64中 因琐事咄咄逼人 求美人步步紧追（2 / 2）

“哼！真是个好爸爸！”老马揶揄。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICM5ZCO77yM6ICB5Lq65bCG55S75omU5Zyo5bqK5LiK77yM5ZaK5aW56LW257Sn5LiK5bqK552h6KeJ44CC55+l5ry+5ry+5Zac5qyi5ZCs5pWF5LqL77yM6ICB6ams5Zyo5aW557KJ6Imy55qE5Lmm5p625LiK57+75om+5ZCE56eN5pWF5LqL5Lmm44CC6ICB5aS05b+D6YeM5LiN57uP5oSP5Zyw5Y+I5rKJ6YeN6LW35p2l77yM56m/552A57qi6Imy5Zu06KOZ55qE54i25Lqy57uZ5a2p5a2Q55qE5YmN5Y2K55Sf55WZ5LiL55qE5Lya5piv5LuA5LmI5b2x5ZON5ZGA44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

而后，老人将画扔在床上，喊她赶紧上床睡觉。知漾漾喜欢听故事，老马在她粉色的书架上翻找各种故事书。老头心里不经意地又沉重起来，穿着红色围裙的父亲给孩子的前半生留下的会是什么影响呀。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pma5LiK5Lmd54K577yM54Wn55yL5a2m5oiQ552h5LiL5Lul5ZCO77yM5pmT5qOg5bCG5a6i5Y6F56iN56iN5pW055CG5LiA55Wq77yM6ICM5ZCO5Z2Q5LiL5p2l5ou/6LW35omL5py65LyR5oGv44CC5LiA5omT5byA5omL5py65Y+R546w5b6u5L+h5LiK5pyJ5Lq657uZ5aW55Y+R5LqG5b6I5aSa55WZ6KiA77yM5aW95aSa5p2h5raI5oGv56uf5piv5ZCM5LiA5Liq5Lq65Y+R5p2l55qE77yM5aW55LiA5p2h5LiA5p2h5Zyw57+755yL44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

晚上九点，照看学成睡下以后，晓棠将客厅稍稍整理一番，而后坐下来拿起手机休息。一打开手机发现微信上有人给她发了很多留言，好多条消息竟是同一个人发来的，她一条一条地翻看。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LuK5oCO5LmI5qC377yf5pyJ6Z2i6K+V5ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“今怎么样？有面试吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6KaB5LiN6KaB5oiR5biu5L2g5LuL57uN5LiA5Liq77yM5oiR5Y+U5YWs5Y+45Lmf5Zyo5oub5Lya6K6h77yM5Yeg55m+6aW25aSn5YWs5Y+477yM5LiN5piv5L2c5Z2K5ZOm44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“要不要我帮你介绍一个，我叔公司也在招会计，几百饶大公司，不是作坊哦。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oCO5LmI5qC377yM5pyJ5YW06Laj5ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“怎么样，有兴趣吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Y+v5Lul55qE6K+d77yM5Y+R5LiL5L2g566A5Y6G77yM5oiR5biu5L2g5oqV5Yeg5Lu977yM5L+d6K+B5L2g5LiL5ZGo5om+5Yiw5aW95bel5L2c44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“可以的话，发下你简历，我帮你投几份，保证你下周找到好工作。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5pma5LiK5ZCD5LuA5LmI5ZGA77yf5LiA5Z2X5Ye65p2l5ZCD6aWt5oCO5LmI5qC377yf5oiR5byA6L2m5Y675om+5L2g44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“晚上吃什么呀？一块出来吃饭怎么样？我开车去找你。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6ZqP5L6/5L2g5L2P5ZOq6YeM77yM5LiA5Lya5bCx5Yiw77yM5oCO5LmI5qC377yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“随便你住哪里，一会就到，怎么样？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5pma5LiK5b+Z5LuA5LmI5ZGA77yf6KaB5LiN6KaB5Y6755yL55S15b2x77yf5LuK5LiK5pig5LiA5Liq576O5Zu955S15b2x77yM56eR5bm754mH77yM6LGG55Oj6K+E5YiG6Iis5LiD44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“晚上忙什么呀？要不要去看电影？今上映一个美国电影，科幻片，豆瓣评分般七。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZGo5pyr5LiA5Z2X5Ye65p2l546p5oCO5LmI5qC377yf5omT5L+d6b6E55CD5oiW6ICF5Y675Y6m6Zeo546p5LiA5ZyI77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“周末一块出来玩怎么样？打保龄球或者去厦门玩一圈？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR6KGo5ZOl5ZGo5pyr5Zyo5aSn6bmP5paw5Yy66YKj5YS/56ef5LqG5Zy65Zyw5omT6auY5bCU5aSr77yM5LiA5Z2X5Y675ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我表哥周末在大鹏新区那儿租了场地打高尔夫，一块去吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZGo5YWt5bm/5bee5pyJ55S75bGV77yM5pyJ5YW06Laj5rKh77yf5oiW6ICF5ZGo5pyr5Y676aaZ5riv5ZCs6Z+z5LmQ5Lya4oCU4oCU6ZmI5aWV6L+F55qE77yM5oiR5omL6YeM5Yia5aW95pyJ5Lik5byg6Zeo56Wo77yM5LiN5Y+v6ZSZ6L+H5ZOm77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“周六广州有画展，有兴趣没？或者周末去香港听音乐会——陈奕迅的，我手里刚好有两张门票，不可错过哦！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5bmz5pe25Zac5qyi546p5LuA5LmI5ZGA77yf5YiG5Lqr5LiA5LiL77yM5LiA5Z2X546p5ZGA77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你平时喜欢玩什么呀？分享一下，一块玩呀！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCm4oCmPC9wPg=='));</script>

