒，可又犹疑，也不知为何犹疑，一开口只道“麻辣烫的工作我没辞！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6YKj5bCx6L6e5LqG5ZGX77yB5LiA5pma5LiK5b+Z5rS75LiJ5bCP5pe25Lmf5bCx5Yeg55m+5Z2X77yM6IO96KGl6LS05aSa5bCR77yf4oCd5pmT5qOg5LiN5oOz5aeQ5aeQ6L6b6Ium77yM5Lmf55yL5LiN5b6X5aeQ5aeQ6JCO6Z2h5Lyk5b+D44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“那就辞了呗！一晚上忙活三小时也就几百块，能补贴多少？”晓棠不想姐姐辛苦，也看不得姐姐萎靡伤心。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5LiN5LiK54+t77yM6YKj5YC65ZGi77yf5L+h55So5Y2h6L+Y5qyg552A5ZGi77yB5YaN6K+077yM5a2m5oiQ5LyR5a2m5LqG77yM5qKF5qKF5rKh5LyR5ZGA77yB4oCd5oOz5Yiw6L+Z6YeM77yM5YyF5pmT5pif56uL5Yi75omT5raI5LqG5Zue5a6255qE5b+15aS077yM5aW95Ly85ZC554Gt5LqG5pqX5Lit55qE54Gr6IuX44CB5Lq655Sf55qE5biM5pyb77yM55yJ55uu6Ze06aG/5aSx5YWJ5b2p44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我不上班，那债呢？信用卡还欠着呢！再说，学成休学了，梅梅没休呀！”想到这里，包晓星立刻打消了回家的念头，好似吹灭了暗中的火苗、人生的希望，眉目间顿失光彩。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6L+Z5LiN5pyJ5oiR5ZGi77yB5oiR6L+Z5LiA5Lu95bel5L2c5q+U5L2g5Lik5Lu95pS25YWl6L+Y5aSa77yM5L2g5YWI5bim552A5a2p5a2Q5Zue5a625LyR5YW777yM6LSm5oiR6aG2552A77yB5L2g5Lmf55+l6YGT6L+Z5Lik5bm05oiR55qE5b+D5oCd5YWo5Zyo5bel5L2c5ZKM6ICD6K+V5LiK77yM55uu5LiL5oiR5LiA5Liq5Lq677yM5rKh5a+56LGh5Lmf5LiN5oOz6LCI5a+56LGh77yM5oiR6LWa5LqG6ZKx5oCO5LmI5pSv6YWN5rKh5Lq65bmy5omw77yM6L+Z5pe25YCZ5pu/5L2g6L+Y6LSm5pe26Ze05q2j5aW977yB4oCd5YyF5pmT5qOg556q552A5aeQ5aeQ77yM6KiA6L6e5Ye/5Ye/77yM5Y+M55y85pyJ5Yqb44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“这不有我呢！我这一份工作比你两份收入还多，你先带着孩子回家休养，账我顶着！你也知道这两年我的心思全在工作和考试上，目下我一个人，没对象也不想谈对象，我赚了钱怎么支配没人干扰，这时候替你还账时间正好！”包晓棠瞪着姐姐，言辞凿凿，双眼有力。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YyF5pmT5pif5L2O5aS05rKJ5oCd77yM6ZW/5LmF5peg6K+t44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

包晓星低头沉思，长久无语。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5bim5oiQ5oiQ5Zue5Y675L2P5LiA5q615pe26Ze077yM6K6p5aiD5YS/5Zyo5p2R6YeM546p5LiA546p77yM55yL55yL54mb576K6YCX6YCX6bih54uX77yM6K6k5LiA6K6k5bCP6bqm5ZKM54uX5bC+6I2J77yM6K+05LiN5a6a5Zyo6ICB5a626YKj56eN5aSp54S255qE546v5aKD6YeM5b6F5LiA5b6F77yM57K+56We5Y6L5Yqb5bCP44CB6KeG6YeO5Y+I5byA6ZiU77yM5aiD5YS/55eF6Ieq5bex5bCx5aW95LqG77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你带成成回去住一段时间，让娃儿在村里玩一玩，看看牛羊逗逗鸡狗，认一认小麦和狗尾草，说不定在老家那种天然的环境里待一待，精神压力小、视野又开阔，娃儿病自己就好了！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

晓棠只是随口地劝姐姐，谁想说者无心听者有意。包晓星早听进去了，一时不敢相信自己命入中年将经历这么一场大变动。没错，她想的远比晓棠所说的旅游更宏大。临时不决，女人方寸大乱，言行迟钝。昨天她辞掉了工作，今天上午还在犹豫要不要带孩子去精神科检查，下午没成想确定了是自闭症，晚上棠儿又来了这么一条重磅建议——何其跌宕起伏。一天之中经历这么两次重击，包晓星有些反应不过来。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

她不相信自己的儿子八岁得了自闭症，也不愿意放弃她在深圳辛苦奋斗二十年得来的生活，可是行无去处，该怎么办。辗转反思，只为谋个长远之计，可计在何处？夜里失眠，凌晨一点，她开灯取来手机，又预约了另一家大医院的精神心理科，女人想再次确定一下孩子的状况是否已经到了精神病的地步。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuK5pel5qGC6Iux5Zue5p2l5pep77yM5LiA6L+b5a626Zeo6KeB5a626YeM5pyJ5Lqb5byC5bi477yM5Y+I5Y+R6KeJ5LiN5Ye65L2V5aSE5byC5bi477yM5pma5LiK5YWr54K55aSa5omN5Y+N5bqU5LiK5p2l5Lmm5p625LiK55qE5Lmm5bCR5LqG5b6I5aSa44CC5Y676Zeu6ICB5aS077yM5b6X55+l6Ie06L+c5Zue5a625pCs5Lmm77yM5aWz5Lq65b+D6YeM5LiN5LmQ5oSP77yM5oG85oG85Zue5oi/77yM5rCU6Ie06L+c5oqK5aSW6Z2i5b2T5LqG5a6254ug5b+D5Ya3552A5aW544CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

