26上 一夜枯败美人泪 一箱豪华小人骄（1 / 2）

<h3>26上 一夜枯败美人泪 一箱豪华小人骄（第1页）</h3><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiA56eS6K6w5L2P44CQeGlhb3lhbndlbnh1ZeOAkeeyvuW9qeaXoOW8ueeql+WFjei0ue+8geWQg+WujOmlreeci+WujOeUteW9se+8jOS4gOihjOS6uuWbnuWutuWQjuS5neeCueWNiuS6huOAgumSn+mbquaiheWuiemhv+WlveW8n+W8n+WtpuaIkO+8jOiHquW3seWbnuWwj+WnqOeahOWHuuenn+Wxi+WOu+S6huOAguWtpuaIkOi3n+edgOS7lOS7lOmSu+i/m+aIv+mHjOivtOivtOeskeeskeOAguiAgemprOe0r+S6hu+8jOelnuaAneWbsOmhv++8jOWPs+iEmuW+ruW+ruiCv+eXm++8jOS7luS4gOi/m+Wxi+WFiOWdkOWcqOemu+WutumXqOacgOi/keeahOmkkOahjOaXgeWWmOawlOOAgjwvcD4='));</script>

一秒记住【xiaoyanwenxue】精彩无弹窗免费！吃完饭看完电影，一行人回家后九点半了。钟雪梅安顿好弟弟学成，自己回小姨的出租屋去了。学成跟着仔仔钻进房里说说笑笑。老马累了，神思困顿，右脚微微肿痛，他一进屋先坐在离家门最近的餐桌旁喘气。

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脚旁的纸箱里堆放着他最珍视的西凤酒。老马沉思数秒，弯腰取来一瓶，拧开盖子，朝瓶盖里倒了半口，仰头抿嘴喝了下去，一口气喝了七个瓶盖。这才觉知身体里有了气，头脑上有了神，身子虽微微晃荡，可胳膊腿有了些劲儿。真是不得不服老，出门走了三公里不到，还吃了一顿大餐，中途不停地走走停停，没想到进小区大门时竟有些瘫软了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

农批市场里的钟能刚吃完晚饭，想起老马的表情图，笑劲儿还在胸前。他忍不住挑了七八张最搞笑的表情图发了给老马。老马听手机叮咚一声响了，打开智能手机点开微信，当看到一生严正的自己被孩子们恶搞时，老马先是愤怒，后被一股如邪气一般强而有力的情绪镇压并解散了愤怒，一阵大笑过后，老马也开始欣赏自己种种惨不忍睹的表情。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5rKJ6YeN55qE5LiA5aSp5Zyo56yR6K+d6YeM5YiS5LqG6L+H5Y674oCU4oCU5Lmf5piv5aW955qE44CC5LiA5YiH5qyi5Zac55qE57uT5bGA6YO95piv5aW955qE44CC5Lq655Sf5Y2R5b6u6ICM6Ium5rap77yM5Lq66Ze06I2S6LCs6ICM5rKn5qGR77yM6IO95pyJ5LiA5Liq5qyi5Zac57uT5bGA57uI5piv5aW955qE44CC6ICB6ams5LmQ5b6X5Luw5aS05YaN5Zad5LqG5LiJ5LqU5Liq55O255uW55qE6KW/5Yek6YWS77yM6aG/6KeJ5L2T5YaF55qE5rCU6KGA55Wl55Wl5rS76LeD5LqG5Lqb6K6444CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

沉重的一天在笑话里划了过去——也是好的。一切欢喜的结局都是好的。人生卑微而苦涩，人间荒谬而沧桑，能有一个欢喜结局终是好的。老马乐得仰头再喝了三五个瓶盖的西凤酒，顿觉体内的气血略略活跃了些许。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5b6u6YaJ55qE6ICB5aS05omT5byA5omH5a2Q77yM5omH552A6Z2i57qi6ICz6LWk55qE6Ieq5bex44CC6LaK6ICB5LqG6LaK6LSq5p2v77yM5Zyo5p2R6YeM6ZqU5LiJ5beu5LqU5Zyw5oOz5Zad5Lqb5bCP6YWS77yM54m55Yir5piv5Yas5aSp77yM5Yeg5LmO5aSp5aSp552h5YmN6KaB5oq/5Yeg5Zi044CC5Yiw5LqG5rex5Zyz5LiA5Liq5pyI5LqG6ICB5aS05YS/5Lmf5rKh5Zad5Yeg5qyh44CC5oOz5Yiw6L+Z6YeM77yM6ICB6ams5pCB5LiL5omH5a2Q77yM5Y+I54GM5LiL5Y675LqU5LiD5Y+j5rWT5rWT55qE6KW/5Yek6YWS44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