……<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6YKj5LmI5aSa5p2h5raI5oGv77yM5q+P5p2h5raI5oGv5ZCO5Z2H6ZmE552A5LiA5Liy5YS/5Y+v54ix55qE6KGo5oOF5Zu+77yM6L+Z5Lqb77yM5YWo5piv5pio6K6k6K+G55qE6YKj5Liq5byg54+C5Y+R5p2l55qE44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

那么多条消息，每条消息后均附着一串儿可爱的表情图，这些，全是昨认识的那个张珂发来的。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

粉红色的笑容在寂静陈旧的屋子里绽放。晓棠犹豫着要不要回复、怎么回复，可是她对张珂并没有感觉，毕竟他看上去那么年轻——年轻到和自己作普通朋友也不般配，年轻到令自己自卑、羞惭，年轻到她认为自己应该闪开道儿把这么激情帅气的伙子让给同样美好而朝气的姑娘她才认为合情合理。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pmT5qOg5pGH5aS06Ium56yR77yM5YWz6Zet5LqG5b6u5L+h77yM5Zyo5reY5a6d5LiK5a+75om+5LiL5LiA5qyh6ICD6K+V55qE5pWZ5p2Q44CB5Lmg6aKY5ZKM572R57uc6K++56iL44CC5oCF54S25LmL6Ze077yM5b+D6YeM5pqW5pqW5Y+I6Ieq6LGq44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

晓棠摇头苦笑，关闭了微信，在淘宝上寻找下一次考试的教材、习题和网络课程。怅然之间，心里暖暖又自豪。<h3>64中 因琐事咄咄逼人 求美人步步紧追（第3页）</h3><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

以前寻寻觅觅，只为找个有钱人把自己风光地嫁出去，现在果真来了个有钱人——张珂朋友圈晒的全是美女、豪车、宴会，而此时此刻的自己，毫不心动，无法动心。不再愿意在把毕生的心劲儿放在找男人、买房子或赚钱上，开始集中注意力地关注自己——关注自己的灵魂，关注自己的价值实现，关注自己的幸福感，集中注意力寻找能够愉悦自己的人生方向。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+56qB56C05LiW5L+X6L+95rGC77yM5LiN5oS/5ZCM5rWB5LuO5LyX77yM6L+Z566X5LiA56eN5oiQ6ZW/5ZCX77yfPC9wPg=='));</script>

突破世俗追求，不愿同流从众，这算一种成长吗？<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pma5LiK5Y2B54K577yM5YaN5qyh5omT5byA5b6u5L+h77yM5pmT5qOg6KeB5byg54+C5Y+I5Y+R5p2l5Yeg5p2h5L+h5oGv44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

晚上十点，再次打开微信，晓棠见张珂又发来几条信息。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5YyF5aSn576O5aWz77yM5pyJ56m65ZCX77yf5piO5LiA5Z2X5ZCD5Y2I6aWt5oiW5pma6aWt5oCO5LmI5qC35ZGA77yf5biC5Lit5b+D5pyJ5LiA5a6254m55Yir5qOS55qE5rW36bKc6Ieq5Yqp6aSQ77yM5LiA5Z2X5bCd5bCd77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“包大美女，有空吗？明一块吃午饭或晚饭怎么样呀？市中心有一家特别棒的海鲜自助餐，一块尝尝？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pmT5qOg5LiA56yR77yM5rKh5pyJ5Zue5aSN44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

