16下 贪嗔痴慢疑 各有各的愁（2 / 2）

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仔仔趴在地上，在漾漾矮小的床底下捞钱——十块的、一百的、五十的、五毛的……一会子地上一大摊钱，连晓棠也忍不住笑了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Y6777yM5ou/5Liq5aGR5paZ6KKL5oqK6ZKx6KOF6LW35p2l77yB4oCd5qGC6Iux5oyH5oyl5YS/5a2Q44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“去，拿个塑料袋把钱装起来！”桂英指挥儿子。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuU5LuU6KOF5aW95Lul5ZCO77yM5qGC6Iux5o+Q552A5aGR5paZ6KKL5bCG6YKj6ZKx5omU5Yiw6ICB6ams6Lqr6L656K+04oCc5Lul5ZCO5oqK5L2g55qE6ZKx55yL5aW977yM5Yir5YaN6K6p5a2p5a2Q5oOm6K6w77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

仔仔装好以后，桂英提着塑料袋将那钱扔到老马身边说“以后把你的钱看好，别再让孩子惦记！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5oCO5LmI6K+06K+d55qE77yf4oCd6ICB6ams5oCS5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你怎么说话的？”老马怒了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5Lus5LuO5p2l5LiN55So546w6YeR77yM5a626YeM5Y+q5L2g5LiA5Liq5Lq655So546w6YeR77yM6L+Y5LiN5piv5L2g5rKh55yL5aW96ZKx77yB5aW55ou/5LqG5Zub5Zue5L2g5rKh5Y+R546w5ZCX77yf5L2g5pep5Y+R546w5pep5aSE55CG6IO95ou/6L+Z5LmI5aSa6ZKx5ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我们从来不用现金，家里只你一个人用现金，还不是你没看好钱！她拿了四回你没发现吗？你早发现早处理能拿这么多钱吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5aW55LiK5qyh5ou/5oiR55qE56yU5L2g5aSE55CG5LqG5ZCX77yf5LiK5qyh5aSE55CG5LqG5bCx5rKh6L+Z5Zue55qE5LqL5ZWm77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“她上次拿我的笔你处理了吗？上次处理了就没这回的事啦！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams5oC85b6X5qGC6Iux55CG5bGI6K+N56m344CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马怼得桂英理屈词穷。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5qGC6Iux5oqx552A5a2p5a2Q5Y+I6LeR5Y675om+6Ie06L+c77yM5Z+L5oCo5LuW5Li65L2V5Ye65omL6L+Z5LmI6YeN44CC6Ie06L+c6Zmk5LqG5Y+55rCU77yM5peg6K+d5Y+v5Zue77yM5Lu755Sx5qGC6Iux5Zyo6YKj5LiA6YCa5Y+R5rOE77yM5LuW55yL552A6Ziz5Y+w5aSW55qE5re35rWK77yM55qx552A55yJ77yM5Y6L552A5rCU44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

桂英抱着孩子又跑去找致远，埋怨他为何出手这么重。致远除了叹气，无话可回，任由桂英在那一通发泄，他看着阳台外的混浊，皱着眉，压着气。<script></script><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams5Zyo5pW055CG6KKL5a2Q6YeM55qE6ZKx77yM5LqU5q+b5Y2B5Z2X55qE77yM5LiA5byg5LiA5byg5pW077yM5pW05LqG5LiD5YWr5YiG6ZKf77yM5b+D54Sm5b6X5LiN6KGM44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马在整理袋子里的钱，五毛十块的，一张一张整，整了七八分钟，心焦得不行。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LuU5YS/77yM5oqK5L2g54i45aaI5Y+r5Ye65p2l77yB4oCd6ICB6ams5Yay5LuU5LuU5ZC844CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“仔儿，把你爸妈叫出来！”老马冲仔仔吼。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuU5LuU5oqK6Ie06L+c5ZKM5qGC6Iux5Y+r5p2l5ZCO77yM5Yeg5Liq5Lq65Z2Q5Zyo6aSQ5qGM5LiK77yM6ICB6ams6K6p5oqK5a2p5a2Q57uZ5pmT5qOg5ZOE552A44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