微醉的老头打开扇子，扇着面红耳赤的自己。越老了越贪杯，在村里隔三差五地想喝些小酒，特别是冬天，几乎天天睡前要抿几嘴。到了深圳一个月了老头儿也没喝几次。想到这里，老马搁下扇子，又灌下去五七口浓浓的西凤酒。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6YWS5oSP5q2j6YWj77yM6ICB5aS05pmV5pmV5Zyw5pGH5aS05pmD6ISR77yM5Zi06KeS5b6u57+Y44CC5b+95b+15aW95Yeg5aSp5rKh5ZCs56em6IWU5LqG77yM5LuW5omT5byA5omL5py654K55LqG5LiA6aaW44CK5Y2V5YiA6LW05Lya44CL77yM5ZCs552A5YWz57695pC65ZGo5LuT5LiA5Lq65Y2V5YiA6LW05Lic5ZC077yM5LiA5omL5oyB5YiA5LiA5omL57Sn5o+h6bKB6IKD77yM6ICB6ams55yJ6aOe6Imy6Iie77yM5YW06Ie05piC5oms77yM5aW95Ly86Ieq5bex5Lmf6a2C5YWl5rGf5Lic5Lqy5Li05b2T5Zy65LiA6Iis44CC5Lq655Sf5pyJ6YWS5pyJ5oiP77yM6ICz55WU5bCP5YS/5pKS5qyi77yM6ICB6ams6Laz55+j44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

酒意正酣，老头晕晕地摇头晃脑，嘴角微翘。忽念好几天没听秦腔了，他打开手机点了一首《单刀赴会》，听着关羽携周仓一人单刀赴东吴，一手持刀一手紧握鲁肃，老马眉飞色舞，兴致昂扬，好似自己也魂入江东亲临当场一般。人生有酒有戏，耳畔小儿撒欢，老马足矣。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5byA5LqG5LiA5aSp55qE5Lya77yM5qGC6Iux5pep57Sv5LqG44CC5pma5LiK5pys5oOz5pep54K55Zue5a6277yM6LCB5oiQ5oOz5Lia5Yqh6YOo55qE5a2f5bqG5oiQ5Zyo5ZCM5LqL5Lus56a75byA5ZCO77yM5LiT56iL6L+H5p2l5om+5qGC6Iux6L+Z5Liq5Lia5Yqh57uP55CG5o+Q5Lqk6L6e5ZGI44CC5qGC6Iux55yL5LqG6L6e6IGM5L+h5Y2B5YiG5aSx5pyb77yM6ICM5ZCO6Iqx5LqG5Lik5Liq5bCP5pe25ZKM5bqG5oiQ6ZW/6IGK77yM6IGK5bel6LWE5aWW6YeR44CB6IGK5YWs5Y+45Lia5Yqh44CB6IGK6KGM5Lia546v5aKD4oCm4oCm5pyA5ZCO77yM5qGC6Iux5L6d54S25rKh6IO955WZ5L2P5a2f5bqG5oiQ44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

开了一天的会，桂英早累了。晚上本想早点回家，谁成想业务部的孟庆成在同事们离开后，专程过来找桂英这个业务经理提交辞呈。桂英看了辞职信十分失望，而后花了两个小时和庆成长聊，聊工资奖金、聊公司业务、聊行业环境……最后，桂英依然没能留住孟庆成。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

