16上 小妖精破天五偷 严慈父狠心痛打（2 / 2）

老马接过钱，放好拐杖，自己沾了点唾沫数了一数，好家伙——六百元整！<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5Liq56KO5bS95aiD77yM5YG35LqG5YWt55m+5YWD77yB6KaB6YCg5Y+N5ZGA5L2g77yB4oCd6ICB6ams55So6aOf5oyH5oiz552A5ry+5ry+77yM5ry+5ry+5omt5aS05ZmY5Zi04oCU4oCU5aSn6Zuo5bCG6Iez44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你个碎崽娃，偷了六百元！要造反呀你！”老马用食指戳着漾漾，漾漾扭头噘嘴——大雨将至。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6L+Y5oOz5ZOt77yB5L2g5LiA5YWx5YG35LqG5Yeg5qyh77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“还想哭！你一共偷了几次？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g6K+05LiN6K+077yf5LiN6K+05oiR5omT5L2g5LqG77yB4oCd5LiA57Gz5YWr55qE6ICB6ams5bCG5ouQ5p2W5Li+6Iez5Lik57Gz5LqU6auY77yM5ryU5Ye65LiA6IS45aiB5Lil5ZCT5ZSs5ry+5ry+44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你说不说？不说我打你了！”一米八的老马将拐杖举至两米五高，演出一脸威严吓唬漾漾。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5ry+5ry+5Luw5pyb5aaC5oiz5aSp5LiA6Iis55qE54G+6Zq+77yM55u05o6l5Z2Q5Zyo5Zyw5LiK77yM5ZOH5ZOH5aSn5ZOt44CC6ICB6ams6KeB5ZOt5LqG77yM5pS+5LiL5ouQ5p2W77yM5rKh5rOV5a2Q5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

漾漾仰望如戳天一般的灾难，直接坐在地上，哇哇大哭。老马见哭了，放下拐杖，没法子了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oCO5LmI5LqG54i477yf4oCd6Ie06L+c5Ye65p2l6Zeu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“怎么了爸？”致远出来问。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g6Zeu5aW55oCO5LmI5Zue5LqL77yf4oCd6ICB6ams5Z2Q5Zyo5bqK5LiK77yM5oyH552A5ry+5ry+77yM5oqK5YWt55m+5YWD5ouN5Zyo5qGM5LiK57uZ6Ie06L+c55yL44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你问她怎么回事？”老马坐在床上，指着漾漾，把六百元拍在桌上给致远看。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LiN6KaB5ZOt77yM5oCO5LmI5Zue5LqL77yf4oCd6Ie06L+c6LWw5Yiw5ry+5ry+6Lef5YmN77yM5ouJ6LW35ry+5ry+6Zeu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“不要哭，怎么回事？”致远走到漾漾跟前，拉起漾漾问。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LiN5YeG5ZOt77yB6ams5LiK5q2i5L2P77yB4oCd6Ie06L+c5Y6J5aOw5Y6J6Imy44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“不准哭！马上止住！”致远厉声厉色。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5ry+5ry+5ZCT5b6X5oaL5L2P5aOw5rCU5ZKM5rOq5rC044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

漾漾吓得憋住声气和泪水。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5piv5LiN5piv5ou/54i354i36ZKx5LqG77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你是不是拿爷爷钱了？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5ry+5ry+54K554K55aS044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

漾漾点点头。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g6Zeu5aW55YG35LqG5Yeg5qyh77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你问她偷了几次？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2V5LiA5ry+77yM5LiN5YeG5ZOt77yM54i454i46Zeu5L2g77yM5L2g5YG35LqG5Yeg5qyh77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“何一漾，不准哭，爸爸问你，你偷了几次？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5ry+5ry+5Ly45Ye65Y+z5omL5LqU5oyH77yM5YWI5byv5LiL5Y675LiA5Liq5ouH5oyH77yM5Y+I56uW6LW35p2l5LiA5Liq5ouH5oyH44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