仔仔把致远和桂英叫来后，几个人坐在餐桌上，老马让把孩子给晓棠哄着。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZKx5Lus5Y+q5b2T5byA5Liq5Lya77yM5LiT6Zeo6K+06K+06L+Z5LqL5YS/77yB4oCd5LiA5a625Zub5Y+j5Z2Q6b2Q5LqG77yM6ICB6ams5YWI5byA5Y+j44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“咱们只当开个会，专门说说这事儿！”一家四口坐齐了，老马先开口。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc54i354i377yM5L2g5b2T6L+Z5piv5p2R5aeU5Lya5ZCX77yf6L+Y5byA5Lya5ZGi5oiR55qE5aSp4oCm4oCm5ZG15ZG15ZG177yB4oCd5Ye655Sf5LqO5Y2D56an5bm05Lul5ZCO55qE5LuU5LuU5b+N5LiN5L2P5Ziy6K6944CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“爷爷，你当这是村委会吗？还开会呢我的天……呵呵呵！”出生于千禧年以后的仔仔忍不住嘲讽。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5rKh5L2g6K+06K+d55qE5Lu95YS/77yB4oCd6ICB6ams55m95LqG5LiA5Liq55y877yM5LuU5LuU6ams5LiK5pS25LqG56yR44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“没你说话的份儿！”老马白了一个眼，仔仔马上收了笑。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LuK5aSp6L+Z5LqL5YS/6YO96K+05LiA6K+077yM6K+05a6M5LmL5ZCO5Lul5ZCO5LiN6KaB5YaN5o+Q5LqG77yB6Ie06L+c77yM5LuO5L2g5byA5aeL77yB4oCd6ICB6ams5oOz552A6Ie06L+c5pyA5Lit5q2j77yM5LuW5YWI5bmz5ZKM5Zyw6LW35Liq5aS05YS/44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“今天这事儿都说一说，说完之后以后不要再提了！致远，从你开始！”老马想着致远最中正，他先平和地起个头儿。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZWn5ZOO77yM5ry+5ry+5Lul5YmN5rKh6L+Z5Liq5q+b55eF44CC5a626YeM6L+Z5Yeg5bm05qC55pys5LiN55So546w6YeR77yM6Zmk5LqG5a2Y6ZKx572Q55qE6ZKx5Z+65pys5rKh5LuA5LmI546w6YeR5LqG44CC54i477yM5YW25a6e6L+Z6Lef5L2g5pyJ5YWz6IGU77yM5L2g5aW95Yeg5qyh55So6ZKx5p2l6K+x5a+85a2p5a2Q5YGa6L+Z5YGa6YKj77yM5bCP5a2p6Ieq54S25Lul5Li66ZKx5piv5aW95Lic6KW/77yM5b+D6YeM5oOm6K6w5LiK5LqG44CC4oCd6Ie06L+c5peg5Y+v6K6z6KiA77yM6K+05Ye65LqG5LuW5pyA5oOz6K+055qE44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“啧哎，漾漾以前没这个毛病。家里这几年根本不用现金，除了存钱罐的钱基本没什么现金了。爸，其实这跟你有关联，你好几次用钱来诱导孩子做这做那，小孩自然以为钱是好东西，心里惦记上了。”致远无可讳言，说出了他最想说的。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5ou/6ZKx6K+x5a+85aW54oCU4oCU6L+Z5Liq5piv5oiR55qE6Zeu6aKY44CC6YKj5aW55aaC5p6c5LiN5piv5LuO5oiR6L+Z6YeM55+l6YGT6ZKx5piv5aW95Lic6KW/77yM6IKv5a6a5Lmf5Lya5LuO5Yir5Lq66YKj55+l6YGT6ZKx5piv5aW95Lic6KW/77yM5pep55+l6YGT5pep5aSE55CG5oC75b2S5piv5aW955qE44CC5L2g5pS+5b+D77yM5oiR5Lul5ZCO5LiN5Lya5YaN5ou/6ZKx6K+x5a+85aW55LqG44CC6L+Y5pyJ5LuA5LmI77yM6ams5qGC6Iux5L2g6K+077yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我拿钱诱导她——这个是我的问题。那她如果不是从我这里知道钱是好东西，肯定也会从别人那知道钱是好东西，早知道早处理总归是好的。你放心，我以后不会再拿钱诱导她了。还有什么，马桂英你说！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LuU5LuU5ry+5ry+5piv5oiR5Lus55qE5a2p5a2Q77yM5Lul5ZCO5LuW5Lus5pyJ5LuA5LmI6Zeu6aKY77yM5L2g5LiN6KaB566h77yM5rC46L+c6YO95LiN6KaB566h77yB5L2g5Y+q6KaB5ZGK6K+J5oiR5ZKM6Ie06L+c5bCx6KGM5LqG77yM5oiR5Lus5Lya5aSE55CG55qE77yB4oCd5qGC6Iux5Yi75oSP5by66LCD4oCc5rC46L+c4oCd5Lik5a2X44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“仔仔漾漾是我们的孩子，以后他们有什么问题，你不要管，永远都不要管！你只要告诉我和致远就行了，我们会处理的！”桂英刻意强调“永远”两字。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LuK5aSp5oiR5Lmf5rKh566h5ZGA77yB6L+Z5LqL5pys5p2l5a6M5LqG77yM5L2g6Ieq5bex5Zue5p2l5ZCO6Ze56IW+5LiA55Wq77yM5oCq6LCB77yf4oCd6ICB6ams5bCx5LqL6K665LqL44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“今天我也没管呀！这事本来完了，你自己回来后闹腾一番，怪谁？”老马就事论事。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6KeB5LyX5Lq65peg6K+d77yM6ICB6ams5o6l552A6K+04oCc6Ie06L+c77yM5ry+5ry+6L+Z5Yeg5aSp5aSp5aSp5Zue5p2l5oqx552A5paw546p5YW377yM5L2g5rKh5LuU57uG6Zeu6Zeu77yf5aW55ZCD6aWt5bCR5piv5Zug5Li65aW55YWI5YmN5ZCD6Zu26aOf5pep5ZCD6aWx5LqG77yM5L2g5rKh5Y+R546w77yf5a6i5Y6F6YeM546w5Zyo5pS+552A5Liq6YKj5LmI5aSn55qE5py65Zmo546p5YW35L2g5rKh55yL6KeB77yf6L+Y5pyJ5L2g77yM5LqL5oOF5bey57uP5a6M5LqG4oCU4oCU5a6M5LqG77yB5L2g5omN55+l6YGT77yB5aW95a625LyZ77yB6L+Z5Zq35Zq36YKj5Zq35Zq35Zyw5YWI5oCq5oiR77yM5Li65LuA5LmI5L2g6L+Z5Liq5b2T5aaI55qE5piv5pyA5ZCO5LiA5Liq55+l6YGT55qE77yf5LuU5LuU5LiN6Lef5L2g6K+05L2g5Yiw546w5Zyo5LiU6JKZ5Zyo6byT6YeM5ZGQ77yB6L+Y5pyJ5L2g77yM5LuU5YS/77yM5aa55aa55bey57uP6KKr5L2g54i454i45oOp572a5LqG77yM5L2g5Zyo5L2g5aaI6Lef5YmN54W96aOO54K554Gr55qE5bmy5LuA5LmI77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

