13下 袁铁生哭身后事 老戏迷虐两外孙（1 / 2）

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一秒记住【xiaoyanwenxue】精彩无弹窗免费！老马见铁生轻松了些许，心里宽慰，便问“铁生哥，你孙子现在多大了？”

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“刚高考完，等成绩呢！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6K6p5bu655Sf5Y+r5LuW6L+H5p2l5aSa6Zmq6Zmq5L2g77yM5pyJ5a2Z5a2Q5Zyo6L655LiK54Ot6Ze577yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“让建生叫他过来多陪陪你，有孙子在边上热闹！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LuW5LiN54ix6L+b5Yy76Zmi4oCm4oCm5ZOO4oCm4oCm6ZqP5L6/5LuW5LqG77yB4oCd6ZOB55Sf5pGG5LqG5pGG57uG57uG55qE6IOz6IaK77yM5Y+55LqG5Y+j5rCU77yM5o6l552A6K+04oCc5L2g6L+Z5Liq5aWz5aiD5pyJ56aP55u477yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“他不爱进医院……哎……随便他了！”铁生摆了摆细细的胳膊，叹了口气，接着说“你这个女娃有福相！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams5oq/5Zi05LiA56yR77yM54K554K56K6k5Y+v77yM54S25ZCO5oyH552A5ry+5ry+6K+04oCc56KO5aiD5aiD5Zib4oCU4oCU6Ieq5Zyo5LiN5oiQ5Lq65oiQ5Lq65LiN6Ieq5Zyo77yM546w5Zyo5piv5pyA5aW9546p55qE5pe25YCZ77yM5YaN5aSn54K55bCx5LiN5ZCs6K+d5LqG77yB5L2g566h5LiN5L2P5LqG77yB5LuW5ZOl5ZOl5LiK6auY5LiA5ZGi77yM5aSp5aSp6Lef5oiR5oqs5p2g77yM5oyH552A5oiR5aSn5aOw5Zq35Zq377yM5rCU5b6X5oiR5LiN6KGM4oCm4oCm4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马抿嘴一笑，点点认可，然后指着漾漾说“碎娃娃嘛——自在不成人成人不自在，现在是最好玩的时候，再大点就不听话了！你管不住了！他哥哥上高一呢，天天跟我抬杠，指着我大声嚷嚷，气得我不行……”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5a2Z5a2Q5bCP5pe25YCZ5oiR5piv55yL552A6ZW/5aSn55qE77yM6ZW/5aSn5LqG5LiN55+l6YGT5Li65LuA5LmI4oCm4oCm5LiN5Lqy5LqG77yB5LiN5LmQ5oSP6Lef5oiR6K+06K+d77yM5oiR6L+Z5qyh5L2P6Zmi77yM5LuW5LiA5qyh5Lmf5rKh5p2l4oCm4oCm4oCd6ZOB55Sf5L6n552A5aS077yM5Y2B5YiG6Zq+6L+H44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我孙子小时候我是看着长大的，长大了不知道为什么……不亲了！不乐意跟我说话，我这次住院，他一次也没来……”铁生侧着头，十分难过。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LuW6ICD5b6X5oCO5LmI5qC35ZGA77yf4oCd5rKJ6buY5LiA5Lya5ZCO77yM6ICB6ams6Zeu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“他考得怎么样呀？”沉默一会后，老马问。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LuW5a2m5Lmg5LiN6KGM77yM6IO96ICD5Liq5LiT56eR5LiN6ZSZ5LqG77yB5LuW5LiN5aaC5LuW54i477yB4oCd6ZOB55Sf6Zet552A55y85pGH552A5aS044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“他学习不行，能考个专科不错了！他不如他爸！”铁生闭着眼摇着头。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5a2Q5a2Z6Ieq5pyJ5a2Q5a2Z56aP77yM5L2g566h5LuW5ZGi77yB4oCd6ICB6ams5oqa5oWw5LuW44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“子孙自有子孙福，你管他呢！”老马抚慰他。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZqU5LqG5Lya77yM6ZOB55Sf57un57ut6K+04oCc6ICD5b6X5aW95Y+I5oCO5qC377yf5LuW54i45pivOTg16Zmi5qCh77yM5Lmf5bCx6L+Z5qC377yB5re35b6X5LiN6auY5LiN5L2O77yM5bel6LWE5bCR5bel5L2c5b+Z77yM5pel5a2Q6L+H5b6X5YuJ5YuJ5by65by64oCm4oCm6KaB5rKh5oiR6YKj54K556ev6JOE77yM5oGQ5oCV546w5Zyo5oiR6L+e5Yy76Zmi5Lmf5rKh6ZKx5L2P4oCm4oCm5ZOO5bu65oiQ5LiN6KGM5ZWK77yB4oCd55Sf5ZG95Yiw5LqG6L+Z5q2l55Sw5Zyw77yM5YS/5a2Q6L+Z6Iis5b6F5LuW77yM6ZOB55Sf56uf6L+Y5Zyo5Li65YS/5a2Q5pON5b+D77yM55yf5piv5Y+v5oCc5aSp5LiL54i25q+N5b+D44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