漾漾伸出右手五指，先弯下去一个拇指，又竖起来一个拇指。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Yiw5bqV5Yeg5qyh77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“到底几次？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LqU5qyh4oCm4oCm4oCd5ry+5ry+5ouJ552A5ZOt6IWU5Zue6K+d44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“五次……”漾漾拉着哭腔回话。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5YG35LqG5LqU5qyh6ZKx77yB4oCd5L2V6Ie06L+c6Zq+5Lul572u5L+h44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你偷了五次钱！”何致远难以置信。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5YG35LqG5aSa5bCR77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“偷了多少？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5ry+5ry+5pGH5pGH5aS044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

漾漾摇摇头。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LiN5YeG5ZOt77yM5Yiw5bqV5YG35LqG5aSa5bCR6ZKx77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“不准哭，到底偷了多少钱？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5Lmf5LiN55+l6YGT77yB4oCd5ry+5ry+5LiA5oqK6by75raV5LiA5oqK5rOq77yM5LiK5bm85bCP54+t55qE5aW5552A5a6e5pWw5LiN5piO55m956m256uf5YG35LqG5aSa5bCR44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我也不知道！”漾漾一把鼻涕一把泪，上幼小班的她着实数不明白究竟偷了多少。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5YWJ6L+Z5LiA5Zue4oCU4oCU5YWt55m+77yB5L2g55yL5ZCT5Lq65LiN5ZCT5Lq677yB4oCd6ICB6ams5oyH552A5qGM5LiK55qE6ZKx44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“光这一回——六百！你看吓人不吓人！”老马指着桌上的钱。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6Ie06L+c5oy655u06Lqr5L2T77yM5Y+M5omL5Y+J6IWw77yM5rCU5b6X5ZKs552A5Zi05ZSH44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

致远挺直身体，双手叉腰，气得咬着嘴唇。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g55+l6YGT6ZSZ5LqG5ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你知道错了吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR55+l6YGT5LqG4oCm4oCm4oCd5ry+5ry+6aKk6aKk5beN5beN5Zyw6K+044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我知道了……”漾漾颤颤巍巍地说。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5YWI57uZ54i354i36YGT5q2J77yB4oCd6Ie06L+c5oyH552A6ICB6ams44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“先给爷爷道歉！”致远指着老马。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR4oCm4oCm6ZSZ5LqG4oCm4oCm54i354i34oCm4oCm4oCd6ICB6ams5LiA5ZCs6L+Z5Liq77yM5b+D6L2v5b6X6Lef5YWr5pyI5bqV55qE54af5p+/5a2Q5LiA6Iis44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我……错了……爷爷……”老马一听这个，心软得跟八月底的熟柿子一般。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc55+l6YGT5LqG5Lmf6KaB5oOp572a44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“知道了也要惩罚。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6Ie06L+c6K+05a6M5LiA5oqK5oqx6LW35ry+5ry+77yM5aSn5q2l6LWw5Yiw6Ziz5Y+w5LiK44CC5LuO6Ziz5Y+w5LiK5om+5Yiw5Liq5aGR5paZ55qE5pm+6KGj5p6277yM5oqK5ry+5ry+5pCs5YCS5Zyo5LuW6Iad55uW5LiK77yM5bem5omL5oyJ552A6Lqr5L2T77yM5Y+z5omL5ou/552A5pm+6KGj5p6255u05o6l5Zyo5bGB6IKh5LiK5omT6LW35p2l44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