大环境不好，公司业务严重萎缩，业务员提成大幅度减少，孟庆成的女儿今年正要上小学，各种花费桂英怎能不懂呢。可惜了一个业务能手，进公司三年，刚刚上手捞了些油水，还没赶上行业红利又速速退出了。近来走了李嘉民、旺涵，如今庆成也要走了，业务部人心动荡，桂英这个业务经理当得也十分忐忑。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5byA6L2m5Zue5a6255qE6ams5qGC6Iux5LiA6Lev5LiK5oOL5oOc5LiN5bey77yM5biC5Zy65Zyo6JCO57yp77yM6Jm96Ieq5bex55qE6IGM5L2N5ZKM5pS25YWl5rKh5Y+X5aSa5bCR5b2x5ZON77yM5L2G5LiA56eN5peg5b2i55qE5Y6L5Yqb5ZKM54Sm6JmR5oC756y8572p552A5aW577yM5LiA5Yiw5YWs5Y+45aW55L6/6KeJ5Y6L5oqR44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

开车回家的马桂英一路上惋惜不已，市场在萎缩，虽自己的职位和收入没受多少影响，但一种无形的压力和焦虑总笼罩着她，一到公司她便觉压抑。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

回家后一开门，一股再熟悉不过的酒味扑鼻而来，打开桂英童年开关的秦腔戏在屋里回荡，中年女人仿佛回到了三十年前的小院子里。老头儿躺在躺椅上，不知在哼唱还是在打呼噜，桂英不想打扰，转身去看孩子们。两孩子正在电脑前看视频，桂英和学成闲聊几句后回房了。回房后桂英关上门，拨通了致远的视频电话，夫妻两在电话里聊了起来。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

又是一个不眠夜，包晓棠到了凌晨两点依然睡不着。眼见到八月了，肚子会越来越大。过了今年的秋冬，这孩子便要出生了。春天是个好季节，小时候常听人说春天出生的孩子很聪明。如果是个女娃娃，取名包春梅、包雪心、包雪儿……跟着大姐姐雪梅的名字；如果是男娃娃，取名叫包大成、包学坤、包学远……跟着小哥哥学成的名字。幻想二十年后自己将有一个如雪梅这般懂事又英俊的孩子，包晓棠在黑夜里忍不住笑了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

最近晓棠总是梦见母亲，在梦里母亲知道她怀孕了，她向母亲诉说自己的不易，母亲也温婉慈爱地宽慰她、支持她、抱着她哭，可惜回回哭醒了。她依稀记得母亲在梦里说会帮她带孩子，帮她做饭洗碗，帮她洗衣扫地……美人儿流着泪，她使劲想也想不起来母亲的模样了。晓棠抚摸着自己的肚子，不知道将来自己的孩子会不会也在多年以后记不清自己的模样。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

这孩子生在三月——惊蛰以后，春分之前。要是个男孩还好，将来是顶天立地的大男儿，生了个男子自己的晚年也算有靠头了；若生了个女儿呢？将来嫁了人，自己替女儿带孩子——也不错！只可惜是个私生女，想要嫁个稍有门楣的怕是不行了……无限心事，压在晓棠胸前，不值钱也不顶事的泪一串一串地往下流。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pmT5qOg55So6KGj5pyN5pOm5LqG5pOm6by75raV5ZKM5rOq5rC077yM5pyb552A56qX5aSW5piP5pqX55qE54Gv5YWJ77yM5oOz6LGh6Ieq5bex55qE5a2p5a2Q5bCG6Lef552A6Ieq5bex5bCG5Zyo6L+Z5qC356C05pen55qE5Ye656ef5bGL6YeM5Ye655Sf44CB5oiQ6ZW/44CB5LiK5a2m4oCm4oCm5ZGo5pyr55qE5pe25YCZ5aW55Lus5q+N5a2Q5LiA5Z2X5riF55CG5bCP5bGL6YeM55qE5rGh5Z6i5LiA5Z2X5YGa5a625Yqh77yM5Y+R5bel6LWE55qE5pe25YCZ5aW55Lus5q+N5aWz56m/5b6X5ryC5ryC5Lqu5Lqu55qE5Y676YCb6KGX77yM56uv5Y2I44CB5Lit56eL5ZKM6L+H5bm055qE5pe25YCZ5aW55Lus5q+N5a2Q5LqM5Lq65ZCI5LyZ5YyF6aW65a2Q44CB5ZCD54Gr6ZSF4oCm4oCm5pmT5qOg5o2C552A6IS45Y+I5LiA6Zi15ZGc5ZK977yM56uf5ZC16YaS5LqG5peB6L6555qE6ZKf6Zuq5qKF44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