隔了会，铁生继续说“考得好又怎样？他爸是985院校，也就这样！混得不高不低，工资少工作忙，日子过得勉勉强强……要没我那点积蓄，恐怕现在我连医院也没钱住……哎建成不行啊！”生命到了这步田地，儿子这般待他，铁生竟还在为儿子操心，真是可怜天下父母心。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Y2B5YiG6ZKf5ZCO77yM6ZOB55Sf5Y+I5byA5Y+j4oCc5oiR5pyA6L+R6ICB5qKm6KeB5oiR5byf4oCU4oCU56aP55Sf77yM6L+Y5pyJ5oiR6ICB5amG5a2Q77yM5bu65oiQ5LuW54i354i35aW25aW277yM6L+Y5pyJ5L2g5aeR5aW24oCm4oCm5aSp5aSp5qKm5Yiw77yM5LuW5Lus6Lef5oiR6K+06K+d5ZGA5ZWl55qE4oCm4oCm5LuW5Lus5pyA6L+R6L+Z5aSn5Y2K5bm06ICB5Zyo5oiR5qKm6YeM4oCm4oCm4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

十分钟后，铁生又开口“我最近老梦见我弟——福生，还有我老婆子，建成他爷爷奶奶，还有你姑奶……天天梦到，他们跟我说话呀啥的……他们最近这大半年老在我梦里……”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams5ZCs5Yiw6L+Z6YeM77yM5b+D6YeM5oOK5LqG5LiA5LiL77yM5oOz6K+05LuA5LmI5Y+I5rKh6K+05Ye65Y+j44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马听到这里，心里惊了一下，想说什么又没说出口。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZOB55Sf5ZK95LqG5Y+j5ZS+5rKr77yM5o6l552A5LuW6Zeu5LqG6ICB6ams5LiA5Liq6Zeu6aKY4oCc5oiR5oC75qKm6KeB6L+Z5Lqb6LWw5LqG55qE5Lq677yM5oCV5LiN5piv5oiR5Lmf5b+r5LqG77yf4oCd5LuW6K+05Yiw6L+Z6YeM5o+h57Sn6ICB6ams55qE5omL77yM6IS45LiK55qE56We5oOF6Zq+5Lul5b2i5a654oCU4oCU55aR5oOR5Y+I6IKv5a6a44CB5aSN5p2C5Y+I5Y2V57qv44CB57ud5pyb6ICM55iG5Lq644CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