致远说完一把抱起漾漾，大步走到阳台上。从阳台上找到个塑料的晾衣架，把漾漾搬倒在他膝盖上，左手按着身体，右手拿着晾衣架直接在屁股上打起来。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams57Sn5b+Z5pKF552A5bGB6IKh54yr552A6Lqr5a2Q5Ye65p2l55yL77yM5ZOO5ZGm77yM5Yqo55yf5qC85LqG77yB5omT5b6X5ZWq5ZWq5ZWq5Zyw5ZON77yM5LiA6IKh6ISR5YS/5omT5LqG5LiD5YWr5LiL44CC6ICB6ams5oOz5Y675Yi25q2i5Y+v6ISa5rKh5Yqo44CB5Zi05Lmf5rKh5Yqo44CC5Y+q5ZCs5ry+5ry+5ZOt5b6X6Lef5p2A54yq5Ly855qE5Yi66ICz77yM5LiK5LiL5LiJ5bGC5qW855qE6YK75bGF55qG5ZCs5b6X5Yiw44CC5pmT5qOg56m/5aW96KGj5pyN6LW25b+r5Ye65p2l44CC5omT5a6M5LqG6Ie06L+c5oqK5ry+5ry+5om2552A56uZ5aW977yM5ry+5ry+5Lik5omL5pG4552A5bGB6IKh5Y+35ZWV5aSn5ZOt44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马紧忙撅着屁股猫着身子出来看，哎呦，动真格了！打得啪啪啪地响，一股脑儿打了七八下。老马想去制止可脚没动、嘴也没动。只听漾漾哭得跟杀猪似的刺耳，上下三层楼的邻居皆听得到。晓棠穿好衣服赶快出来。打完了致远把漾漾扶着站好，漾漾两手摸着屁股号啕大哭。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Lul5ZCO6L+Y5YG354i354i36ZKx5ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“以后还偷爷爷钱吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5LiN5ZWm4oCm4oCm5LiN5ZWm4oCm4oCm4oCd5ry+5ry+5bGP5L2P5ZG85ZC45ZGc5ZK9552A6K+077yM6K+05a6M5Luw5aSp5aSn5ZOt77yM6YKj5LiA6IS455qE5rOq5rC05aaC5rKz5LiA6Iis44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我不啦……不啦……”漾漾屏住呼吸呜咽着说，说完仰天大哭，那一脸的泪水如河一般。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc546w5Zyo5Y675L2g6Ieq5bex5bGL6YeM5Y+N5oCd5Y+N5oCd77yM5ZCs5riF5qWa5rKh77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“现在去你自己屋里反思反思，听清楚没？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR4oCm4oCm5ZCs5riF5qWa5LqG4oCm4oCm4oCd5ry+5ry+5oqx552A5bGB6IKh5LiA6L655ZKz5LiA6L656K+044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我……听清楚了……”漾漾抱着屁股一边咳一边说。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Y6777yM5Y675L2g5bGL6YeM44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“去，去你屋里。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pmT5qOg6KeB5aW55oqx552A5bGB6IKh5aS05pyd5aSp77yM5ZOt5b6X5LiN55yL6Lev5oCV5aW55pGU5YCS5LqG77yM5LqO5piv5bCG5ry+5ry+5oqx6L+b5bGL6YeM44CC5LiA6Lev55y85rOq5LuO6aKd5aS05rWB5LiL5p2l77yM5ZOX5ZWm5ZWm5Zyw6Lef5LiL6Zuo5Ly855qE77yM6ICB6ams5b+D55a844CC5Zue5bGL5ZCO5pmT5qOg6KaB5oqx6KaB5ZOE5YaN5Lmf5LiN6K6p77yM5Y+q6La05Zyo5Zyw5LiK5oqx552A5bGB6IKh5ZOt552A5Y+r5aaI5aaI44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

晓棠见她抱着屁股头朝天，哭得不看路怕她摔倒了，于是将漾漾抱进屋里。一路眼泪从额头流下来，哗啦啦地跟下雨似的，老马心疼。回屋后晓棠要抱要哄再也不让，只趴在地上抱着屁股哭着叫妈妈。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6Ie06L+c6ZW/5ZCB55+t5Y+577yM5Zyo6Ziz5Y+w56uZ6YeM54mH5Yi777yM54S25ZCO6LWw6L+H5p2l6Zeu6ICB6ams4oCc54i477yM5aW55YG35LqG5L2g5aSa5bCR6ZKx77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