见众人无话，老马接着说“致远，漾漾这几天天天回来抱着新玩具，你没仔细问问？她吃饭少是因为她先前吃零食早吃饱了，你没发现？客厅里现在放着个那么大的机器玩具你没看见？还有你，事情已经完了——完了！你才知道！好家伙！这嚷嚷那嚷嚷地先怪我，为什么你这个当妈的是最后一个知道的？仔仔不跟你说你到现在且蒙在鼓里呐！还有你，仔儿，妹妹已经被你爸爸惩罚了，你在你妈跟前煽风点火的干什么？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5ZOq6YeM54W96aOO54K554Gr5LqG77yB5oiR5a6e5LqL5rGC5piv5Zyw6K+05aW95LiN5aW977yB4oCd5LuU5LuU5oy655u06Lqr5p2/44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我哪里煽风点火了！我实事求是地说好不好！”仔仔挺直身板。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5Yia5omN5Zac5ruL5ruL55qE6YKj5qC35YS/77yM5L2g5b2T5oiR5Lus5piv556O5a2Q5Zib77yB5L2g5Lik5Liq6IiF6IiF5a+55L2g5aaI6L+Z5Liq5aa55aa55aSa5aW977yB5oCO5LmI5L2g6L+Z5Liq5ZOl5ZOl5Yiw5aSE55yL5aa55aa556yR6K+d77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你刚才喜滋滋的那样儿，你当我们是瞎子嘛！你两个舅舅对你妈这个妹妹多好！怎么你这个哥哥到处看妹妹笑话！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5Lik5Liq6IiF6IiF5a+55oiR5aaI5aW977yM6YKj5piv5Zug5Li65L2g5a+55oiR5aaI5LiN5aW977yB5LuW5Lus5Y+v5oCc5oiR5aaI77yB546w5Zyo5YWo5a625Lq65a+55aW55q+U5a+55oiR5LiN55+l6YGT6KaB5aW95aSa5bCR5YCN77yB5oiR6K+05LuA5LmI5LqG5ZCX77yf4oCd5LuU5LuU57qi5LqG55y855y244CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我两个舅舅对我妈好，那是因为你对我妈不好！他们可怜我妈！现在全家人对她比对我不知道要好多少倍！我说什么了吗？”仔仔红了眼眶。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5Zq35Zq35LuA5LmI77yf4oCd6ICB6ams6L275ouN5qGM5a2Q44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你嚷嚷什么？”老马轻拍桌子。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