铁生咽了口唾沫，接着他问了老马一个问题“我总梦见这些走了的人，怕不是我也快了？”他说到这里握紧老马的手，脸上的神情难以形容——疑惑又肯定、复杂又单纯、绝望而瘆人。<script></script><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oOz5aSa5ZWm77yB6ICB5aSn5ZOl77yB5oiR57uP5bi45qKm6KeB5oiR5aaI6L+Y5pyJ6Iux6Iux5aW55aaI77yM5qKm6KeB5aW95aSa5bm077yM5oiR6L+Z5LiN5rS75b6X5aW95aW955qE77yf4oCd6ICB6ams55So5bem5omL5ouN5LqG5ouN5Y+z5omL5b+D6YeM6ZOB55Sf6YKj5Y+q5Y+I6L275Y+I55im55qE5omL44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“想多啦！老大哥！我经常梦见我妈还有英英她妈，梦见好多年，我这不活得好好的？”老马用左手拍了拍右手心里铁生那只又轻又瘦的手。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5o+h57Sn5LuW55qE5omL5pe277yM5b+D6YeM5Y+q5ZKv5ZmU5LiA6Lez77yM6Z2i5LiK6Jm95Yi75oSP5o6n5Yi277yM5L2G5oWM5byg5peg5rOV5oqR5Yi244CC5LuW5LiN5pWi5pG45LuW55qE5omL4oCU4oCU6ICB6ams5oCV5LqG77yB5Lmf5LiN5pWi5p2+5byA77yM5Y+q57u3552A5LqU6ISP5YWt6IWR57un57ut5o+h552A44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

他握紧他的手时，心里只咯噔一跳，面上虽刻意控制，但慌张无法抑制。他不敢摸他的手——老马怕了！也不敢松开，只绷着五脏六腑继续握着。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR55+l6YGT5oiR5b+r5LqG77yB4oCd6ZOB55Sf54K554K55aS077yM57un57ut6Lq65Zyo55eF5bqK55qE5p6V5aS05LiK77yM5Y+M55y85peg5Yqb5Zyw5pyb552A6ICB6ams4oCU4oCU56yD5a6a5Y+I5peg56We44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我知道我快了！”铁生点点头，继续躺在病床的枕头上，双眼无力地望着老马——笃定又无神。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams5LiN5pWi55yL5LuW77yM5L2O5aS0556n6Ieq5bex55qE6Iad55uW77yM5Lik5Lq65aaC5q2k5rKJ6buY5LqG5Y2B5p2l5YiG6ZKf44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马不敢看他，低头瞧自己的膝盖，两人如此沉默了十来分钟。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5a626YeM55qE5oi/5a2Q44CB5Zyw5ZGi77yf4oCd6ICB6ams6Zeu6ZOB55Sf44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你家里的房子、地呢？”老马问铁生。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5pep5Y2W5ZWm77yB4oCd6ZOB55Sf5ZaY5Y+j5rCU77yM6K+04oCc5ZCO5oKU5ZGA77yB5b2T5pe25aWU552A5YS/5a2Q5p2l5LqG77yM5rKh5oOz5Yiw5LuW5Zyo5rex5Zyz5re35b6X5LiN5oiQ44CC5pep55+l6YGT5oiR5LiN5Y2W5LqG4oCU4oCU5Zyo6ICB5a625YW76ICB77yM6K6p5oiR5L6E5a2Q57uZ5oiR5Y+j6aWt77yM5Lmf5q+U5Zyo6L+Z5Yy76Zmi6YeM562J5q276KaB5aW94oCm4oCm4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“早卖啦！”铁生喘口气，说“后悔呀！当时奔着儿子来了，没想到他在深圳混得不成。早知道我不卖了——在老家养老，让我侄子给我口饭，也比在这医院里等死要好……”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5ZaY5LqG5Yeg5Y+j5rCU77yM5pSS5aSf5Yqy5YS/5Y+I6K+04oCc5YmN5Yeg5aSp77yM6L+Z5Liq5bGL6YeM5Yia6LWw5LqG5LiA5Liq5Lq677yB5Yy76Zmi6Zi05rCU6YeN77yM6ICB5Lq65b6F552A5LiN6Ieq5Zyo77yB5oiR55yf55qE5b6F5LiN5LiL5Y675LqG77yB4oCd6ICB6ams55qE55y8552b6Lef552A6ZOB55Sf55qE6aOf5oyH5Zyo6L+Z55eF5oi/6YeM57uV5LqG5LiA5ZyI77yM5Y+q6KeJ55iG5b6X5Y+R5oWM44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