致远长吁短叹，在阳台站里片刻，然后走过来问老马“爸，她偷了你多少钱？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oCO5Zyw77yf5L2g6L+Y57uZ5oiR6L+Y6ZKx5ZGA77yB5ZWn5ZOO77yB6L+Z5LiN5piv6ZKx55qE5LqL77yM5oiR5piv5oCV5aW55YG35LiK55i+54OZ5LiL5q+b55eF5Za977yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“怎地？你还给我还钱呀！啧哎！这不是钱的事，我是怕她偷上瘾烙下毛病喽！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Zev77yM5oiR55+l6YGT44CC4oCd6Ie06L+c5L2O5aS05oq/5Zi077yM6ICM5ZCO6L2s6Lqr5Zue5bGL5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“嗯，我知道。”致远低头抿嘴，而后转身回屋了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

回屋后他一人双手叉腰站在屋里的阳台上，远眺窗外，心乱如麻。不打她不知错，打了她他心疼。毫无疑问，致远爱这个孩子胜过爱他自己。他一生严苛要求自己，为何如今自己养出来个偷钱的小孩。他有无数的理由可将此事化小化无看轻一些，许是他自己不冷静，他希望他的孩子是完美的、正义的、善良的。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

一股气堵在嗓子眼，致远在阳台上喘了几十分钟的大气，才平静下来。平静以后的致远，依然不能继续写作。他读了太多的书，看了太多的人生，他知道一切万物诸流最后的结局，那结局让他悲观。何致远鼓起勇气选择了一个有力的方向来冲抵自己人生悲观的结局，他在努力、在计划、在冲刺。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

可是，他总是被打断、被扰乱，总是在他兴致昂扬的时候生活泼给他各种怪味的臭水，他在心里无数次砸了书桌、毁了电脑、放弃自己，可绝望携手希望日夜尾随着他，他拖着自己沉重的中年肉身无奈继续前行，可笑每前行一步他便被生活往后拖拽三步。何致远做梦也幻想一个不被打扰、能自由写作的地方，哪怕这地方只容得下他和他的电脑就够了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

漾漾一直大哭，晓棠看她哭得惨痛，只让她趴在那儿自个哭。十来分钟后，等她哭得没力气声音小了，她才将孩子抱在自己怀里。漾漾在哭灼痛的屁股和无情的爸爸，那撕心裂肺的声音似是哭出了晓棠的悲惨，她抱着她也在垂泪。两个女人各自沉浸在自己的悲伤里无法自拔，她们的泪全流到了漾漾胸前的衣服上，一会那件小衣湿透了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

三十二岁的包晓棠在哀伤什么？得来不易又即将失去的工作、虚妄而不甘的感情、日渐耷拉枯败的容颜、注定游历于底层的人生、焦虑而无望的未来……女人的中年危机在三十岁，而她们的人生危机遍布一生。她们生来是花儿，无论如何逃不出被人指点、被人采摘的命运，要想活得平等被人敬仰，除非花朵儿天生具有强劲的药性或苦练一身被世人认可的功夫，要不然等到花朵儿败了，人生也彻底谢幕了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YyF5pmT5qOg5Zyo5ZOA5Lyk5ry+5ry+5ZOt5aOw5LmL5aSW55qE6L+35oOY77yM5ZOA5Lyk5bGL6YeM6YKj6KKr5Lq66Lip6LiP55qE546p5YW377yM5ZOA5Lyk5piP5pqX5Lit6IiU6IiQ5Lyk5Y+j55qE6Ieq5bex44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

包晓棠在哀伤漾漾哭声之外的迷惘，哀伤屋里那被人踩踏的玩具，哀伤昏暗中舔舐伤口的自己。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