今日桂英回来早，一进家门见家里有些异常，又发觉不出何处异常，晚上八点多才反应上来书架上的书少了很多。去问老头，得知致远回家搬书，女人心里不乐意，恼恼回房，气致远把外面当了家狠心冷着她。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YmN5Y2K5aSc5b+D5LqL6YeN6YeN44CB5Y2K6Lqr5Ye65rGX77yM5ZCO5Y2K5aSc5aW95LiN5a655piT5pyJ5LqG5Zuw5oSP5Y20552h552h6YaS6YaS77yM5YyF5pmT5pif6L+Z5LiA5aSc552A5a6e6Zq+6L+H44CC6YeN5Y6L5LiL5aW55byV5a+86Ieq5bex5oOz5Lqb6L275p2+55qE5LqL5oOF77yM5aSn6ISR5LiN55Sx5Lq65Zyw5pKt5pS+6LW35LqG5YmN5q615YS/5Zue6ICB5a6255qE54mH5q6177yM6YKj5Lq66YKj54mp44CB6YKj5bGx6YKj6LC344CB6YKj5Yas6YKj6Zuq44CB6YKj5Zy65Lin5LqL4oCm4oCm5Y6G5Y6G5Zyo55uu44CC5Z+O5aSW5pyJ5LuZ5aKD77yM56uf54S25piv5pWF5Lmh44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

前半夜心事重重、半身出汗，后半夜好不容易有了困意却睡睡醒醒，包晓星这一夜着实难过。重压下她引导自己想些轻松的事情，大脑不由人地播放起了前段儿回老家的片段，那人那物、那山那谷、那冬那雪、那场丧事……历历在目。城外有仙境，竟然是故乡。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+56WW5q+N5pu+5Zyo5ZCO6Zmi5aKZ6KeS5LiL56eN55qE5bCP6Iqx77yM5ZCO5p2l5pep6KKr6YeO6I2J5pS76Zm344CC6JOd56CW44CB55m95aKZ44CB5pyo5qKB44CB55Om5qqQ44CB5p+06Zeo4oCm4oCm6YeO6I2J6Zy45Y2g5LqG5aW55Zyo5YyF5a625Z6j55qE5qC55Z+677yM5by65aOu55qE5rWT57u/6IOM5ZCO77yM5piv6ISG5byx55qE5rKJ6buY44CC5Y2z5L6/6I2S6I2J5LiA54mH77yM6YKj6ICB5oi/5a2Q5L6d54S25LiN5Lya5Luk5aW55oSf5Yiw6ZmM55Sf5ZKM5b235b6o77yM6L+Z5q2j5piv5a6255qE6a2F5Yqb44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

祖母曾在后院墙角下种的小花，后来早被野草攻陷。蓝砖、白墙、木梁、瓦檐、柴门……野草霸占了她在包家垣的根基，强壮的浓绿背后，是脆弱的沉默。即便荒草一片，那老房子依然不会令她感到陌生和彷徨，这正是家的魅力。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

那次回家打扫娘家老房子的时候，包晓星从破镜子里，看到了模糊的自己——额上有一块秃白的头皮、枯黄的牙齿、稀疏的头发、深深的法令纹、瘦弱的身躯……可恨自己非男儿身，遇事一怕二默三流泪。平凡而无助的人生，平凡又无助的自己，始终满怀欢欣和希望，奈何总是迎来失落和伤心。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pmT5pif5pu+57uP5Lul5Li677yM5Zue5Lmh55qE55CG55Sx6Zmk5LqG6JGs56S85ZKM55m95Y+R5b2S5Lmh5Yir5peg5YW25a6D77yM5LuK5aSp5aa55a2Q5qOg5YS/57uZ5LqG5aW55LiA5Liq55CG55Sx77yM5aW55LiN56Gu5a6a6Ieq5bex5piv5ZCm5Y+v5Lul56iz56iz5oyB5pyJ44CC5aW95oCA5b+15bCP5aeR77yM6YKj6IS45LiK6ZqQ6JeP552A56WW5q+N5ZKM54i25Lqy55qE5Lq677yM6YKj5pWF5Lmh6YeM6L+Y5rex5rex5YWz5YiH5aW555qE5Lq644CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

晓星曾经以为，回乡的理由除了葬礼和白发归乡别无其它，今天妹子棠儿给了她一个理由，她不确定自己是否可以稳稳持有。好怀念小姑，那脸上隐藏着祖母和父亲的人，那故乡里还深深关切她的人。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

该怎么办呢？她一个农二代在外游历二十年回得去吗？学成以那样子回去村里人如何看待？老家疏离的亲戚如何缝合？孩子在老家是否适应能否痊愈？家里的债务怎么办？把债摊给妹子合适吗？她能如想象中那样在人生后半段过上农民的生活吗？她的婚姻怎么办？雪梅和老人能否接受这样的决定……愈想愈多愈难眠，眼见着天蒙蒙亮了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+77yI77yJOzwvcD4='));</script>

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