晓棠一笑，没有回复。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5a+56K+d6aG15LiK5Y+I6Zeq5Ye65LiA5p2h5raI5oGv4oCc552h5LqG5rKh77yf6KeG6aKR55S16K+d5Y+v5Lul5ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

对话页上又闪出一条消息“睡了没？视频电话可以吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6KeB5aaC5q2k77yM576O5Lq65YS/5b+D5o+Q5LqG5LiA5LiL44CC5aeQ5aeQ6ams5LiK5LiL54+t5LqG77yM5ZKM5LiN55Sf5LiN54af55qE5Lq65aSn5pma5LiK5Zyw6Zey5omv77yM5ZOq5YOP5Zue5LqL5ZGA44CC5LqO5piv77yM5aW56LW257Sn5Zue5aSN4oCc5LiN55So5LqG77yM5oiR6L+Y5pyJ5LqL77yM5omL5py65rKh55S177yM5YWI5YWz5py65LqG44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

见如此，美人儿心提了一下。姐姐马上下班了，和不生不熟的人大晚上地闲扯，哪像回事呀。于是，她赶紧回复“不用了，我还有事，手机没电，先关机了。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Y+R5a6M6L+Z5p2h77yM5YWz5LqG5omL5py677yM5LiW55WM57uI5LqO5riF5YeA5LqG5Yeg5YiG44CC5pyA5aSa5piv6Zey5omv77yM5Lq65a625Y+I5rKh6KGo55m977yM5Yet56m65ouS57ud5aSa5bC05bCs77yM6L+Z56eN5rKh5oSf6KeJ44CB5rKh5ouS57ud5Y+I6KKr55av54uC6L+95rGC55qE54q25oCB77yM5L2c5Li66KKr6L+95rGC6ICF77yM6Ium5LiN5aCq6KiA44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

发完这条，关了手机，世界终于清净了几分。最多是闲扯，人家又没表白，凭空拒绝多尴尬，这种没感觉、没拒绝又被疯狂追求的状态，作为被追求者，苦不堪言。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

十一点，原本等桂英下班的老头，等到了这会儿还不见人。老马并非等她回来要什么或干什么，只是看着自己的姑娘好好地回家，他便认为这一可以收尾了、心安了、头沾枕头了。奈何安心和落空，常常五五对半分。困乏的老头甩甩汗巾，准备收拾上床睡觉。进房间的时候见仔仔在擦泪，老马努嘴抻头，好个奇怪。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LuU5YS/77yM5L2g5ZKL5LqG77yf5ZKL5ZOt5ZGi77yf4oCd6ICB5aS05oKE5oKE6LWw5Yiw5aSW5a2Z55qE5Lmm5qGM6L655YS/77yM5L2O5aOw6Zeu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“仔儿，你咋了？咋哭呢？”老头悄悄走到外孙的书桌边儿，低声问。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Zev77yf5rKh77yB5oiR5ZOt5LuA5LmI5ZGA77yf5pyA6L+R55y8552b55a877yM6ICB5piv5rWB55y85rOq77yM55y8552b5LiA5ZyI6IK/5LqG5Ly855qE77yM6L+Y5Y+R55eS77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“嗯？没！我哭什么呀？最近眼睛疼，老是流眼泪，眼睛一圈肿了似的，还发痒！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZKm5ZGA77yB6L+Z5Y+v5LqG5LiN5b6X77yM5L2g5Y6f5pys5piv5LiA5Y2D5bqm55qE6L+R6KeG55y877yM546w5Zyo5YaN6KaB5pyJ5Liq5q+b55eF5Ye65p2l77yM556O5LqG5ZKL5pW077yf4oCd6ICB6ams5ZC4552A5Ya35rCU77yM6JOm5Zyw5b+D54Sm44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“咦呀！这可了不得，你原本是一千度的近视眼，现在再要有个毛病出来，瞎了咋整？”老马吸着冷气，蓦地心焦。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5om+5L2g54i45Y6777yM5piO5bim5L2g5Y675Yy76Zmi55yL55yL5aSn5aSr44CC4oCd6ICB6ams6L2s6Lqr6LWw5LqG77yM5Y675pWy6Ie06L+c55qE5oi/6Zeo44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我找你爸去，明带你去医院看看大夫。”老马转身走了，去敲致远的房门。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuU5LuU5o+J5LqG55y8552b77yM5pOm5LqG55y86ZWc77yM6YeN5paw5LyP5qGI5YaZ5L2c5Lia44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