喘了几口气，攒够劲儿又说“前几天，这个屋里刚走了一个人！医院阴气重，老人待着不自在！我真的待不下去了！”老马的眼睛跟着铁生的食指在这病房里绕了一圈，只觉瘆得发慌。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5rKh5Lq65q275LmL5YmN5oOz5b6F6L+Z6YeM55qE77yB5L2g55yL55yL6L+Z5Lqb5Lq64oCm4oCm55yL55yL6L+Z55eF5oi/77yM5LiA5aSp5Yiw5aS06Zmk5LqG6Lef6ay85ZqO5LiA5qC35ZaK55a877yM5rKh5ZWl5Yqo6Z2Z4oCU4oCU6Lef5Z2f5Zy64oCm4oCm5beu5LiN5LqG5aSa5bCR77yB4oCd6ZOB55Sf6KGl5YWF6YGT44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“没人死之前想待这里的！你看看这些人……看看这病房，一天到头除了跟鬼嚎一样喊疼，没啥动静——跟坟场……差不了多少！”铁生补充道。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams5Lik55y8556q5LqG5Liq5ZyG77yM5LiN5oCO5LmI5pWi5ZaY5aSn5rCU44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马两眼瞪了个圆，不怎么敢喘大气。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g6ICB5a625pyJ5YS/5a2Q77yM5Lul5ZCO5YW76ICB5Y2D5LiH5Yir5Zyo5Z+O6YeM77yB5Yac5p2R5Lq65q275Zyo6L+Z5YS/4oCU4oCU6Lef5a2k6a2C6YeO6ay85LiA5qC34oCm4oCm4oCd6ZOB55Sf6K+0552A5Y+I5rWB5LiL5rOq5p2l44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你老家有儿子，以后养老千万别在城里！农村人死在这儿——跟孤魂野鬼一样……”铁生说着又流下泪来。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams5o+h552A5LuW55qE5omL5oqW5LqG5Yeg5oqW77yM5LuW5LiN55+l5aaC5L2V5Yqd5oWw5LuW44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马握着他的手抖了几抖，他不知如何劝慰他。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pat5pat57ut57ut5Zyw5Lik5Lq66IGK5LqG5bCG6L+R5Lik5Liq6ZKf5aS04oCU4oCU5bm06L275Lq65Y2B5YiG6ZKf55qE6K+d77yM6ICB5Lq65Y206ZyA6KaB6L+Z5LmI5LmF44CC5oqk5aOr5o6o552A6aSQ6L2m6L+b5p2l5LqG77yM6KKB6ZOB55Sf55qE5YS/5aqz5aaH5Lmf6L+b5p2l5LqG77yM6Lef6ICB6ams5omT5a6M5oub5ZG85ZCO77yM5omT5byA6ZOB55Sf55eF5bqK5LiK55qE6aWt5qGM77yM5bCG6YKj5riF5rGk5a+h5rC044CB5LiN5rip5LiN5YeJ44CB55yL552A5aaC5q6L57655LiA6Iis55qE6aWt56uv5Yiw5LqG6ZOB55Sf6Z2i5YmN44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

断断续续地两人聊了将近两个钟头——年轻人十分钟的话，老人却需要这么久。护士推着餐车进来了，袁铁生的儿媳妇也进来了，跟老马打完招呼后，打开铁生病床上的饭桌，将那清汤寡水、不温不凉、看着如残羹一般的饭端到了铁生面前。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6ZOB55Sf5ZOl77yM6YKj5L2g5ZCD6aWt5ZCn77yM5ZCD5a6M5aW95aW95LyR5oGv77yM6L+H5Lik5aSp5oiR5YaN5p2l55yL5L2g77yB4oCd6ICB6ams57uI5LqO6K+05Ye65LqG6L+Z5Y+l6K+d44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“铁生哥，那你吃饭吧，吃完好好休息，过两天我再来看你！”老马终于说出了这句话。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZOB55Sf6Lq65Zyo6YKj6YeM77yM5L6d54S25o+h552A6ICB6ams55qE5omL4oCc5oiR5oCV4oCm4oCm5YaN6KeB5LiN5Yiw5L2g5Za94oCm4oCm4oCd6K+05a6M5rOj5LiN5oiQ5aOw44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