“他们两宠着她，你才来几天也宠着她！她偷了七八百的笔你们没一个人教育她，这才有今天三番五次地再偷！她偷了那么多钱我说一说还不能说了吗？我在家里地位就这么卑微吗？我屋子被分、我桌子被占、我做作业被吵、我的偶像被换了，难道我不能抱怨几句吗？我就问你们，这个家还是我的家吗？”仔仔激动地一气喊完，踢开椅子转身走了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5qGM5LiK55qE5LiJ5Liq5aSn5Lq65L2O5aS05peg6KiA44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

桌上的三个大人低头无言。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

许久后老马长叹一声，开腔“行了，孩子打了也教育了，大人的问题也揪出来了，这件事儿到头了，以后谁也别提了。”说完自己去阳台的躺椅上，掰开塑料袋，继续在那儿整钱。这屋里的人哪知道老马的钱是如何来之不易，那是地里一个果子一个果子换来的，一锄头一耙子挖来的，无论如何也要尊重这一块五毛的钱，尊重钱背后的人的辛苦和地的时间。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6aSQ5qGM5LiK5Y+q5Ymp5aSr5aa75Lik5LqG77yM5qGC6Iux5pyb552A6Ie06L+c77yM5b+95Y+R546w5LuW6IS45LiK546w5Ye65LiA56eN5aW555yL5LiN5oeC55qE56We5oOF44CC5aW55o+h5L2P5LqG6Ie06L+c55qE5omL77yM6Ie06L+c5Y205oq96LWw5omL77yM5LiA5Liq5Lq65Zue5bGL5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

餐桌上只剩夫妻两了，桂英望着致远，忽发现他脸上现出一种她看不懂的神情。她握住了致远的手，致远却抽走手，一个人回屋了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