仔仔揉了眼睛，擦了眼镜，重新伏案写作业。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5rKh5aSa5LmF6ICB6ams5bim552A6Ie06L+c6L+H5p2l5LqG77yM6Ie06L+c5o2n6LW35YS/5a2Q55qE5aS077yM57+75LqG57+755y855qu77yM5oyJ5LqG5oyJ55y8552R77yM6YGT4oCc55y8552b5b6I57qi77yM5Y+R54KO5ZGi77yM5pyJ54K55Lil6YeN77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

没多久老马带着致远过来了，致远捧起儿子的头，翻了翻眼皮，按了按眼睑，道“眼睛很红，发炎呢，有点严重！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6YKj5Y+v5LiN77yf5rKh5p2l55Sx5Zyw5rWB55y85rOq77yM5aSa5ZCT5Lq677yB5oiR55y8552b5LiD5Y2B5bm05LqG6I6r6bq75ZOS77yI5rKh6Zeu6aKY77yJ77yM5LuW5Liq5aiD5aiD5a625omN5Y2B5Yeg55y854+g5a2Q5bCx5LiN6KGM5LqG77yB6L+Z5ZKL6KGM77yf4oCd6ICB6ams5ouF5b+n6L+Y5piv5bCR5bm055qE5aSW5a2Z5a2Q77yM56yD5L+h5LuW5LiA5a6a5pyJ6L+c5aSn5YmN56iL77yM5Y2D5LiH5LiN6IO95Zug5Li655y8552b5LiN5oq15LqL57uZ56W45a6z5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“那可不？没来由地流眼泪，多吓人！我眼睛七十年了莫麻哒（没问题），他个娃娃家才十几眼珠子就不行了！这咋行？”老马担忧还是少年的外孙子，笃信他一定有远大前程，千万不能因为眼睛不抵事给祸害了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZGQ4oCm4oCm5piO5Y675Yy76Zmi5ZCn77yM5oiR57uZ5L2g5Lus54+t5Li75Lu76K+35YGH44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“呐……明去医院吧，我给你们班主任请假。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Yir77yB4oCd5LuU5LuU6Zeq6L+H5aS05ZaK5LqG5LiA5aOw77yM6Kej6YeK6YGT4oCc5piO5pWw5a2m6K++6KaB6K6y5LiA5Liq5YWs5byP77yM5pyf5Lit6ICD6K+V6KaB6ICD77yM5oiR6KaB6ZSZ6L+H5LqG5oCO5LmI5Yqe77yf5ZGo5pyr5ZCn77yB5ZGo5YWt5ZGo5pel6YO95qCh4oCd5LuU5LuU5oi05LiK55y86ZWc6Lef5a626ZW/5ZWG6YeP44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“别！”仔仔闪过头喊了一声，解释道“明数学课要讲一个公式，期中考试要考，我要错过了怎么办？周末吧！周六周日都校”仔仔戴上眼镜跟家长商量。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6YKj5aW95ZCn44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“那好吧。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiJ5Lq655u45LqS55yL5LqG55yL77yM5peg6K+d77yM5ZCE6Ieq552h5LiL44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

三人相互看了看，无话，各自睡下。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6L+Z5LiA5pma77yM5qGC6Iux5Yiw5a625pe25bey57uP5Y2I5aSc6L+H5LqG44CC5qGC6Iux5LiK5bqK5ZCO5b6I5b+r5omT6LW36by+5p2l77yM6Ie06L+c5oCO5LmI552h5LiN552A44CC5LiA5p2l5Zug5Li65pyA6L+R5bi4562J5aa75a2Q77yM562J5b6X55Sf54mp6ZKf5Lmx5aWX5LqG77yb5LqM5p2l5Li655CQ5LqL5Y+R5oSB77yM5oSB5b6X6L+R5q615YS/5oC75piv5aSx55yg44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

这一晚，桂英到家时已经午夜过了。桂英上床后很快打起鼾来，致远怎么睡不着。一来因为最近常等妻子，等得生物钟乱套了；二来为琐事发愁，愁得近段儿总是失眠。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5aa75a2Q5b+Z5b6X5LiN5Zyo5a626JC96ISa77yM5LuW5oOz5biu5aW55Y205biu5LiN5LiK44CC5LiI5Lq66L+R5p2l6aKR6aKR5Li66bih5q+b6JKc55qu55qE5LqL5YS/55qx55yJ77yM5LuW55yL5b6X5Ye65p2l77yM5piv5Yay552A5LuW55qE44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