晓棠用衣服擦了擦鼻涕和泪水，望着窗外昏暗的灯光，想象自己的孩子将跟着自己将在这样破旧的出租屋里出生、成长、上学……周末的时候她们母子一块清理小屋里的污垢一块做家务，发工资的时候她们母女穿得漂漂亮亮的去逛街，端午、中秋和过年的时候她们母子二人合伙包饺子、吃火锅……晓棠捂着脸又一阵呜咽，竟吵醒了旁边的钟雪梅。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5b6F6Zuq5qKF552h54af5Lul5ZCO77yM5pmT5qOg57un57ut55WF5oOz77yM5pe25Zac5pe25b+n77yM5pe256yR5pe25ZOt77yM5ZOq6YeM552h5b6X552A77yf5amA5aic5Y+I5Y+v5oCc55qE5aWz5Lq677yM5bKC5piv5LuK5aSc5aaC5q2k77yf6Ieq5oCA5a2V5Lul5ZCO77yM5pmT5qOg5aSc5aSc6L6X6L2s6Zq+55yg44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

待雪梅睡熟以后，晓棠继续畅想，时喜时忧，时笑时哭，哪里睡得着？婀娜又可怜的女人，岂是今夜如此？自怀孕以后，晓棠夜夜辗转难眠。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

有个孩子陪她度过余生也不错，她努力工作赚钱养家，孩子负责好好上学考个名牌大学，考不上名牌考个重本也行，考不上重本像梅梅这样考个三本也可以。到年龄了她照看孩子嫁人或结婚，然后替他们一心一意带孩子，即便嫁人嫁得不正、娶妻娶得不贤，她在有生之年还能搭点劲儿帮帮自己的孩子。可若……她像她的母亲、父亲一样早早去世，那她的孩子该怎么办呢？<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YyF5pmT5qOg5oOz5Yiw6L+Z6YeM77yM5o+q5b+D5b6X5b+N5LiN5b6X77yM5aW55oWi5oWi5oyq5LiL5bqK77yM5Y675LqG5Y2r55Sf6Ze077yM5YWz6LW36Zeo5p2l77yM5LiA5Liq5Lq65YeM5pmo5LiJ54K55ZaY552A5aSn5ZOt44CC5a+M6LS15pyJ5ZG977yM55Sf5q275Zyo5aSp44CC6L+Z5LiW6Ze05pKH5LiL5a2p5a2Q5pep5pep5b2S6KW/55qE5Lq66L+Y5bCR5ZCX77yf54i25q+N5LiA5pa55LuZ6YCd55WZ5LiL5LiA5pa577yM5a2p5a2Q55qE5aSp6L+Y5aGM5LiN5LqG77yb5Y+v5aW555qE5a2p5a2Q5Y+q5pyJ5aW55LiA5Liq5Lq677yM5aW55piv5aW55a2p5a2Q55qE5aSp77yM5aaC5p6c5ZOq5aSp5aW56ISG5byx5LqG44CB5YCS5LiL5LqG44CB5LiN5Zyo5LqG4oCm4oCm5Y2z5L6/5LiK5aSp5Z6C5oCc5aW55pyJ5bm45bim552A5a2p5a2Q5auB5LqG77yM6Z2e5Lqy55Sf55qE57uI56m26ZqU5bGC57qx4oCU4oCU5Y+k5p2l5ZCR5aaC5q2k44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

包晓棠想到这里，揪心得忍不得，她慢慢挪下床，去了卫生间，关起门来，一个人凌晨三点喘着大哭。富贵有命，生死在天。这世间撇下孩子早早归西的人还少吗？父母一方仙逝留下一方，孩子的天还塌不了；可她的孩子只有她一个人，她是她孩子的天，如果哪天她脆弱了、倒下了、不在了……即便上天垂怜她有幸带着孩子嫁了，非亲生的终究隔层纱——古来向如此。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

晓棠头靠墙哭得不成人样，她打开手机，摇着头捂着嘴，颤颤巍巍地打开了预约妇科的app，而后晃荡着手预约了明天下午的医生。预约完后，她坐在卫生间的地上，抱着肚子哭得肺腑阵痛。她用拳头狠狠地砸墙，用巴掌狠狠地扇自己，用牙齿狠狠地咬嘴唇，她急得跺脚撞头，她哭着喊用陕西话喊妈妈……她在用惩罚自己来赎罪，她在制造身体的疼，为的是转移心里的痛。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