回屋后的仔仔满脸泪水。虽模样长成了大人一般，可心地依然是个孩子。曾被父母专宠的那份独一无二被妹妹瓜分了，如今连自己几平米大的物理世界也要被爷爷瓜分。近段时间学习成绩明显下滑，已经被老师在班里点名了，眼下他正面临的一个学生最重要的事情——期末考试，这也被家里人彻底忽视了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5b6A5bi45q+P5qyh5pyf5pyr6ICD6K+V5LmL5YmN77yM54i454i455So5b+D6L6F6YGT44CB5aaI5aaI56uv5rGk6YCB6Iy254K577yM546w5Zyo5Yir6K+054i25q+N55qE5YWz5rOo5LqG77yM5q+P5pel5Zue5a6256uf5piv5Lqb6bih5q+b6JKc55qu55qE56C05LqL5YS/44CC5LuU5LuU5Z+L5oCo6L+Z5Lqb5pel5a2Q6YeM55qE5LiN5aSq5bmz77yM5pu05aeU5bGI5Zyo5LiN5aSq5bmz5Lit5LuW5Li65L2V5oC75piv6YKj5Liq6KKr5LyX5Lq65b+955Wl55qE5Lq644CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

往常每次期末考试之前，爸爸用心辅道、妈妈端汤送茶点，现在别说父母的关注了，每日回家竟是些鸡毛蒜皮的破事儿。仔仔埋怨这些日子里的不太平，更委屈在不太平中他为何总是那个被众人忽略的人。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5oCO5LmI5LqG77yf4oCd5qGC6Iux5Zue5bGL5ZCO77yM5Z2Q5Zyo5bqK5LiK77yM5pyb552A6Ziz5Y+w5LiK5Y+M5omL5oqx6IO455qE5LiI5aSr44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你怎么了？”桂英回屋后，坐在床上，望着阳台上双手抱胸的丈夫。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5rKh5LuA5LmI44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“没什么。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5oOF57uq5LiN5a+55ZGA77yB4oCd5qGC6Iux5LiA6IS45ouF5b+n44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你情绪不对呀！”桂英一脸担忧。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZOq5pyJ77yf5rKh5LuA5LmI44CC4oCd6Ie06L+c5aS05Lmf5LiN5Zue5Zyw6K+044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“哪有？没什么。”致远头也不回地说。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5pyJ5LuA5LmI5LqL6K+05byA5ZGA77yB4oCd5qGC6Iux5ri05pyb5LiI5aSr5oqK5aW55b2T5pyL5Y+L5LiA6Iis5pWe5byA5b+D5omJ44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你有什么事说开呀！”桂英渴望丈夫把她当朋友一般敞开心扉。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5rKh5LuA5LmI5LqL5YS/77yM5Y2B54K55Y2K5LqG77yM5L2g5Y6755yL5ry+5ry+552h5LiL5rKh77yM5oiR5Y675LiN5pa55L6/44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“没什么事儿，十点半了，你去看漾漾睡下没，我去不方便。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5qGC6Iux5pyb552A6Ie06L+c77yM6Ie06L+c5pyb552A56qX5aSW77yM5Lik5Y+j5a2Q5rKJ6buY54mH5Yi777yM5qGC6Iux6LWw5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

桂英望着致远，致远望着窗外，两口子沉默片刻，桂英走了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5ry+5ry+5bey57uP5Zyo5pmT5qOg5oCA6YeM552h552A5LqG77yM5qGC6Iux5oKE5oKE5YWz5LiK6Zeo77yM5Zyo6aSQ5qGM5LiK54us6Ieq5Y+R5ZGG44CC5aW55piv6L+Z5Liq5a6255qE5Li75Lq677yM5Lmf5piv5LiA5Liq57y65L2N55qE44CB5ruR56i955qE5Li75Lq644CC5aW55b+N5LiN5L2P5Zyw5oyH6LSj54i25Lqy77yM5aW55Lmg5oOv5oCn5Zyw5YGP5ZCR5aWz5YS/4oCU4oCU5Y2z5L6/5aW55b6I54ix5YS/5a2Q44CC5aW55q+P5aSp5Zue5p2l5b6I5pma77yM5pma5b6X6ZSZ6L+H5LqG5ZKM5aWz5YS/6K+055Sc6KiA6Jyc6K+t55qE5pe26Ze077yM5pma5b6X5ouJ5LiN5L2P5aWz5YS/5oiQ6ZW/55qE5q2l6LCD44CC5qGC6Iux5LuO6aSQ5Y6F5p625a2Q5LiK5omT5byA5LqG5LiA55O257qi6YWS77yM6Ieq5bex57uZ6Ieq5bex5YCS5LqG5LiA5aSn5p2v77yM5aW55Zad6YWS55qE5Y6f5Zug5LiN5piv5Li65YS/5aWz5ZKM54i25Lqy5oSB77yM6ICM5piv5Li65LiI5aSr44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