妻子忙得不在家落脚，他想帮她却帮不上。丈人近来频频为鸡毛蒜皮的事儿皱眉，他看得出来，是冲着他的。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5L2V6Ie06L+c5Li66Ieq5bex55qE5peg6IO95oSf5Yiw576e6IC744CC5LuW6K+l5oqK5peg6IO96KO46Zyy5Ye65p2l5Y2a5b6X5ZCM5oOF6L+Y5piv5oKE5oKE6JeP5aW95L2v6KOF6LGB6L6+77yM5LuW5aaC5L2V6K6p5LiI5Lq66aG65b+D44CB6K6p6Ieq5bex55qE5ZG96L+Q5pyJ5Lu35YC877yM5aaC5L2V6K6p5LiA5a625LqU5Y+j55qE5pel5a2Q6L+H5b6X6L276ICM5p2+77yf5oSB6Ze35YKs5Lq66ICB44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

何致远为自己的无能感到羞耻。他该把无能裸露出来博得同情还是悄悄藏好佯装豁达，他如何让丈人顺心、让自己的命运有价值，如何让一家五口的日子过得轻而松？愁闷催人老。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6Ieq5LuO6L6e6IGM5Lul5ZCO77yM5L2V6Ie06L+c5Yeg5LmO5q+P5piv5Zyo5aKZ57yd6YeM5ZaY5oGv44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

自从辞职以后，何致远几乎每是在墙缝里喘息。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YmN5Lik5LuW5Lmw5LqG5Y2k6IKJ77yM6ICB5aS05aSq56Gs5LqG5LiN5aW95ZCD77yM6YKj5LuW57K+5b+D5oyR6YCJ55qE6bih6IKJ6ICB5aS05aSq5rK55LqG77yM6ICB5LiI5Lq65oOz5ZCD6Z2i54mH5LuW5LiA5Liq5LiN5Lya5YGa6Z2i55qE5rmW5Y2X5Lq65Zyo5aSW6Z2i5Lic5aWU6KW/6LeR5Zyw5om+6Z2i54mH4oCm4oCmPC9wPg=='));</script>

前两他买了卤肉，老头太硬了不好吃，那他精心挑选的鸡肉老头太油了，老丈人想吃面片他一个不会做面的湖南人在外面东奔西跑地找面片……<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5riF5qWa6Ieq5bex5rKh5bel5L2c44CB5rKh5pys5LqL44CB5rKh6K+d6K+t5p2D77yM5Y+I5oSa56yo5Zyw6L+Z5qC36YKj5qC354qv6ZSZ77yM5omA5Lul5LuW5oqK6Ieq5bex5omT5YyF5aW977yM5bC96YeP5LiN6KaB6K6p6ICB5aS05LiN6auY5YW05oiW55Sf5aSn5rCU44CC5LuW5LiN6IO96LW35b6X5q+U6ICB5aS05pma5Lmf5LiN6IO9552h5b6X5q+U5qGC6Iux5pep77yM5LuW5Lmw55qE6IKJ5LiN6IO95aSq5aSa5LqG5Lmf5LiN6IO95aSq5a+S56Kc77yM5YGa5a625Yqh5LuW5LiN6IO95Yqo6Z2Z5aSq5aSn5Y+I5LiN6IO95LiN5YGa77yb5Zyo6ICB5aS055y85YmN5LuW5LiN6IO95oqK6Ieq5bex5pCe5b6X5aSq6Zey5oiW5aSq5b+Z77yM6Lef6ICB5aS06K+d5LiN6IO95aSq6aG6552A5pu05LiN6IO96L+d6YCG77yM5LuW562U6K+d5LiN6IO95rKJ6buY5Lmf5LiN6IO95aSq5aSa4oCm4oCmPC9wPg=='));</script>

他清楚自己没工作、没本事、没话语权，又愚笨地这样那样犯错，所以他把自己打包好，尽量不要让老头不高兴或生大气。他不能起得比老头晚也不能睡得比桂英早，他买的肉不能太多了也不能太寒碜，做家务他不能动静太大又不能不做；在老头眼前他不能把自己搞得太闲或太忙，跟老头话不能太顺着更不能违逆，他答话不能沉默也不能太多……<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Zyo6L+Z5Liq5a626YeM77yM5LuW6K+l5aaC5L2V5a2Y5Zyo77yfPC9wPg=='));</script>