铁生躺在那里，依然握着老马的手“我怕……再见不到你喽……”说完泣不成声。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams5ouN552A5LuW55qE6IKp6IaA44CB5o+h552A5LuW55qE5omL5a6J5oWw4oCc5L2g5oOz5aSa5LqG77yM5oiR6L+H5Yeg5aSp5bCx5p2l77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马拍着他的肩膀、握着他的手安慰“你想多了，我过几天就来！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6KGM5LqG6KGM5LqG77yM6LW257Sn5ZCD6aWt5ZCn77yM5YaN5LiN5ZCD6aWt5Ya35LqG5a+56IOD5LiN5aW944CC4oCd6YKj5YS/5aqz5aaH5bCG6aWt6I+c5pCF5LqG5LiA5pCF77yM5Yay6ICB5aS06K+044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“行了行了，赶紧吃饭吧，再不吃饭冷了对胃不好。”那儿媳妇将饭菜搅了一搅，冲老头说。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6LWw5ZCn77yM54i477yB4oCd6Ie06L+c5Lmf6L+H5p2l5YKs77yM6aG65Yq/5om26LW36ICB6ams44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“走吧，爸！”致远也过来催，顺势扶起老马。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams5LuO6KOk5YWc6YeM5o6P5Ye65L+h5bCB77yM5pS+5Zyo6ZOB55Sf5omL6YeM4oCc6ZOB55Sf5ZOl77yM5L2g5ou/552A77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马从裤兜里掏出信封，放在铁生手里“铁生哥，你拿着！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZOB55Sf54K554K55aS077yM5rWB552A5rOq77yM5Zi05ZSH5Zyo5Yqo5Y205peg6K+d5Y+v6K+044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

铁生点点头，流着泪，嘴唇在动却无话可说。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6Ie06L+c55yL5Yiw55Wl5b6u5Y6a5a6e55qE5L+h5bCB77yM5pyJ54K55oSP5aSW77yM54S25ZCO5LuW5pCA6LW36ICB6ams77yM6L2s5aS05a+555eF5bqK5LiK55qE6ICB5Lq66K+04oCc6KKB5Y+U77yM5L2g5aW95aW95LyR5oGv77yM6L+H5Lik5aSp5oiR54i46ISa5aW95LqG6IO96LWw5LqG77yM5oiR5YaN5bim5LuW6L+H5p2l55yL5oKo77yM5oKo5aW95aW95YW755eF5ZOI77yBPC9wPg=='));</script>

致远看到略微厚实的信封，有点意外，然后他搀起老马，转头对病床上的老人说“袁叔，你好好休息，过两天我爸脚好了能走了，我再带他过来看您，您好好养病哈！<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZOB55Sf54K554K55aS077yM5oGL5oGL5LiN6IiN5Zyw55yL552A6ICB6ams77yM6ICB6ams5oub5oub5omL77yM6L2s6L+H6Lqr5LiA55i45LiA5ouQ5Zyw5b6A6Zeo5Y+j6LWw44CC5Zyo6Zeo5Y+j44CB5Zyo56qX5aSW77yM5ZOl5L+p6Zq+6IiN6Zq+5YiG5Zyw5Yay552A5a+55pa55oub5omL54K55aS077yM5b235aaC55Sf56a75q275Yir5LiA6Iis44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