早上七点半，钟雪梅醒了。起床后没见小姨，她好奇地在屋里找。最后打开卫生间的门时，小姑娘几乎吓傻了——她小姨蜷缩在卫生间一平米大的地上，两眼发直，一身凌乱，身上几处是血，嘴里轻轻啜泣。小姑娘哭着赶紧去抱小姨，最后把小姨搀扶到了床上，为她盖好被单，擦了擦头发的水、脸上的泪和身上的血。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Yiw5LqG5bqK5LiK55qE5YyF5pmT5qOg77yM5L6d54S25Zyo5ZOt77yM5pe26ICM5r+A54OI5pe26ICM5bmz57yT77yM5rOq56uf5rKh5pat6L+H44CC5aW55LiA5Liq5peg5YCa6Z2g55qE5Y2V6JaE5aWz5a2Q77yM5aaC5L2V54K85bCx5LiA5Y+M54Gr55y86YeR552b5p2l6K+G5Yir5aW955S35Lq65ZKM5Z2P55S35Lq677yM5aaC5L2V5aSE572u6YKj5peg5oOF5peg5LmJ55qE6JaE5oOF6YOO5p2O5b+X5p2D77yM5aaC5L2V5oqK5LiA5Liq5Y+q5Lya5ZOt55qE5am05a2p5ouJ5omv5oiQ5LiA5Liq5oeC5LqL5pyJ5b+X55qE5aSn5Lq64oCm4oCm5LiW6Ze05aWz5Lq677yM57uI5b2S6Ium5aSa55Sc5bCR44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

到了床上的包晓棠，依然在哭，时而激烈时而平缓，泪竟没断过。她一个无倚靠的单薄女子，如何炼就一双火眼金睛来识别好男人和坏男人，如何处置那无情无义的薄情郎李志权，如何把一个只会哭的婴孩拉扯成一个懂事有志的大人……世间女人，终归苦多甜少。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5ZGo5LiJ5LiA5pep6LW35p2l77yM5p2R6YeM55qE55S16K+d5p2l5LqG44CC5p2R6YeM5Lq65aSn5aSa55+l6YGT6ICB6ams5pep6LW355qE5Lmg5oOv77yM55S16K+d5Lmf5aSa5omT5Zyo5pep5LiK44CC5LiA5Liq5LiJ5LqU5YiG6ZKf55qE55S16K+d77yM556s6Ze05oqK6ICB6ams55qE5oCd57uq5ouJ5Yiw5LqG6ams5a625bGv6YeM44CC5rKf6LC35Lit55qE54uX5bC+6I2J6K+l5oq956mX5a2Q5LqG5ZCn77yM5LuW55qE6ICB6Zi/6buE5piv5LiN5piv6ICB5b6X5ZKM5LuW5LiA5qC35LiN5L6/5Yip5LqG77yM6Iux6Iux5aaI5Z2f5LiK55qE6JK/6I2J5rKh5Lq6566h5piv5ZCm6ZW/5b6X5pu06auY5oyR5LqG4oCm4oCmPC9wPg=='));</script>

周三一早起来，村里的电话来了。村里人大多知道老马早起的习惯，电话也多打在早上。一个三五分钟的电话，瞬间把老马的思绪拉到了马家屯里。沟谷中的狗尾草该抽穗子了吧，他的老阿黄是不是老得和他一样不便利了，英英妈坟上的蒿草没人管是否长得更高挑了……<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

老马吐出了一口浓稠的烟气，他放下水烟袋，起身去撕日历。他撕掉的是农历六月二十一的，那是六月的最后一个节气——大暑，下一个节气是立秋了。时光在城市里走得很快，快得寻不见影子。在乡野，一切皆是时光的代言，从大地到日月，从树枝到野草，从果子到种子，从小鸟到虫子……<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

每年秋收时，北方农家家家堆满了丰收的成果，院子被占得无处下脚。刚从地里拔回来的花生、新掰的玉米、草房里堆着的红苕蔓……柴火堆边塑料纸下，盖着的是白芝麻和黄豆，厨房屋子的空地上，分拨放着青辣椒、棉花、绿豆、高粱……就怕一场秋雨淋坏了，家里能放的地方都放着。