在这个家里，他该如何存在？<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6KKr6KOB5o6J5Lul5ZCO77yM5LuW5pyA5oOz5YGa55qE5LqL5oOF77yM5piv54m1552A5aWz5YS/55qE5omL44CB5ZCs5aW55ZSx552A5YS/5q2M6YCB5aW55Y675bm85YS/5Zut77yM5Y+v5piv77yM5LiA5qyh5Lmf5rKh5qixPC9wPg=='));</script>

被裁掉以后，他最想做的事情，是牵着女儿的手、听她唱着儿歌送她去幼儿园，可是，一次也没樱<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB5LiI5Lq64oCU4oCU5a2p5a2Q55qE5aSW5YWs44CB5aa75a2Q55qE54i25Lqy44CB6Ieq5bex55qE5a625Lq677yM5LiA5Liq5pyJ5ouF5b2T44CB5pyJ6IO95Yqb44CB5pyJ5b+D5Yqy5YS/55qE6ICBZOWRmO+8jOS4gOS4quWvuemprOWutuWxr+WBmuWHuui/h+W3qOWkp+i0oeeMrueahOiAgeadkemVv++8jOi/meagt+eahOS6uueJqeWHuueOsOWcqOiHquW3semdouWJje+8jOS4juiHquW3seS7heS7hemalOedgOS4gOaOkuaftOexs+ayueebkOmFsemGi+iMtuOAguWmguatpOS6suWvhuebuOWkhO+8jOS9nOS4uuaZmui+iOOAgeWls+Wpv++8jOS9leiHtOi/nOS4jeWPr+S4jeaYr+aDtuaBkOeahOOAgjwvcD4='));</script>

老丈人——孩子的外公、妻子的父亲、自己的家人，一个有担当、有能力、有心劲儿的老d员，一个对马家屯做出过巨大贡献的老村长，这样的人物出现在自己面前，与自己仅仅隔着一排柴米油盐酱醋茶。如此亲密相处，作为晚辈、女婿，何致远不可不是惶恐的。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6Z2i5a+55p2D5aiB77yM5LuW5LiN55+l6YGT6K+l5Y+N5oqX6L+Y5piv6K+l6aG65LuO44CC5peg6K665Y+N5oqX6L+Y5piv6aG65LuO77yM5LiN6L+H5piv5a+5546w54q255qE5ouJ5Ly45o+P55S744CB5re75rK55Yqg6YaL572i5LqG4oCU4oCU5Y+N5oqX6ICB5aS05oiW6ICF6aG65LuO6ICB5aS05bm25LiN5Lya5pS55Y+Y5LuW6Ieq5bex5Lul5Y+K6L+Z5Liq5a625bqt55qE546w54q244CC5pei54S25LuW5L2c5L2V56eN5Y+N6aaI5Z2H5LiN6IO95pS55Y+Y55uu5LiL55qE54q25Ya177yM6YKj5LiN5aaC5LiN5Y+N6aaI44CB5LiN5ZCt5aOw44CB5LiN6Kej6YeK44CC5L2V6Ie06L+c5aaC5piv5oOz77yM5Lqm5aaC5piv5YGa44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

面对权威，他不知道该反抗还是该顺从。无论反抗还是顺从，不过是对现状的拉伸描画、添油加醋罢了——反抗老头或者顺从老头并不会改变他自己以及这个家庭的现状。既然他作何种反馈均不能改变目下的状况，那不如不反馈、不吭声、不解释。何致远如是想，亦如是做。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Lq655Sf77yM6KaB5LmI5by66KaB5LmI5byx77yM5L2V5Lul5by65L2V5Lul5byx6L+Y6ZyA6KaB6IKv5a6a5oiW5ZCm5a6a44CB54Kr6ICA5oiW6YGu5o6p44CB5aS45byg5oiW5L+u6aWw44CB5pit5ZGK5oiW6Kej6YeK5ZCX77yf5L2V6Ie06L+c6K6k5Li65qC55pys5LiN6ZyA6KaB44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

人生，要么强要么弱，何以强何以弱还需要肯定或否定、炫耀或遮掩、夸张或修饰、昭告或解释吗？何致远认为根本不需要。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5o6o6I2Q6YO95biC5aSn56We6ICB5pa95paw5LmmOjwvcD4='));</script>

推荐都市大神老施新书:<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+77yI77yJOzwvcD4='));</script>

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