漾漾已经在晓棠怀里睡着了，桂英悄悄关上门，在餐桌上独自发呆。她是这个家的主人，也是一个缺位的、滑稽的主人。她忍不住地指责父亲，她习惯性地偏向女儿——即便她很爱儿子。她每天回来很晚，晚得错过了和女儿说甜言蜜语的时间，晚得拉不住女儿成长的步调。桂英从餐厅架子上打开了一瓶红酒，自己给自己倒了一大杯，她喝酒的原因不是为儿女和父亲愁，而是为丈夫。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

致远今晚的神情让她有些陌生。在这世界上，她最恐惧的事情是和丈夫有隔阂——这是她这么多年以来一直尽力避免的事情。他有文化，是名牌大学的文学硕士，动不动信口拈来一句什么诗词，动不动便是哪个典故什么名人，而自己呢，“的地得”怎么用到现在也不会！致远津津乐道的诗词她连假装听也听不懂，她只能当个迷妹去崇拜他，可是她慌张她的偶像提了三五遍的东西她依然不知。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

晓棠抚摸着漾漾的头发，难以入睡。多年以来，她如此羡慕桂英的生活，没想到深入其中竟是鸡飞狗跳。蓦地她觉得自己单身的干净状态也未尝不可，什么也不沾染——没有孩子、没有老人、没有纠纷也没有伤心，纯净地如白云过高山一般。多年近观她姐姐包晓星的婚姻，伤痛多还是快乐多，尚是一笔难算的账。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

晓棠回想那些已婚同事的婚姻，没几个如意的。红梅四十多岁了忧愁没有孩子，十来年包养着一个天天打麻将的丈夫；海月嫁进了一个广东家庭里，和妯娌、婆婆的矛盾几乎耗尽了她所有的光华；菲菲和老公感情很好，可因为买房背负巨债，到了三十五也不敢怀孕生子；画雪嫁给了一个小富二代，结婚才两年老公已和两个小妹妹勾搭上了，她整日疑神疑鬼地毫无优雅和自信，生了孩子后虚老很多……甘瓜苦蒂，物不全美；人生残缺，婚姻亦难有圆满。想到这里，晓棠释然些许。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6L+Z5LiA5pma77yM6Ie06L+c5Lqm6Zq+55yg44CC5LuK5aSp5piv5LuW5Y+C5Yqg5bCP6K+05q+U6LWb55qE5pyA57uI5oiq56i/5pel77yM5LuW5rKh5pyJ5oyJ5pe25Y+R6KGo5a6M44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

这一晚，致远亦难眠。今天是他参加小说比赛的最终截稿日，他没有按时发表完。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5aaC5q2k57Of57OV55qE5LiA5aSp77yM5LuW5LiN5oOz5YaN57uZ6L+Z57Of57OV5oq55LiK5LiA5bGC54Gw6buR55qE5b+n6YOB44CC5omA5Lul77yM5LuW5LuA5LmI5Lmf5rKh6K+044CC5YeM5pmo5Lik54K55Y2K77yM5L2V6Ie06L+c56uZ5Zyo6Ziz5Y+w5LiK77yM5Luw5pyb5aS05LiK5rex6YKD55qE6buR5pqX77yM5LiA5Liq5Lq65Li65pif56m65Lyk5oSf77yM5pu/5LiH54mp5ZOA5Y+544CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

如此糟糕的一天，他不想再给这糟糕抹上一层灰黑的忧郁。所以，他什么也没说。凌晨两点半，何致远站在阳台上，仰望头上深邃的黑暗，一个人为星空伤感，替万物哀叹。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

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