铁生点点头，恋恋不舍地看着老马，老马招招手，转过身一瘸一拐地往门口走。在门口、在窗外，哥俩难舍难分地冲着对方招手点头，彷如生离死别一般。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6Ie06L+c5om2552A6ICB6ams5LiA6Lev5Ye65Yy76Zmi77yM6LWw5LiA6LWw5q2H5LiA5q2H44CC6ICB6ams5LiA6Lev5peg6KiA77yM5pe25LiN5pe25pOm5pOm5rGX77yM5pOm5rGX55qE5pe25YCZ6aG66YGT5ouQ5Liq5byv5pOm5pOm55y86KeS44CC5ry+5ry+55yL5LiN5oeC5b6A5pel5ZGx5ZGx5Y+r55qE54i354i35oCO5LmI5LqG77yM5Y+q5LiA6Lev5Luw5aS06K6k6K6k55yf55yf5Zyw6KeC5a+f5LuW44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

致远扶着老马一路出医院，走一走歇一歇。老马一路无言，时不时擦擦汗，擦汗的时候顺道拐个弯擦擦眼角。漾漾看不懂往日呱呱叫的爷爷怎么了，只一路仰头认认真真地观察他。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

上车后，三人往回赶。老马看着窗外，回忆着老大哥袁铁生年轻时候的风采，当年他大学毕业后被分配在县里工作，后因父母老了他申请调到镇上。那时候老马去镇上办事，多半住在铁生家里，当时他特别羡慕他的工作还有他那二层小洋楼！袁铁生在镇上是老人了，每一届的镇长无不夸赞他、想带走他，他自己不愿意挪腾，一辈子守着自己的故乡。老马那些年在镇上顺风顺水的，没少借袁铁生的和气和面子。铁生在一个岗位上奉献了一辈子，兢兢业业官清似水，如今临了临了竟这般心酸……<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

马建国会再次看望他的老大哥吗？也许会，也许永远不会——他自己也不清楚。窗外飞驰而过的城市繁华，丝毫不能解救老马内心的枯槁和压抑，终于，他忍不住靠着车窗捂着脸沙哑地呜咽起来。听到急促的喘气声，漾漾懵了，致远也懵了。片刻后他扔给漾漾一小包纸，示意给老人擦泪，老马摆手拒绝。只见他从衬衫胸前的衣兜里，掏出个灰白格子的方巾来，用方巾捂着脸又无声啜泣了许久。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc54i354i377yM5L2g5Zyo5ZOt6L+Y5piv5Zyo56yR5ZGA77yf4oCd5ry+5ry+5rKh55yL6KeB5LiA5ru05rOq77yM5a6M5YWo5ZCs5LiN5Ye66ICB5Lq65rKZ5ZOR5Zyw5ZaY57KX5rCU5piv5ZOt6L+Y5piv56yR44CC6Ie06L+c5oSP5qyy5Yi25q2i5ry+5ry+77yM5Y+I6KeJ5a2p5a2Q5Y+v6L2s56e76ICB5Lq655qE5oKy5Lyk77yM57Si5oCn5LiN5omT5omw5LuW5Lus77yM6Ieq5bex5LiT5b+D5byA6L2m44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“爷爷，你在哭还是在笑呀？”漾漾没看见一滴泪，完全听不出老人沙哑地喘粗气是哭还是笑。致远意欲制止漾漾，又觉孩子可转移老人的悲伤，索性不打扰他们，自己专心开车。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZG15ZG15ZG14oCm4oCm4oCd6ICB6ams6Ium56yR5LiN6KiA44CC5pWw5YiG6ZKf5ZCO77yM5LuW5pOm5bmy5rOq77yM5Y+g5aW95pa55be+77yM5Y+I5pS+5Zue6KGj5YWc6YeM44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“呵呵呵……”老马苦笑不言。数分钟后，他擦干泪，叠好方巾，又放回衣兜里。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc54i354i35L2g5ZOt5LqG77yB4oCd5ry+5ry+55yL5Yiw5rOq5rm/55qE5pa55be+5L2c5Ye65Yik5pat5p2l44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“爷爷你哭了！”漾漾看到泪湿的方巾作出判断来。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZG15ZG14oCm4oCm4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“呵呵……”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5piv5LiN5piv5Yia5omN6YKj5Liq6ICB54i354i35LuW6K6t5L2g5LqG77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“是不是刚才那个老爷爷他训你了？”