已经过了一个小时了，坐在客厅的老马听漾漾还在呜呜咽咽。起初听得心疼，后来看电视给忘了，忽又听到略略心烦。他不知道其他人如何处理这个问题，老马年轻时一见他们兄妹三人哭闹便凶，一凶世界立刻太平了。如今他又不能凶桂英的孩子，忍又忍不了，坐也坐不住，看也看不进，老马走到致远房门口，门开着，他敲了三下。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oCO5LmI5LqG54i477yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“怎么了爸？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6L+Z6YeM5pyJ5rKh5pyJ6IO96LWw5LiA6LWw55qE5Zyw5pa577yM5oiR4oCm4oCm6L2s5LiA6L2s44CB6Z2Z5LiA6Z2Z77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“这里有没有能走一走的地方，我……转一转、静一静！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZGD77yM5qW85LiL5bCP5Yy64oCm4oCm4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“呃，楼下小区……”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5q+U6L6D5a6J6Z2Z55qE5Zyw5pa544CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“比较安静的地方。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6KaB5LiN4oCm4oCm5L2g5Y676aG25qW877yM5qW85LiK5piv5pm+6KKr5a2Q55qE5Zyw5pa577yM6YKj6YeM5rKh5Lq677yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“要不……你去顶楼，楼上是晾被子的地方，那里没人！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc55u05o6l5Z2Q55S15qKv5LiK5Y675ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“直接坐电梯上去吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Zev44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“嗯。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams6K+05a6M77yM6L2s6Lqr5Zue6Ieq5bex5bGL5o2i5LqG6Lqr6ZW/6KGj6ZW/6KOk44CC5p2l5rex5Zyz5Lul5ZCO5ZOq5YS/5Lmf5rKh5Y6777yM5oOz6L2s55qE5Zyw5pa55LiA5Liq5rKh6L2s77yM5Yy76Zmi5YCS5piv6LeR5b6X6Lev54af6Zeo5riF44CC6L+Z5piv6ICB6ams56ys5LiA5qyh5LiA5Liq5Lq65Ye66Zeo77yM5LuW55CG5aW95aS05Y+R44CB5oi05LiK6bit6IiM5bi944CB5pS+5aW95omL5py65ZKM5rC054Of6KKL44CB5oi05q2j5omL6KGo77yM5o2i5aW96Z6L5ZCO5ouE552A5ouQ5p2W5Ye66Zeo5LqG44CC5b+r5YWt54K555qE5YWJ5pmv77yM5LqR5b2p5q2j5piv6L+35Lq655qE5pe25YCZ44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马说完，转身回自己屋换了身长衣长裤。来深圳以后哪儿也没去，想转的地方一个没转，医院倒是跑得路熟门清。这是老马第一次一个人出门，他理好头发、戴上鸭舌帽、放好手机和水烟袋、戴正手表，换好鞋后拄着拐杖出门了。快六点的光景，云彩正是迷人的时候。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

顶楼此刻晒着不少衣服床单，老马一路弯腰绕道，寻到一处空旷的地方，找了个石墩子坐下来。三十三层的楼顶上，清风南来北往，老马环视四周，无人无声，他面朝北，仰望苍穹，心情顿时开阔起来。人不被俗世所累束，是喜悦的、清雅的。他望着被风送往北方的白云，嗅着马家屯被风吹到南国的乡土味儿。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams54K56LW35LiA6ZSF5rC054Of77yM5LuW5q+P5ZC45LiA5Y+j54Of77yM5L6/5pyd5aSp5ZCQ5Ye655m955m955qE54Of5rCU77yM5oS/6YKj54Of5rCU6IO96ZqP552A55m95LqR5LiA6YGT5YS/77yM57uV5bGx5rih5rC05aWU5ZCR5YyX5pa577yM56m/6L+H56em5bKt5p2l5Yiw5rit5rKz6L6555qE6ams5a625bGv6YKj5YS/77yb5oS/6YKj5LiA57yV57yV54Of5rCU5pu/5LuW6Zeu5YCZ6L+c5pa555qE6ams5a625bGv77yM6Zeu5YCZ5LuW6YCd5Y6755qE5a625Lq677yM6Zeu5YCZ5LuW5LiN6IO95pe25Yi75o2n6LW35p2l55qE6buE6Imy5pWF5Zyf44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马点起一锅水烟，他每吸一口烟，便朝天吐出白白的烟气，愿那烟气能随着白云一道儿，绕山渡水奔向北方，穿过秦岭来到渭河边的马家屯那儿；愿那一缕缕烟气替他问候远方的马家屯，问候他逝去的家人，问候他不能时刻捧起来的黄色故土。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

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